{"id":35162,"date":"2021-04-17T01:09:35","date_gmt":"2021-04-16T21:09:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=35162"},"modified":"2021-04-17T01:11:28","modified_gmt":"2021-04-16T21:11:28","slug":"s%c9%99had%c9%99tin-c%c9%99nn%c9%99tin-mubar%c9%99k-ciy%c9%99r-param-s%c9%99buhim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=35162","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259had\u0259tin, c\u0259nn\u0259tin m\u00fcbar\u0259k, ciy\u0259r param S\u0259buhim&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\" style=\"grid-template-columns:30% auto\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/UI-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-35163 size-full\"\/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\"><strong>\u018fntiq\u0259 Qonaq<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>\u018fm\u0259kdar jurnalist<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>S\u0259n m\u0259nim ki\u00e7ik day\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259si, n\u0259slimizin sevimlisiydin. Ad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 sabah yeli olmal\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00e7iy\u0259rl\u0259ri dolusu \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri s\u0259rin sabah yeli. \u00d6z\u00fcn kimi, q\u0259lbin kimi t\u0259rt\u0259miz&#8230;g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi do\u011fdun, sabah yeli kimi g\u0259ldin, ax\u015fam ayaz\u0131 kimi aram\u0131zdan getdin&#8230; <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259ri xidm\u0259tini vicdanla yerin\u0259 yetirib ail\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox da duru\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259din. H\u0259rbid\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck xidm\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131ld\u0131n. Qusardak\u0131 Quru qo\u015funlar\u0131nda 9 ay idi ki, xidm\u0259t edirdin. V\u0259 sentyabr\u0131n 27-d\u0259 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 yolland\u0131n. Bir ayl\u0131q d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolun z\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu. K\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131n. X\u00fcsusi t\u0259yinatl\u0131lar\u0131n s\u0131ralar\u0131na c\u0259lb etmi\u015fdil\u0259r s\u0259ni. El\u0259 bir d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmazd\u0131 ki, birincil\u0259r s\u0131ras\u0131nda getm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n. V\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259ni y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirib qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131n. Komandirin, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259nin \u015f\u00fcca\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n, q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qlar\u0131ndan o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259hs edirl\u0259r ki&#8230;\u00fcr\u0259kliydin, qorxmaz idin, sin\u0259ni qaba\u011fa ver\u0259rdin, yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qoruyard\u0131n&#8230;Ta Xocav\u0259nd istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 beynind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r q\u0259lp\u0259 yaras\u0131 alanad\u0259k. 26 oktyabrda yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmal\u0131 oldun. V\u0259 dalbadal iki beyin \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 v\u0259 komaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-3 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"480\" height=\"572\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nah.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"35164\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=35164\" class=\"wp-image-35164\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nah.jpg 480w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nah-252x300.jpg 252w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nah-126x150.jpg 126w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"397\" height=\"609\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/gf.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"35165\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=35165\" class=\"wp-image-35165\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/gf.jpg 397w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/gf-196x300.jpg 196w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/gf-98x150.jpg 98w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 397px) 100vw, 397px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"515\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/ij.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"35166\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/ij.jpg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=35166\" class=\"wp-image-35166\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/ij.jpg 515w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/ij-300x253.jpg 300w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/ij-150x127.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 515px) 100vw, 515px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131n. Buna m\u0259n \u0259min\u0259m. Yoxsa 155 g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 h\u0259yat aras\u0131nda m\u00fccadil\u0259 verm\u0259zdin. Biz s\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131q. S\u0259nin m\u0259nfur \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131q. S\u0259n can\u0131nla, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131nla ya\u015fam m\u00fccadil\u0259si ver\u0259rk\u0259n biz d\u0259 dualar\u0131m\u0131zla s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. O q\u0259d\u0259r dua edirdik ki&#8230;n\u0259d\u0259n he\u00e7 bir diam\u0131z o uca qatda e\u015fidilm\u0259di&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259ni u\u015faq ik\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Yeniyetm\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. Amma bu 5 ay yar\u0131mfa h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, s\u0259ninl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131m. Nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirdim s\u0259nin sa\u011fal\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxma\u011f\u0131n\u0131. M\u0259nim na\u011f\u0131l q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k deyirdim, bizi sevindir\u0259c\u0259k deyirdim. N\u0259d\u0259n olmad\u0131 ilahi? N\u0259d\u0259n itir\u0259-itir\u0259 gedirik g\u00fcl \u00fczl\u00fc igidl\u0259rimizi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259n bizi bu q\u0259d\u0259r tez t\u0259rk etdin? S\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259sdin? Evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259smi\u015fdin. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259mi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Bab\u0259ki yadigar qoyasan? Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnm\u00fc S\u0259buhim? Dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyin, amma dem\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn-s\u00f6hb\u0259tin getdi s\u0259ninl\u0259. S\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi yar\u0131m qoyub getdin 24 illik \u00f6mr\u00fcn kimi. S\u0259n bizi param-par\u00e7a etdin igidim. S\u0259n bizi bir \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 qoydun. S\u0259n bizi \u00fcmidsizliyin dibin\u0259 atd\u0131n&#8230;s\u0259n&#8230;s\u0259n&#8230;\u00e7ox \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kdin. Can\u0131n \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131 bilir\u0259m. Anan Samir\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutanda g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f bunu bildirirdi. \u0130ndi a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 apatd\u0131n, ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 biz\u0259 qoydun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Getdin rahat uyuma\u011fa Allah\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259rgah\u0131nda. Getdin m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin yan\u0131na yaralar\u0131na m\u0259lh\u0259m \u00e7\u0259ksinl\u0259r dey\u0259&#8230;rahat uyu&#8230;.\u015f\u0259had\u0259tin, c\u0259nn\u0259tin m\u00fcbar\u0259k ciy\u0259r param S\u0259buhim&#8230;biz\u0259 sa\u011falmaz da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kib ged\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259yim&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-2 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/gfd-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"35167\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=35167\" class=\"wp-image-35167\"\/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"524\" height=\"677\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nbj.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"35168\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nbj.jpg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=35168\" class=\"wp-image-35168\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nbj.jpg 524w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nbj-232x300.jpg 232w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/nbj-116x150.jpg 116w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 524px) 100vw, 524px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fntiq\u0259 Qonaq \u018fm\u0259kdar jurnalist S\u0259n m\u0259nim ki\u00e7ik day\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259si, n\u0259slimizin sevimlisiydin. Ad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 sabah yeli olmal\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00e7iy\u0259rl\u0259ri dolusu \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri s\u0259rin sabah yeli. \u00d6z\u00fcn<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":35171,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35162","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35162","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35162"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35162\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35170,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35162\/revisions\/35170"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/35171"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35162"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35162"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35162"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}