{"id":26701,"date":"2021-01-16T05:16:45","date_gmt":"2021-01-16T01:16:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=26701"},"modified":"2021-01-16T05:16:47","modified_gmt":"2021-01-16T01:16:47","slug":"s%c9%99hidim-and-yerim-uc-ayin-%c9%99sg%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=26701","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hidim-and yerim!.. \u00dc\u00c7 AYIN \u018fSG\u018fR\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u015e\u0259hid yaz\u0131lar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 qeydl\u0259r aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tutdu\u011fum d\u0259ft\u0259rin ilk s\u0259hif\u0259si Xa\u00e7maz rayonu, Xudat \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakini, 20 may 2002-ci il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259dov Elvin El\u00e7in o\u011fluna aiddi…M\u0259n bu d\u0259ft\u0259ri tutmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zdim he\u00e7… <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n 18 ya\u015fl\u0131 bu a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ma bo\u011fularaq yaz\u0131 yazmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zdim he\u00e7… <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259ri ay\u0131rmaq, \u015f\u0259hid kitablar\u0131 d\u0259rc etdirm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zdim he\u00e7… <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n g\u00fcl \u00fczl\u00fc, t\u0259miz q\u0259lbli, m\u0259rd, c\u0259sur igidl\u0259rimizin mundar erm\u0259ni v\u0259h\u015fil\u0259rinin \u0259liyl\u0259 \u015f\u0259had\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 da he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259zdim… Neyl\u0259y\u0259k ki, taleyimiz bel\u0259 g\u0259tirdi, aln\u0131m\u0131za qara x\u0259tl\u0259 bu yaz\u0131 yaz\u0131ld\u0131..<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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…Elvin \u00fc\u00e7 ay\u0131n \u0259sg\u0259ri olub. V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 o\u011ful borcunu yerin\u0259 yetirib do\u011fma ocaqlar\u0131na geri d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi. V\u0259 bu fikirl\u0259rini \u0259n t\u0259sirli formada g\u00fcnd\u0259liyin\u0259 qeyd etmi\u015fdi. El\u0259 bil \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir xatir\u0259 qals\u0131n dey\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirmi\u015f kimi. Elvinl\u025910 il eyni sinifd\u0259 oxumu\u015f \u0259misi q\u0131z\u0131 Mayis\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011fa bilmir: \u201cOnu m\u0259nim kimi kims\u0259 tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259z,- deyir. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, g\u0259ncliyimiz, m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rimiz, h\u0259tta bo\u015f vaxtlar\u0131m\u0131z da birlikd\u0259 ke\u00e7ib. H\u0259m \u0259mi u\u015faqlar\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 dost idik onunla. G\u00fcl q\u0259d\u0259r incik salmazd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n kims\u0259ni. Ya\u015f\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fck, a\u011fayana davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin v\u0259 sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rin h\u00f6rm\u0259tini qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Elvinin yoxlu\u011funa inana bilmir\u0259m. He\u00e7 vaxt da inanmayacam\u201d. Daha sonra, \u0259ll\u0259ri titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 Elvinin g\u00fcnd\u0259liyini m\u0259n\u0259 uzad\u0131r. Elvin yaz\u0131b: \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 narahat olmay\u0131n. H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259c\u0259m. Daima dik durma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam. Xidm\u0259ti borcumu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirib ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259m. Allah s\u0259br versin. Amin in\u015f\u0259allah. 02.07.2020\u201d. Xidm\u0259ti borcunu \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7 ay f\u00fcrs\u0259ti olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdi amma. M\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin xainc\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259 t\u0259xmin ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi g\u00fcman ki… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki arzular\u0131 bol idi. Ya\u015famaq h\u0259v\u0259si \u00e7ox idi. Baxmayaraq ki, \u0259sg\u0259r getdiyi g\u00fcn g\u00fcnd\u0259liyin\u0259 \u015feird\u0259n bu par\u00e7an\u0131 da yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsg\u0259r oldum m\u0259n d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haqq\u0131n\u0131, s\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc halal et ana!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid olsam q\u0259brim \u00fcst\u0259 a\u011flama,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bayramlarda bayram pay\u0131 saxlama…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haqq\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 halal edin…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Niy\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu \u015feiri, n\u0259y\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 edirdi bunu \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa kims\u0259 bilmir v\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k d\u0259… Ax\u0131 o zaman m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t bel\u0259 getmirdi. Elvinin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 daman o qorxu, t\u0259la\u015f hardan qaynaqlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131? \u0130ntuisiyam\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi duyma f\u0259hmimi? Amma Elvin bu bar\u0259d\u0259 kims\u0259y\u0259 bir s\u00f6z bel\u0259 olsun dem\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 damanlar\u0131, s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii hiss etdikl\u0259rini ka\u011f\u0131zlara k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elvin 2019-cu ild\u0259 Xudat \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259ki 1 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirmi\u015fdi. 7 illik musiqi t\u0259hsili d\u0259 vard\u0131. N\u0259f\u0259s al\u0259tl\u0259ri kursunda oxumu\u015fdu. Glarnetd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7alma\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. Dost v\u0259 qohum m\u0259clisl\u0259rind\u0259 bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259-sev\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Romantik idi, duy\u011fular\u0131, arzular\u0131, ist\u0259kl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fck idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n, qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n, sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n, dostlar\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Elvin \u00e7ox z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f idi. Valideynl\u0259rin\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u0259ziyy\u0259t verm\u0259zdi. Onlara y\u00fck olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zdi. Ta u\u015faql\u0131qdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc z\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Evin b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu oldu\u011fundan (\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015flar\u0131 Elnur 2004, Ceyhun is\u0259 2008 t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcd\u00fcr) el\u0259 bil atas\u0131yla b\u0259rab\u0259r evin ikinci daya\u011f\u0131, k\u00f6m\u0259yi kimi hiss edirdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. A\u011f\u0131r-y\u00fcng\u00fcl dem\u0259zdi b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 giri\u015f\u0259rdi. T\u0259ki ail\u0259sin\u0259 azac\u0131q da