{"id":33804,"date":"2021-04-01T10:48:56","date_gmt":"2021-04-01T06:48:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=33804"},"modified":"2021-04-01T10:49:00","modified_gmt":"2021-04-01T06:49:00","slug":"fellininin-qarabagdan-kec%c9%99n-yolu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=33804","title":{"rendered":"Fellininin Qaraba\u011fdan ke\u00e7\u0259n \u201cYol\u201du"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\" style=\"grid-template-columns:38% auto\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/1123-989x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33805 size-full\"\/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\"><strong>VAH\u0130D QAZ\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-red-color\">Bir d\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u0130sa M\u0259sih\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m ki\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Q\u0131\u015f aylar\u0131nda a\u011faclar yarpaqs\u0131z olurdu dey\u0259 evimizin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n uzaq X\u0131d\u0131rl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n qarl\u0131 zirv\u0259l\u0259ri ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259, ba\u015fqa qonaql\u0131qlarda taxtapu\u015fa saman altda q\u0131\u015fa saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z alma, heyva, nar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda o qarl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131 \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259c\u0259n rahatca seyr ed\u0259 bilirdim. Soyuq oldu\u011fundan dama \u00e7\u0131xmazd\u0131m, el\u0259c\u0259 taxtapu\u015fun dama a\u00e7\u0131lan yumru n\u0259f\u0259sliyind\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b qarl\u0131 da\u011flara tama\u015fa ed\u0259rdim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qar da\u011flar\u0131n ilahi hal\u0259sidir, sanki, onun m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259slik yarl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bu fikir a\u011fl\u0131ma sonralar g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Federiko Fellininin \u201cYol\u201d filmind\u0259 bir yer var. Filmin q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 s\u0259rg\u0259rdan sirk artistl\u0259ri \u2013 r\u0259hmsiz, qoluzorlu Zampano, ona baraban, \u015feypur \u00e7almaqla assistentlik ed\u0259n u\u015faq q\u0259lbli, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fc Gelsomina qarl\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r, da\u011flar fonunda da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f evin u\u00e7uq divarlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda gec\u0259l\u0259yirl\u0259r. Zampano q\u0131z\u0131 anas\u0131ndan ne\u00e7\u0259 min lir\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/20210326_203010.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33809\"\/><figcaption><strong><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">Federiko Fellinin &#171;Yol&#187; filmind\u0259n kadr<\/span><\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Yox, fikrim filmd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq deyil, z\u0259if Xeyirin g\u00fccl\u00fc \u015e\u0259ri yenm\u0259si misal\u0131 \u00e7ox n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r bilirsiniz. M\u0259n o filmin m\u0259hz qarl\u0131 da\u011flar fonunda da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f evin divarlar\u0131 \u0259ks olunan o kadrlar\u0131, bir d\u0259 o divar dibind\u0259 Zampanonun Gelsominaya s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rini yad\u0131n\u0131za salmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n q\u0131zla kobud davranan, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda qad\u0131nlarla \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259n allahs\u0131z Zampano m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lib on g\u00fcnd\u00fc k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015f Gelsominadan soru\u015fur: \u201c\u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n s\u0259ni evin\u0259 apar\u0131m? Anana qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2026Uzun ill\u0259rdi A\u011fdam\u0131n q\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 X\u0131d\u0131rl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131 il\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. B\u0259lk\u0259 y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 evimizin u\u00e7uq divarlar\u0131na q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b o qarl\u0131 da\u011flara baxm\u0131\u015fam x\u0259yallar\u0131mda. Yuxuya ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m bel\u0259c\u0259. Amma m\u0259n\u0259 \u201c\u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n s\u0259ni evin\u0259, anana apar\u0131m\u201d dey\u0259n olmurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/aodam-yolu.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33808\" width=\"1089\" height=\"393\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/aodam-yolu.jpg 552w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/aodam-yolu-300x108.jpg 300w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/aodam-yolu-150x54.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1089px) 100vw, 1089px\" \/><figcaption><strong><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">S\u0259ad\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dovan\u0131n &#171;A\u011fdam v\u0259 m\u0259n&#187; filmind\u0259n kadr<\/span><\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Yutubda jurnalist S\u0259ad\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dovan\u0131n \u201cA\u011fdam v\u0259 m\u0259n\u201d filmin\u0259 bax\u0131ram. Bir yerind\u0259 u\u00e7uq evl\u0259r fonunda qarl\u0131 da\u011flar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. S\u0259ad\u0259t m\u0259nim 30 illik \u201cx\u0259lv\u0259ti yerimi\u201d fa\u015f edib ham\u0131ya g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi sanki. \u201cYerimi\u201d tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, b\u0259s, o u\u00e7uq divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nib \u00fcz\u00fc qarl\u0131 da\u011flara baxan yerd\u0259 don vurmu\u015f balaca Vahidi nec\u0259, g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n?