{"id":33791,"date":"2021-04-01T02:59:51","date_gmt":"2021-03-31T22:59:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=33791"},"modified":"2021-04-01T03:00:38","modified_gmt":"2021-03-31T23:00:38","slug":"poeziya-c%c9%99l%c9%99ngi-bir-noqt%c9%99d%c9%99-susmayaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=33791","title":{"rendered":"POEZ\u0130YA \u00c7\u018fL\u018fNG\u0130: B\u0130R N\u00d6QT\u018fD\u018f SUSMAYAQ\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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ELBAR\u0130Z M\u018fMM\u018fDL\u0130<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 itib batm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, d\u0259rd-azar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259,
Boy ver\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259tin boy q\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131r.
Sonuncu \u00fcmidimiz gedib durna k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259,
M\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 d\u00fczl\u0259rin soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

DO\u011eRU N\u0130Y\u018f ACIDI, YOXDU F\u018fRQ\u0130N\u018f VARAN<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 itib batm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, d\u0259rd-azar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259,
Boy ver\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259tin boy q\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131r.
Sonuncu \u00fcmidimiz gedib durna k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259,
M\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 d\u00fczl\u0259rin soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fru niy\u0259 ac\u0131d\u0131, yoxdu f\u0259rqin\u0259 varan,
Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, yeriyir yalan\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131.
Kimdi, bizi s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb , c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 aparan?
Cilovlay\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259 do\u011fru olan haqlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7dik a\u011f\u0131r sava\u015fdan, bir az g\u00fcld\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz,
F\u0259q\u0259t, h\u0259qiq\u0259t yen\u0259 taxt\u0131n\u0131 tutammad\u0131.
Ortada xainl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz,
Mill\u0259t bu x\u0259yan\u0259ti yolundan atammad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxdu do\u011frunu sev\u0259n, ham\u0131 haram duy\u011fulu,
S\u0259rv\u0259t davalar\u0131nda bitir bu V\u0259t\u0259n, bitir.
Turan sevdal\u0131 mill\u0259t n\u0259d\u0259n, bel\u0259 yuxulu?
Hara \u00fcz \u00e7evirirs\u0259, yolu \u00fcst\u0259 q\u0259m bitir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mill\u0259tin g\u00fcv\u0259ncidi a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n birliyi,
Bizd\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131 olan da \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin\u0259 qul olur.
\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol se\u00e7irs\u0259, alim m\u00f6ht\u0259kirliyi,
Pe\u015f\u0259si d\u0259llal olur, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si pul olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259rsi and\u0131r\u0131r, t\u0259bi\u0259tin h\u00f6km\u00fc d\u0259,
K\u00fcl\u0259k hardan \u0259sirs\u0259,el\u0259 kas\u0131b\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcr.
Do\u011frunu tapdalayan o m\u0259mur da, hakim d\u0259,
M\u0259l\u0259k \u015e\u0259hidimizi vallah, yalandan \u00f6y\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr ham\u0131n\u0131n pay\u0131, ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259hkumuq,
Amma haqq\u0131 danaraq, ya\u015famaq olmaz, olmaz.
N\u0259d\u0259n zorun y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa m\u0259hkumuq?
Do\u011frunun olmayan\u0131 da\u015f\u0131maq olmaz, olmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgi bizd\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131b, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
\u018fzab\u0131n z\u00fclm\u0259tind\u0259 indi \u015fams\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
Do\u011frular yol se\u00e7irk\u0259n, vaxt\u0131n qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda ruhu dams\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabah n\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259k, onu kim bil\u0259 bil\u0259r,
Bizd\u0259 haqq\u0131 \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr, vaxt\u0131n d\u0259yirmanlar\u0131.
Mill\u0259t d\u00fcz\u00fc sev\u0259rs\u0259, taleyi g\u00fcl\u0259 bil\u0259r,
Tanr\u0131 verm\u0259z aya\u011fa ayaqda duranlar\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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VARAMMIRAM\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Duy\u011fum el\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131,
Bir \u015feiri d\u0259 quramm\u0131ram.
Vallah, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yollardan,
Y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ramm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikrim el\u0259 uzaqlarda,
Biz n\u0259yi itirdik, harda?
Yordu m\u0259ni, suallar da,
Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duramm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u0259li\u015f n\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fidi?
Bu d\u0259rd kimin \u0259l i\u015fidi?
Bu da\u015f haran\u0131n da\u015f\u0131d\u0131,
Y\u00fcz ill\u0259rdi, q\u0131ramm\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumun k\u00f6yn\u0259yi sar\u0131,
Y\u0131\u011f\u0131r cana a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131,
Yollar harda qal\u0131b yar\u0131?
Haraylay\u0131b soramm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqlarda o yurd ki, var,
S\u0259si batm\u0131\u015f o Qurd ki, var,
Ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu d\u0259rd ki, var,
Tozuna \u0259l vuramm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya el\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131,
Yetm\u0259zmi bu, \u00f6zg\u0259 da\u011f\u0131,
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 yatan bayra\u011f\u0131,
Yurdunda qald\u0131ramm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzuma bar ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
M\u0259n d\u0259 bahar ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
Altaydan qar ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
Varamm\u0131ram, varamm\u0131ram.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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YAZAQ BUNU DA, YAZAQ\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fli zopal\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259y\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131
bir heyvanat park\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131r,
Yer planeti.
