{"id":35103,"date":"2021-04-16T02:08:01","date_gmt":"2021-04-15T22:08:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=35103"},"modified":"2021-04-16T02:15:09","modified_gmt":"2021-04-15T22:15:09","slug":"poeziya-c%c9%99l%c9%99ngi-cox-yorulmusam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=35103","title":{"rendered":"POEZ\u0130YA \u00c7\u018fL\u018fNG\u0130: \u00c7OX YORULMU\u015eAM"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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ELB\u018fY\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259rt adam deyil\u0259m,
K\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259sum bir u\u015faq yat\u0131r\u2026
Bir azca k\u00f6vr\u0259k,
Bir azca da \u00fcrk\u0259k\u2026
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 anamdan bir xo\u015f s\u00f6z,
Atamdan da bir xo\u015f \u00fcz,
g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259y\u0259m\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

M\u018fN\u018f N\u018f\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00f6zl\u0259r mavi d\u0259nizdi,
Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 su t\u0259k t\u0259mizdi,
H\u0259r baxan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 \u00fczd\u00fc,
M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O dodaqlar bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdi,
Bitdiyi \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259kdi,
Bir ar\u0131 bal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 sanki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdi,
\u018fl yand\u0131ran bir at\u0259\u015fdi,
\u00c7ox q\u0259lbl\u0259ri yax\u0131b ke\u00e7di,
M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259k bax\u0131\u015f\u0131,
Kimin\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,
Kimin\u0259 tale qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,
M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yana\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc,
\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n nurlar t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr,
H\u0259r cizgid\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fcr,
M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259s\u0259dd\u0259n yanan biri var,
S\u00f6yl\u0259nir bax, apard\u0131lar\u2026
O c\u00fcr g\u00fcl\u00fc qopard\u0131lar,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

-S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259.
M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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DOSTLAR HAQQINDA REKV\u0130YEM<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259rt adam deyil\u0259m,
K\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259sum bir u\u015faq yat\u0131r\u2026
Bir azca k\u00f6vr\u0259k,
Bir azca da \u00fcrk\u0259k\u2026
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 anamdan bir xo\u015f s\u00f6z,
Atamdan da bir xo\u015f \u00fcz,
g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259y\u0259m\u2026<\/strong>
H\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131qdan i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flamaqdayam\u2026
Dost deyib k\u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6yk\u0259diyim,
Da\u011flardan k\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sanc\u0131lanlar\u0131,
Dost \u0259lind\u0259ki b\u0131\u00e7aq deyil, da\u015f-k\u0259s\u0259y\u0259 yozuram.
Oxudu\u011fum \u0259n pis hekay\u0259ni d\u0259
S\u0259n dem\u0259 el\u0259 dostlar yaz\u0131bm\u0131\u015f.
\u0130mza qoymasalar da,
Bu anonim yaz\u0131ya
\u018fll\u0259rinin izind\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131m, onlar\u0131.
\u00d6lm\u0259kd\u0259 olan,
\u00d6zl\u0259rind\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131lan s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131m, onlar\u0131\u2026
Qalan \u00f6mr\u00fc, onlar\u0131 yozuram,
M\u0259n d\u0259 dostlar\u0131m\u0131n hekay\u0259sini yaz\u0131ram\u2026
Bir nam\u0259rd k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn yan\u0131ndak\u0131,
Bir s\u00f6y\u00fcd a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda,
Yazd\u0131lar bu hekay\u0259ni\u2026
Bunca ill\u0259rimizi masaya \u00e7evirib ,
\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yazd\u0131lar.
Bunca salamlar\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m edib,
\u00dcr\u0259yimin qan\u0131na bat\u0131r\u0131b,
Q\u0259sdim\u0259 yazd\u0131lar.
Q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir hekay\u0259,
M\u0259ns\u0259 bunlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz bir oxucu,
Oxuduqca hekay\u0259nin sonlu\u011funa qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m.
Anlad\u0131m, gec idi, amma,
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 dostlara sa\u011f ol, dedim.