\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bel\u0259 bilir\u0259m, b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259n\u0259tkarlarda istedad vicdanla t\u0259ndir. H\u0259r halda bacard\u0131qca vicdanlar\u0131n\u0131 satmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259\u015fhur aktyoru Armen Cig\u0259rxanyan bel\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n idi, m\u0259nc\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcnaqi\u015f\u0259sinin h\u0259ll yollar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 suala cavab\u0131nda \u0130sa pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini misal \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi: \u201cS\u0259n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131sa, yan\u0131ma g\u0259l, \u0259lind\u0259n tutum, ke\u00e7irim, k\u00f6m\u0259k edim, amma\u2026 GER\u0130Y\u018f BAXMA!\u201d. Sonra da \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015fdi: \u201cGeriy\u0259 baxma! \u0130sa biz\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q edir ki, \u00e7evrils\u0259n, m\u00fctl\u0259q n\u0259s\u0259 mane olacaq\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fg\u0259r do\u011frudan da o biri d\u00fcnya varsa, m\u00fctl\u0259q tapacam o qoca aktyoru. Dey\u0259c\u0259m: \u201cApar m\u0259ni \u0130san\u0131n yan\u0131na\u201d. Aparacaq \u2013 dedim ax\u0131, vicdans\u0131z deyildi. Bax onda, o b\u00f6y\u00fck erm\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u0130saya bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/c94046bb-f0f0-44d0-b9e1-c5c9040040a8_cx0_cy5_cw0_w1200_r1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33807\"\/><figcaption><strong><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">A\u011fdam xarabal\u0131qlar\u0131 v\u0259 X\u0131d\u0131rl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131<\/span><\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Dey\u0259c\u0259m ki, S\u0259nin \u201cGeriy\u0259 baxma\u201d t\u0259limin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l el\u0259dik. 100 il qabaq erm\u0259nil\u0259rin Qaraba\u011fda, Bak\u0131da, Qubada, Z\u0259ng\u0259zurda, Urmiyada v\u0259 ba\u015fqa ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259 qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan etdikl\u0259ri on minl\u0259rl\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131, qocas\u0131n\u0131 unutduq \u2013 GER\u0130Y\u018f BAXMADIQ. \u0130ndi Tanr\u0131n\u0131n bu uca d\u0259rgah\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259yil, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bax! G\u00f6r 100 il sonra daha n\u0259l\u0259r etdil\u0259r, S\u0259nin dinin\u0259 ilk g\u0259ldikl\u0259rini iddia ed\u0259nl\u0259r! O a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimdir. Xarabaza \u00e7evril\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimd\u0259 insan n\u0259di, qu\u015f da qalmay\u0131b, a\u011fac da. Q\u0259bird\u0259n babalar\u0131m\u0131n, S\u0259nin m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n ay\u00fczl\u00fc M\u00fcn\u0259vv\u0259r n\u0259n\u0259min s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rini bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b apar\u0131blar. Yerini \u015fumlay\u0131blar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra \u0259limi \u0130sa M\u0259sih\u0259 uzad\u0131b dey\u0259c\u0259m: \u201cG\u0259l, \u0259lind\u0259n tutum, s\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rim\u0259 apar\u0131m. M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131nda b\u0259hs etdiyin Qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259. Bu qoca aktyor da g\u0259lsin biziml\u0259. Birlikd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259k ruhlar oyla\u011f\u0131n\u0131. S\u0259n Tanr\u0131 o\u011flusan, bacararsan, bir ilahi \u0259fsunla dirilt bu ruhlar\u0131, qaytar h\u0259r \u015feyi \u0259vv\u0259lki yerin\u0259 qoy. Evimin dam\u0131ndan bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcm qarl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131. S\u00f6z verir\u0259m \u2013 yen\u0259 GER\u0130Y\u018f BAXMAYACAM\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2026\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r \u2013 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin evl\u0259ri, me\u015f\u0259 kimi s\u0131x ba\u011flar\u0131 olanda o da\u011flar \u00e7ox uzaq g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ndi n\u0259 o evl\u0259r var, n\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259n a\u011faclar \u2013 da\u011flar yax\u0131nd\u0131lar. El\u0259 bil \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00f6l\u00fcm haray\u0131na \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn da\u011flar da aya\u011f\u0131yal\u0131n y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259libmi\u015fl\u0259r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu gec\u0259 yen\u0259 o u\u00e7uq divar\u0131n dibind\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bir \u0259l silk\u0259l\u0259yib oyatd\u0131 m\u0259ni. \u0130sa M\u0259sih idi. Soru\u015furdu: \u201cEvin\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n apar\u0131m s\u0259ni?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eyn\u0259n Gelsominan\u0131n Zampanoya cavab\u0131 kimi dedim: \u201cM\u0259n d\u0259 gets\u0259m, b\u0259s, S\u0259ninl\u0259 kim qalacaq?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/20210324_154743.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33806\"\/><figcaption><strong><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">&#171;Yol&#187; filmind\u0259n kadr<\/span><\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Evim\u0259 \u2013 Qaraba\u011fa ged\u0259n yolun yar\u0131da qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 ona dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, giley olar. El\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259r var ki, Tanr\u0131l\u0131q deyil, onu b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri etm\u0259lidil\u0259r. Yar\u0131m qalan yolu sonacan getm\u0259k kimi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Mart 2021<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>VAH\u0130D QAZ\u0130 Bir d\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u0130sa M\u0259sih\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m ki\u2026 Q\u0131\u015f aylar\u0131nda a\u011faclar yarpaqs\u0131z olurdu dey\u0259 evimizin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n uzaq X\u0131d\u0131rl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n qarl\u0131 zirv\u0259l\u0259ri ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33804","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33804","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33804"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33804\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33811,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33804\/revisions\/33811"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33804"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33804"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33804"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}