Y\u00fcy\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259dil\u0259n atlar kimi,
maskaya doldurublar, ham\u0131n\u0131
h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir qara x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r
ham\u0131n\u0131.
G\u00f6y\u0259 n\u00fcv\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131lar, al\u0131nd\u0131,
ulduza \u015f\u0259rik qo\u015fdular, al\u0131nd\u0131
guya ki, \u0259lind\u0259 aciz qal\u0131blar
ad\u0131na Korona deyil\u0259n bir kabusun.
d\u00fcnya oyununa al\u0259t olub
be\u015f-\u00fc\u00e7 har\u0131nlam\u0131\u015f d\u0259l\u0259duzun.
\u015e\u0259rin labaratoriyalar\u0131nda
bir b\u0259la d\u00fcz\u0259ldib at\u0131blar
insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n can\u0131na,
bilmirs\u0259n, yazasan bunu,
hans\u0131 yaramaz\u0131n vicdan\u0131na.
D\u00fcnyada davas\u0131 olmayan d\u0259rd yoxdu,
d\u0259rdi pula \u00e7evirib
bazara g\u0259tir\u0259nl\u0259r var.
X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngi n\u00fcv\u0259d\u0259n qorxulu
\u00f6l\u00fcm azar\u0131 kimi,
beyinl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259r var.
Onsuz da biz \u0259zab\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011fa
\u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259liyik,
can\u0131m\u0131zda \u00fcnvanl\u0131 d\u0259rdl\u0259ri da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa
\u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259liyik.
\u0130ndi biz\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l kimi g\u0259lir, T\u018fB\u0130B adl\u0131
d\u0259llal\u0131n say\u0131qlamalar\u0131,
\u00e7oxdan gedib bu mill\u0259tin
sa\u011flaml\u0131q qatar\u0131.
\u0130slanm\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan n\u0259 qorxusu,
kims\u0259 heyr\u0259t el\u0259mir,
g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn Korona dustaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
Yazaq, bunu da yazaq
d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259dal\u0259td\u0259n uzaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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B\u0130R N\u00d6QT\u018fD\u018f SUSMAYAQ\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 dayan\u0131b,
susmay\u0131n,
mill\u0259tin soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fanda.
Gizl\u0259dilmi\u015f h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259,
ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259,
ruhumuzu a\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015f v\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259
\u00f6z ad\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131n, yana\u015fanda.
Erm\u0259ni kimdi ki,
bu b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fckd\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259rin arxas\u0131nda?
As\u0131l\u0131b \u015f\u0259rin yaxas\u0131ndan
b\u0259laya y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259nl\u0259r var,
bu d\u0259rdi k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r var,
Bab\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r
can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yey\u0259nl\u0259r var,-
\u0259r\u0259b, fars, ingilis, rus ad\u0131nda.
K\u0259rk\u00fckd\u0259 bit\u0259n d\u0259rdin
T\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u00e7ayda a\u00e7\u0131lan yaras\u0131n\u0131,
T\u0259briz, \u018frd\u0259bil, \u0130r\u0259van,
par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f B\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131
saxlas\u0131n ham\u0131, yad\u0131nda.
Kims\u0259 unutmas\u0131n,
d\u0259li Pyotrun, at sevdal\u0131 Yekaterinan\u0131n
qan \u00fcnvanl\u0131 niyy\u0259tl\u0259rini.
Sovetl\u0259rin ya\u011fmalad\u0131\u011f\u0131
Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycandan qovulmu\u015f
milyonlar\u0131n taleyidi,soyq\u0131r\u0131m.
Repressiyan\u0131n amans\u0131z m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259
V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisin\u0259 qurban olanlar\u0131n
taleyidi, soyq\u0131r\u0131m.
Bu, T\u00fcrk\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik davas\u0131d\u0131,
xainl\u0259rin haqq\u0131 z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k
havas\u0131d\u0131.
Bitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,
T\u00fcrk\u00fcn haqq etdiyi
ucal\u0131qlara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,
q\u0259rib yurdlar\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal bayraqlar\u0131n\u0131n
eni\u015fin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.
Bir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 dayan\u0131b durmayaq,
soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fanda.
Almayaq \u0259lind\u0259n, sabahk\u0131 n\u0259sill\u0259rin
ehtiyat yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
bu mill\u0259tin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na hopmu\u015f
sin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n\u0131.
Haylar\u0131 ortaya atan var,
bu soysuzlar\u0131n qana susam\u0131\u015f niyy\u0259til\u0259
aran\u0131 qatan var,
h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ri duyulur
Xocal\u0131n\u0131m qan\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f
a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 Qaraba\u011f da\u011flar\u0131ndan\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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ELBAR\u0130Z M\u018fMM\u018fDL\u0130 El\u0259 itib batm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, d\u0259rd-azar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259,Boy ver\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259tin boy q\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131r.Sonuncu \u00fcmidimiz gedib durna k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259,M\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 d\u00fczl\u0259rin soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131r. DO\u011eRU N\u0130Y\u018f ACIDI, YOXDU F\u018fRQ\u0130N\u018f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33791","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dbi-dusunclr","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33791","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33791"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33791\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33800,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33791\/revisions\/33800"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33791"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33791"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33791"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}