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O,\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131ndan, ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ac\u0131s\u0131 bil\u0259n sirda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdand\u0131r.\u00a0Litvan\u0131n h\u0259rbi jurnalisti, Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin \u0259n qaranl\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n h\u0259rbi jurnalist Ri\u00e7ardas Lapaytisl\u0259 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olaca\u011f\u0131q.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Fedai.az Publika.az-a istinad\u0259n\u00a0Ri\u00e7ardas Lapaytisin m\u00fcsahib\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— \u018fziz Ri\u00e7ardas, i\u015f\u011faldan azad olunmu\u015f do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259rim\u00a0A\u011fdamla, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sil\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259n \u00e7ox xatir\u0259si olan dostlar\u0131m\u0131zdans\u0131n\u0131z. Sizi yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131maq ist\u0259rdim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— A\u011fdaml\u0131 oldu\u011funuza \u00e7ox sevindim. \u015e\u0259h\u0259riniz \u0259n az sizin q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox do\u011fmad\u0131r. B\u0259li, Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 A\u011fdam\u0131n \u0259n ac\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin \u015fahidi olmu\u015fam. \u00d6z\u00fcm haqda dan\u0131\u015fmaqsa m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir. Amma c\u0259hd ed\u0259k… 1968-ci ild\u0259 Litvan\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259nubunda do\u011fulmu\u015fam. Y\u0259qin bilirsiniz, Litva bir \u00e7ox \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259dd\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fir. Amma m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxudu\u011fum m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259yat SSR\u0130-d\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. Ya\u015fa dolduqca anlad\u0131m ki, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z olmayan, g\u00f6rm\u0259diyimiz \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck bir d\u00fcnya var. O vaxtlar s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131, s\u0259yah\u0259t imkanlar\u0131 m\u0259hdud idi. El\u0259 bu m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259t m\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck maraq do\u011fururdu. Daha \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 olmaq, h\u0259r yeri g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Bir yandan da anlay\u0131rd\u0131m ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q sovet ordusunda xidm\u0259t etm\u0259liy\u0259m. M\u0259nim d\u00f6vr\u00fcmd\u0259 ya\u015fayan sovet g\u0259ncl\u0259rini \u00e7ox vaxt \u201citmi\u015f n\u0259sil\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131rlar. \u018fn son sovet \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m. K\u0259d\u0259rlisi d\u0259 odur ki, dostlar\u0131m aras\u0131nda\u00a0\u018ffqan\u0131stana h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yollananlar \u00e7ox oldu. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259tta h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259nl\u0259r vard\u0131. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259 oldu\u011fum m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 anlad\u0131m ki, d\u0259mir divarlar arxas\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q v\u0259 bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gizli qalan d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli faktlar \u00e7oxdur. Art\u0131q \u0259min idim, bu \u201c\u0259sir\u201d h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u018fn az\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn sovet ittifaq\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259zib, \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti, t\u0259bi\u0259ti, insanlar\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u0259yah\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki Cek\u00a0Londonun mac\u0259ra kitablar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Sovet ittifaq\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 idim ax\u0131… El\u0259 bilirdim Q\u0259rb yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 da, onlar\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 da ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnyadand\u0131rlar. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z d\u00fcnyamdan onlar\u0131n al\u0259min\u0259 do\u011fru k\u00f6rp\u00fc salmaq ist\u0259yirdim. \u0130lk m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 Sibir v\u0259 \u015eimal q\u00fctb\u00fc \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 bir s\u0131ra \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri g\u0259zdim. S\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olan insanlar\u0131n taleyi m\u0259ni d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. \u015eimal q\u00fctb\u00fcnd\u0259ki Norilsk \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedil\u0259r ki, burada b\u0259zi d\u0259mir yollar\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olmu\u015f insanlar\u0131n s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n sal\u0131n\u0131b. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli fakt idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z d\u00fcnyan\u0131n q\u0259ddarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na add\u0131m-add\u0131m \u015fahid olurdunuz\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Do\u011frudur. S\u0259yyahlar s\u0131ravi insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n daha \u00e7ox \u015fey\u0259 \u015fahidlik edirl\u0259r. Bel\u0259c\u0259 1 il \u015eimal q\u00fctb\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259zdim. Politexnikum m\u0259zunu idim. El\u0259 yollarda d\u0259rk etdim ki, m\u0259nim ali t\u0259hsilim s\u0259yah\u0259tl\u0259rimdir. H\u0259tta velosipedl\u0259 \u0130r\u0259vana da getmi\u015fdim. \u018fslind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn Qaraba\u011f\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Lakin h\u0259min s\u0259f\u0259r m\u00fcdd\u0259tind\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259r s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259yim\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259dil\u0259r, geri qay\u0131td\u0131m. 2 il sonra q\u0259rar verdim ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q Az\u0259rbaycanda olmal\u0131yam. Bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin h\u0259m ad\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 hakim dini, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti m\u0259ni c\u0259lb edirdi. Az\u0259rbaycandan dig\u0259r \u015e\u0259rq \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdim. Bu m\u0259qamda ha\u015fiy\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaraq bir fakt\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259riniz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, Qaraba\u011fa yollananda jurnalist deyildim. Az\u0259rbaycana \u00e7atanad\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259y\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r hadis\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259ldi. Qatarda \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 itirdim. \u00c7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck k\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 T\u0259z\u0259 Pir m\u0259scidin\u0259 daxil oldum. Art\u0131q namaz vaxt\u0131 idi. M\u0259scidin imam\u0131 dini inanc\u0131mla maraqland\u0131. Katolik oldu\u011fumu bil\u0259nd\u0259 xahi\u015f etdi ki, m\u0259scidi t\u0259rk edim, \u00e7\u00fcnki azan veril\u0259c\u0259k. Haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xanda, iki g\u0259nc m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qdan sonra biri m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259klif etdi ki, onun evind\u0259 qal\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fc\u00a0ordubadl\u0131 idi.\u00a0Bak\u0131da kiray\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahin adl\u0131 bu o\u011flan\u0131n 17 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t onun m\u0259nzilind\u0259 qonaq olub, s\u0259yah\u0259tim\u0259 davam ed\u0259c\u0259kdim, \u00f6mr\u00fcm dig\u0259r s\u0259yyahlar kimi davam ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259zdiyim, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u00fcxt\u0259lif mill\u0259tl\u0259ri, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Amma\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Amma bir hadis\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fdi. El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u015eahin m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131 20 Yanvar faci\u0259sinin qurban\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Bu a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n \u015eahini g\u00f6yn\u0259tdiyini el\u0259 hiss edirdim ki\u2026 H\u0259min gec\u0259 q\u0259rar verdim. \u015eahinin yuxuya getm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yib, ona m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131m. \u201cS\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131na xatir Qaraba\u011fa yollanacam\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u00fcz\u00fc va\u011fzala yolland\u0131m. Fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri idi.\u00a0Xocal\u0131\u00a0soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 art\u0131q ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 qal\u0131n geyiml\u0259rimi \u015eahinin m\u0259nzilind\u0259 qoymu\u015fdum ki, \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 art\u0131q y\u00fck aparmay\u0131m. H\u0259m d\u0259 Bak\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rdir. Qaraba\u011fdak\u0131 iqlimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idim. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n va\u011fzal\u0131n kassas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, A\u011fdama bilet ist\u0259dim. \u0130\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131lar ki, g\u0259nc \u0259cn\u0259bi niy\u0259 Qaraba\u011fa getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Dedil\u0259r ki, art\u0131q qatarlar A\u011fdama getmir.\u00a0B\u0259rd\u0259, yaxud\u00a0Yevlax\u00a0reysi il\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. Qatara mindim, \u00e7ox az adam vard\u0131. H\u0259tta terror qorxusundan t\u0131sba\u011fa s\u00fcr\u0259ti il\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdik. Art\u0131q n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcn d\u0259 bitm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 idi, hava da qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Son dayanacaqda ham\u0131 qatardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z vard\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— 23<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Qorxdunuz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Bu, daha f\u0259rqli, daha \u00e7ar\u0259siz duy\u011fu idi. H\u0259m z\u00fclm\u0259t, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox soyuq, hara ged\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmir\u0259m\u2026 2 saat bilinm\u0259y\u0259n istiqam\u0259td\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra b\u0259d\u0259nimin yava\u015f-yava\u015f dondu\u011funu hiss etdim. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q k\u00f6z\u0259rtisi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm. Ya\u015fl\u0131, yor\u011fun ki\u015fi qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Xahi\u015f etdim ki, donuram, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fam. M\u0259n\u0259 qonaq evi, yaxud mehmanxana \u00fcnvan\u0131 verin. Dedi, bura qonaq evidir, ke\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri. G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00fcmid parlad\u0131, amma sevincim \u00e7ox q\u0131sa \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri girdim, bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 ke\u00e7ib soban\u0131n yan\u0131na q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131m. O vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r Xocal\u0131 harad\u0131r, soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 niy\u0259 ba\u015f verib, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, Qaraba\u011f haqda geni\u015f m\u0259lumat\u0131m yox idi. Amma h\u0259min gec\u0259 haqda indi d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda n\u0259f\u0259sim daral\u0131r. Say\u0131n\u0131 unutdu\u011fum c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259r, \u00e7ar\u0259siz \u0259liyal\u0131n insanlar, qocalar, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— A\u011fdam m\u0259scidinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259ki fotoma bel\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259rh yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z: \u201cLeyla, s\u0259n durdu\u011fun torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 minl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z k\u00f6rp\u0259nin, qocan\u0131n, qad\u0131n\u0131n qan\u0131 var. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, ruhlar\u0131 dinclik tap\u0131b\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— A\u011fdam m\u0259scidinin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259rin t\u0259sviri \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Ba\u015flar\u0131 balta il\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri do\u011franm\u0131\u015f, bu da azm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259r. H\u0259min m\u0259qamda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, bu v\u0259h\u015filikl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonra meyitxanada da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259m. 6 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n balta il\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 \u0259zilmi\u015fdi, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rinin d\u0259risi soyulmu\u015fdu, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik b\u00f6yr\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259 d\u0259rinin aras\u0131ndan sallan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u0259rin\u0259 benzin t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259min A\u011fdam m\u0259scidin\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 c\u0259s\u0259d g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. M\u0259n \u015fok v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 idim. \u0130lqar C\u0259f\u0259rov, \u00c7ingiz Mustafayev, Seyida\u011fa M\u00fcsl\u00fcmov, Oleq Litvin kimi fotojurnalistl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olmasayd\u0131lar, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 itir\u0259rdim. B\u0259li, anlay\u0131rd\u0131m ki, m\u0259n jurnalist deyil\u0259m. Amma ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim fotojurnalistl\u0259rin \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259ydim, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 \u0259cn\u0259bi idim. D\u0259rk edirdim ki, bu xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259tiril\u0259n m\u00fcsib\u0259ti d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7atd\u0131rma\u011fa m\u0259cburam. Erm\u0259ni cinay\u0259tl\u0259ri s\u0259brimi tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. A\u011fdam hospital\u0131na gedib yaral\u0131larla, tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri il\u0259, meyitl\u0259rin do\u011fmalar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Dinl\u0259diyim h\u0259r \u015feyi, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259ri g\u00fcnd\u0259liyim\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131m. A\u011fdamdak\u0131 h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259rin b\u0259zil\u0259ri \u018ffqan\u0131standa h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 deyirdil\u0259r. Amma vahim\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 onu da bildirirdil\u0259r ki, Qaraba\u011fda ba\u015f ver\u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 he\u00e7 \u018ffqan\u0131standa da rast g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u0130nsanlar blokadada qald\u0131qlar\u0131ndan, ba\u015flar\u0131na g\u0259tiril\u0259n m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259lum oldu ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259r \u0259sirlikd\u0259 saxlad\u0131qlar\u0131 insanlar\u0131, c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259ri benzinl\u0259, un v\u0259 dig\u0259r qida m\u0259hsullar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015firmi\u015fl\u0259r, h\u0259tta pulla sat\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar. Bu 20-ci \u0259srin \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli, \u0259n qorxulu bazar\u0131 idi. Ax\u0131 hans\u0131 normal insan c\u0259s\u0259d qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda pul t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n onlar\u0131n faci\u0259l\u0259rini dinl\u0259dikc\u0259 bir q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lirdim — \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n insanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m art\u0131q bitib. \u015eahidl\u0259r v\u0259 \u0259sirl\u0259rs\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 odda yanma\u011fa davam ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u018fsirlikd\u0259n qurtulanlar\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 ruhumu z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z h\u0259yat yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 dig\u0259r ki\u015fil\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 zorlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r saat i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259\u00a0verirdil\u0259r. Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 c\u0259s\u0259din taleyi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259lum deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— \u0130nsan s\u0259brini, sinirl\u0259rini tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n faci\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. 23 ya\u015fl\u0131 Ri\u00e7ardas\u0131n hans\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259min i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovruldu\u011funu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bir \u00e7ox c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259rin barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259smi\u015fdil\u0259r. S\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fanda iki versiya deyirdil\u0259r. Birinci versiya o idi ki, insan \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra b\u0259d\u0259ni \u015fi\u015fdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn zin\u0259t \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 barma\u011f\u0131ndan, qula\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u00e7\u0259tinlik yarad\u0131r. E\u015fitdiyim ikinci versiya daha d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli idi. Bildiyiniz kimi erm\u0259nil\u0259r m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 muzdlu qatill\u0259r g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. Onlar da \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fckl\u0259ri insan say\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201cqonorar\u201d al\u0131rd\u0131lar. Odur ki, qurbanlar\u0131n\u0131n barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131, qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib, s\u00fcbut g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. Bu v\u0259h\u015filikl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb e\u015fitdikc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, A\u011fdamdan Bak\u0131ya sa\u011f geri d\u00f6n\u0259 bils\u0259m, bir daha geri qay\u0131tmayacam. Amma A\u011fdam m\u0259scidind\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdi. M\u0259scid\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, do\u011fmalar\u0131 v\u0259h\u015fic\u0259sin\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ar\u0259siz qad\u0131nlar m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi yan\u0131ma qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. Y\u0259qin m\u0259ni \u0259cn\u0259bi jurnalist z\u0259nn etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Dedil\u0259r, o\u011flum, bilmirik haradan g\u0259lmis\u0259n. Sad\u0259c\u0259 yalvar\u0131r\u0131q, \u00f6lk\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259n kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn bu faci\u0259 haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 olmasa 3 c\u00fcml\u0259 yaz. Bilirs\u0259n, o analar\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259ri al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sabaha \u00fcmidl\u0259ri d\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onlara s\u00f6z verib, Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. \u015eahinin m\u0259nzilin\u0259 g\u0259ldim. Dedim, bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda qoyub gedir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. \u018fslind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycandan sonra Orta Asiya v\u0259 \u00c7in\u0259 s\u0259yah\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259kdim. M\u0259ns\u0259 Litvaya qay\u0131td\u0131m. Amma \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259rimin h\u0259l\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131da m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259diyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Ard\u0131 var\u2026)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

O,\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131ndan, ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ac\u0131s\u0131 bil\u0259n sirda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdand\u0131r.\u00a0Litvan\u0131n h\u0259rbi jurnalisti, Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin \u0259n qaranl\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n h\u0259rbi jurnalist Ri\u00e7ardas Lapaytisl\u0259 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olaca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":29082,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29080","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-qarabag"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29080","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29080"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29080\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29083,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29080\/revisions\/29083"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/29082"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29080"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29080"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29080"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}