{"id":34102,"date":"2021-04-04T03:34:45","date_gmt":"2021-04-03T23:34:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=34102"},"modified":"2021-04-04T12:16:41","modified_gmt":"2021-04-04T08:16:41","slug":"poeziya-c%c9%99l%c9%99ngi-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=34102","title":{"rendered":"POEZ\u0130YA \u00c7\u018fL\u018fNG\u0130: Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t, M\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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ELB\u018fY\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni \u015f\u0259hid tabutuna,
Sar\u0131lan Bayraq kimi —
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 son g\u00fcn\u00fc,
T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n Torpaq kimi —
T\u0259k Tanr\u0131dan veril\u0259n,
M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varaq kimi —
Tale deyil\u0259n \u015fey\u0259,
Verilmi\u015f h\u0259yat kimi,
\u00e7a\u011f kimi —
G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b anas\u0131n\u0131,
Tan\u0131yan u\u015faq kimi —
M\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

QOZBEL\u0130 Q\u018fB\u0130R D\u00dcZ\u018fLTM\u018fZ<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259l\u0259k il\u0259 \u00e7iling-a\u011fac,
Oynad\u0131q ha, oynad\u0131q ha\u2026
\u00c7iling da\u015f\u0131d\u0131m qa\u00e7haqa\u00e7,
Bu oyundan doymad\u0131q ha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7di qara, a\u011fl\u0131,
Ay bilinm\u0259z, il g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.
D\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 qap\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131,
Sabahlara yol g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r n\u0259 varsa, pis\u0259 yozduq,
Pisliyi s\u0259bir d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259z.
Kims\u0259 deyib yalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc,
Qozbeli q\u0259bir d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Be\u015fiyind\u0259n m\u0259zar\u0131na,
Be\u015fc\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f c\u0131\u011f\u0131r sald\u0131q.
Uyduq bu can bazar\u0131na,
N\u0259yi satd\u0131q, g\u00fcnah ald\u0131q?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ilingim d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc uza\u011fa,
G\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 heyim \u00e7atm\u0131r.
D\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m a\u011flar u\u015fa\u011fa,
He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259yim \u00e7atm\u0131r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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D\u0259rd bir yandan, s\u0259n bir yandan sar m\u0259ni\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir budaqda t\u0259nha qalm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcl\u0259m,
Dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, buda\u011f\u0131mdan, d\u0259r m\u0259ni.
Daha s\u0259nin o g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn deyil\u0259m,
G\u00f6zd\u0259n deyil, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n sor m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259k \u00e7at-\u00e7at, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq da \u00e7\u0259tin,
N\u0259sibin\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t olsun qism\u0259tin,
Put a\u011faca d\u00f6nd\u0259ribdi h\u0259sr\u0259tin,
K\u00fcl el\u0259yir, h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin qor m\u0259ni\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat s\u0259hra, d\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f umudlar,
C\u0259ng el\u0259yir ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcstd\u0259 buludlar
Damc\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 ya\u015fam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcmid var,
Bu s\u0259hrada ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m zor m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yarpaq \u00f6mr\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n x\u0259z\u0259lind\u0259y\u0259m,
Ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki, sonun \u0259z\u0259lind\u0259y\u0259m,
Bir na\u015f\u0131 t\u0259bibin \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259y\u0259m,
\u018fc\u0259lin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 tez y\u0131xar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha umacaq yox, \u00f6td\u00fc o \u00e7a\u011flar,
Aya\u011f\u0131m alt\u0131nda qald\u0131 uzaqlar,
Y\u00fck\u00fc d\u0259rd olanlar m\u0259ni qucaqlar,
D\u0259rd bir yandan, s\u0259n bir yandan sar m\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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TANIDIM, M\u018fML\u018fK\u018fT\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcz ill\u0259rdir qollar\u0131na vurulmu\u015f,
Buxovlar\u0131n, z\u0259ncirl\u0259rin,
Bir-birin\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u00fc\u015f\u0259n d\u0259mirl\u0259rin,
Qolundak\u0131 izind\u0259n,
\u00c7\u0131xan cingiltisind\u0259n —
\u00c7\u0259kdiyin zill\u0259tl\u0259rin,
\u018fzab, \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rin
G\u0259l\u0259n iniltisind\u0259n —
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t,
M\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizif kimi bir da\u015fa verdiyin g\u00fcc\u00fcn,
\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 do\u011furdu\u011fu lal bir nifr\u0259td\u0259n,
B\u0259r\u0259lmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin yan\u0131yla s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n t\u0259rin
Torpaq qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q cizgil\u0259rind\u0259
Donmu\u015f bir x\u0259cal\u0259td\u0259n —
S\u0259ni s\u0131xan v\u0259 \u0259z\u0259n,
H\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n,
\u018fsar\u0259td\u0259n —
Can\u0131na v\u0259 qan\u0131na hopmu\u015f,
Qorxunun v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tin,
Od p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259n yan\u011f\u0131nl\u0131 Qul n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n —
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u0259n s\u0259ni bir korun
Q\u0259fil a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q kimi,
A\u00e7\u0131lan o g\u00f6z kimi,
Uddu\u011fum o ilk udum
Hava t\u0259k, n\u0259f\u0259s kimi,
Qula\u011f\u0131n e\u015fitdiyi,
\u018fn birinci s\u0259s kimi,
Dilimin a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, dediyim ilk s\u00f6z kimi,
Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin yat\u0131lmayan, soyuq gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259
\u00dcr\u0259yimi isid\u0259n,
ocaq kimi, k\u00f6z kimi —
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm yoxu\u015flar\u0131nda
Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 bildiyim q\u0259d\u0259r.