olsa k\u00f6m\u0259yi d\u0259ysin. Dostcanl\u0131 idi, b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik yeri bil\u0259n idi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259, el\u0259 Xudat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 onun x\u0259trini ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7ox idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsg\u0259ri xidm\u0259ti iyulun 2-d\u0259 Goranboy rayonunun Ball\u0131qaya deyil\u0259n \u0259razisind\u0259n ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sentyabr\u0131n 9-da andi\u00e7m\u0259 m\u0259rasimind\u0259 Elvinin \u0259sg\u0259ri c\u0259rg\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur, dik duru\u015funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb valideynl\u0259ri nec\u0259 q\u00fcrur v\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259h hissi ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdil\u0259r. H\u0259min g\u00fcn doyunca s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r onunla. Elvin arzu v\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 ata-anas\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u00e7ox sevdiyini, z\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259rini, haqq-saylar\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri itirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini, onlara layiq o\u011ful olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, onlar\u0131 utand\u0131rmayacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bildirmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Andi\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n birc\u0259 h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra, sentyabr\u0131n 15-d\u0259 Elvini T\u0259rt\u0259rd\u0259ki 703 sayl\u0131 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259r. 12 g\u00fcn sonra is\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan ordusunun g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxan, \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259n erm\u0259ni quldurlar\u0131 dinc \u0259halini h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 al\u0131rlar. \u018fn \u00e7ox h\u00fccuma m\u0259ruz qalan \u0259razi T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonu olur. V\u0259 oktyabr\u0131n 4-d\u0259 m\u0259nfur erm\u0259nil\u0259rin atd\u0131qlar\u0131 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti m\u0259rmi h\u0259rbi-hiss\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 Elvin d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olur. Halbuki, Elvin v\u0259 onun kimi yeni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar h\u0259rbi t\u0259liml\u0259r\u0259 yenic\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n daha amans\u0131z oldu. Do\u011frudur, ordumuz d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nd\u0259n qisas\u0131n\u0131 yet\u0259rinc\u0259 ald\u0131. Amma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu qisas yaln\u0131z \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fad etm\u0259y\u0259 yet\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anas\u0131 Hicran xan\u0131m i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n yan\u011f\u0131dan q\u0131vr\u0131la-q\u0131vr\u0131la, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 titr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, h\u0259y\u0259candan n\u0259f\u0259si t\u0131nc\u0131xaraq k\u0259sik-k\u0259sik s\u0259sl\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 edir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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-Elvin andi\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n biz\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini bax\u0131n bu d\u0259ft\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015f… v\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xaraq qoxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 uzad\u0131r. Oxuyuram: \u201cAna \u2013 q\u0259dri bilinm\u0259z bir varl\u0131qd\u0131r. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 anam h\u0259r \u015feydi: G\u00f6r\u0259n iki g\u00f6z\u00fcm, d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim, tutan \u0259ll\u0259rim, yeriy\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131m, vuran n\u0259bzim v\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa olan h\u0259v\u0259sim v\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bimdi. S\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m can\u0131m anam. Allah s\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 atama d\u0259ym\u0259sin in\u015fallah. Sizi bizim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u0259skik el\u0259m\u0259sin. Deyil\u0259c\u0259k \u00e7oxlu, o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259r var ki…yazmaqla bitm\u0259z. N\u0259 is\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bax\u0131n. \u0130n\u015fallah r\u0259bbim qism\u0259t el\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n ya\u015fama s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri: ba\u015f tac\u0131m Anam, f\u0259xrim Atam!\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

18 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir g\u0259ncin i\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fckd\u0259 ata-ana, dost-sirda\u015f sevgisi, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, insanl\u0131\u011fa n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t olarm\u0131\u015f? Elvin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259m qoymu\u015fdu. T\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z arzularla, bitm\u0259z ist\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 sonsuz \u00fcmidl\u0259rl\u0259 boylan\u0131rd\u0131. Kim bilir q\u0259lbind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ham\u0131dan gizli, m\u0259hr\u0259m bir d\u00fcnya da qurmu\u015fdu. O d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda ya\u015fayacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7mi\u015fdi b\u0259lk\u0259. H\u0259l\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u00f6hl\u0259ti olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 arzular\u0131n\u0131 demirik. Olmad\u0131. Ham\u0131s\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qald\u0131. Eynil\u0259 Elvinin 18 il, 4 ay, 14 g\u00fcnl\u00fck q\u0131sa, lakin m\u0259nal\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fc kimi… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nur i\u00e7ind\u0259 uyu, g\u00fcl \u00fczl\u00fc \u015f\u0259hidim. \u015e\u0259had\u0259tin \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259tin olsun.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u018fntiq\u0259 Qonaq<\/span>, \u0259m\u0259kdar jurnalist<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015e\u0259hid yaz\u0131lar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 qeydl\u0259r aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tutdu\u011fum d\u0259ft\u0259rin ilk s\u0259hif\u0259si Xa\u00e7maz rayonu, Xudat \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakini, 20 may 2002-ci il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259dov Elvin El\u00e7in o\u011fluna<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":26705,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26701","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-qarabag"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26701","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26701"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26701\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26706,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26701\/revisions\/26706"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26705"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26701"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26701"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26701"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}