B\u0259lk\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr x\u0259rcl\u0259yib tan\u0131mayacaqd\u0131m,
Tan\u0131y\u0131m dey\u0259,
Dostlar \u00f6zl\u0259rini qurban etdil\u0259r,
Atd\u0131lar \u00f6zl\u0259rini nifr\u0259timin \u0259n s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m u\u00e7rumlar\u0131ndan\u2026
Bunca \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz\u0259 dost dem\u0259m\u0259yim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\u00d6zl\u0259ri \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dar a\u011fac\u0131 oldular.
\u0130ntihar a\u011fac\u0131 oldular.
Onlar m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn, m\u0259nim u\u011frumda \u00f6ld\u00fcl\u0259r.
Bu da son t\u0259s\u0259llim,
Bu da m\u0259nim onlara yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m hekay\u0259m,
G\u00f6nd\u0259rdim m\u0259zarl\u0131q \u00fcnvanlar\u0131na,
Yazd\u0131m ki, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yoxsunuz, bu g\u00fcn.
Yazd\u0131m ki, \u00e7ox \u015fadam sizin yoxlu\u011funuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00c7OX YORULMU\u015eAM<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131namay\u0131n m\u0259ni, dostlar,
Dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fam.
El\u0259 bil ki, k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f n\u0259 var,
Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r yora bilm\u0259di,
Adamlar yordu m\u0259ni.
Batman d\u0259rd q\u0131ra bilm\u0259di,
Adamlar q\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qara da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi,
Oyatmaz bu sell\u0259r m\u0259ni.
\u015eam t\u0259k \u0259ridib s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc,
O alovlu dill\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 qurumu\u015f,
Q\u0259lbimin s\u0259si kirimi\u015f.
Sevgimi h\u0259sr\u0259t sar\u0131m\u0131\u015f,
\u00dcr\u0259yim d\u0259rdd\u0259n \u0259rimi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcm qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmaz,
M\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259mir kims\u0259l\u0259r.
Perikmi\u015f qu\u015f kimi bir yaz,
B\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r geri g\u0259ls\u0259l\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 dilimin ucunda,
Dem\u0259diyim bir s\u00f6z qal\u0131b.
Burda q\u0259lbimin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259,
K\u00fcl aras\u0131 bir k\u00f6z qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu k\u00f6z d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yand\u0131rar,
Bu s\u00f6z at\u0259\u015fi s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259r.
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcm var,
Ged\u0259ni geri g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcm\u00fcd\u00fc \u0259n sonda \u00f6l\u0259r,
B\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r yazan qism\u0259tin.
Ged\u0259n ayaqlarsa, d\u00f6n\u0259r,
Ged\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259ks\u0259, \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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YAMAN DARIXMI\u015eAM\u2026<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6z s\u00f6yk\u0259k olub,
Bu gec\u0259 oduma k\u00f6z s\u00f6yk\u0259k olub,
Q\u0259lbim\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin od k\u00f6yn\u0259k olub,
Yaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Damla ya\u015f olayd\u0131m, yanaqlar\u0131nda,
Sil\u0259ydin \u0259linl\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131na,
Oradan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259ydim ayaqlar\u0131na,
Yaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flimi at\u0131ram, gec\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rsiz,
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131ram k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rsiz,
D\u00fcnyaca q\u0259d\u0259rsiz, g\u00f6yc\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rsiz,
Yaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7san p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259m,
Z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259 qovu\u015fan s\u00fckut kimiy\u0259m,
Bir meh\u0259 b\u0259nd olan bulud kimiy\u0259m,
Yaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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ELB\u018fY\u0130 M\u0259n s\u0259rt adam deyil\u0259m,K\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259sum bir u\u015faq yat\u0131r\u2026Bir azca k\u00f6vr\u0259k,Bir azca da \u00fcrk\u0259k\u2026H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 anamdan bir xo\u015f s\u00f6z,Atamdan da bir xo\u015f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":35109,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35103","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbi-dusunclr","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t