H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin, d\u00fcn\u0259nind\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259r,
D\u0259v\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, qar\u0131\u015fqalar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 it\u0259r,
Karvan g\u00f6rd\u00fcm iyn\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259r\u2026
Doda\u011f\u0131nda d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nmi\u015f bir k\u0259lm\u0259, «YET\u018fR!»
S\u0259ni bax bel\u0259c\u0259, el\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r,
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qaranl\u0131qlar\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131ndan,
S\u0259yriib qalxd\u0131qca Dan.
M\u0259hcullara dikil\u0259n,
K\u0259d\u0259rli v\u0259 m\u0259hzun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan —
Yana\u011f\u0131nda iz salm\u0131\u015f, qanl\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan —
\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131,
Uduzdu\u011fun sava\u015flar\u0131ndan —
Qism\u0259tin\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
Tanr\u0131 qar\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan —
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, s\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni \u015f\u0259hid tabutuna,
Sar\u0131lan Bayraq kimi —
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 son g\u00fcn\u00fc,
T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n Torpaq kimi —
T\u0259k Tanr\u0131dan veril\u0259n,
M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varaq kimi —
Tale deyil\u0259n \u015fey\u0259,
Verilmi\u015f h\u0259yat kimi,
\u00e7a\u011f kimi —
G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b anas\u0131n\u0131,
Tan\u0131yan u\u015faq kimi —<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t!
Tan\u0131d\u0131m, m\u0259n s\u0259ni\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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N\u018f \u018fL A\u011eACIYAM, N\u018f D\u018f BA\u015e DA\u015eI\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nsiz g\u0259l\u0259n sevinc q\u0259lbim\u0259 d\u0259ydi,
Yand\u0131 \u00fcm\u00fcdl\u0259rim k\u00f6z-k\u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259.
Q\u0259lbim k\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131, d\u0259rd \u0259l\u0259yidi,
Daha o sevgil\u0259r ke\u00e7m\u0259z i\u00e7imd\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha o duy\u011fular q\u0259lbim\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z,
\u0130lahi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r qonmaz dilim\u0259.
Bu yollar \u00fcnvana yetirm\u0259z m\u0259ni,
Eh anam, he\u00e7 s\u0259n d\u0259 u\u011fur dil\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onsuz da da\u015f as\u0131b q\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259rimd\u0259n,
Q\u0259lbimi, ruhumu apard\u0131 o q\u0131z\u2026
El\u0259 bil s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi d\u0259,
M\u0259nd\u0259n qiym\u0259-qiym\u0259 qopard\u0131, o q\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm he\u00e7 kim\u0259m,
Yazdan qabaq g\u0259ldi, bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn q\u0131\u015f\u0131.
Yorulan sevgim\u0259, \u00f6l\u0259n sevgim\u0259,
N\u0259 \u0259l a\u011fac\u0131yam, n\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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ELB\u018fY\u0130 S\u0259ni \u015f\u0259hid tabutuna,Sar\u0131lan Bayraq kimi —G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 son g\u00fcn\u00fc,T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n Torpaq kimi —T\u0259k Tanr\u0131dan veril\u0259n,M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varaq kimi —Tale deyil\u0259n \u015fey\u0259,Verilmi\u015f h\u0259yat kimi,\u00e7a\u011f kimi —G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":34110,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34102","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbi-dusunclr","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34102","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34102"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34102\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":34117,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34102\/revisions\/34117"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/34110"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34102"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34102"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34102"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}