{"id":36788,"date":"2021-05-04T01:52:30","date_gmt":"2021-05-03T21:52:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=36788"},"modified":"2021-05-04T19:25:50","modified_gmt":"2021-05-04T15:25:50","slug":"poeziya-c%c9%99l%c9%99ngi-m%c9%99nim-yasamaga-vaxtim-olmadi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=36788","title":{"rendered":"POEZ\u0130YA \u00c7\u018fL\u018fNG\u0130: M\u0259nim ya\u015fama\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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ELB\u018fY\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcm qap\u0131lar he\u00e7 a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131,
M\u0259nim bildikl\u0259rim m\u0259nim olmad\u0131,
G\u00f6zd\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ya\u015f da qalmad\u0131,
Sell\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

G\u00dcN\u00dcN B\u0130R\u0130ND\u018f<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q..n\u0259\u011fm\u0259miz qald\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q\u2026
Fikirl\u0259r p\u0259ri\u015fan..k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131q…
B. Vahabzad\u0259<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n yollara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\u0130ll\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.
Gah yoxu\u015f yeridim, gah dara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\u00d6z\u00fcml\u0259 vuru\u015fdum, g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcm qap\u0131lar he\u00e7 a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131,
M\u0259nim bildikl\u0259rim m\u0259nim olmad\u0131,
G\u00f6zd\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ya\u015f da qalmad\u0131,
Sell\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al\u0131\u015fan sevgil\u0259r k\u00f6z-k\u00f6z s\u00f6nd\u00fcl\u0259r,
H\u0259r\u0259si d\u0259rd olub geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcl\u0259r,
Qolumu ba\u011flay\u0131b m\u0259ni endil\u0259r,
Qism\u0259tl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yaralar g\u00f6rd\u00fc k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k,
A\u011flar i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in yetim u\u015faq t\u0259k,
Bundan sonralar\u0131 n\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k,
\u018fn son da\u011f\u0131 a\u015fd\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015feir ba\u015flad\u0131m qald\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q,
F\u0259l\u0259k \u00e7ox ayr\u0131l\u0131q sald\u0131, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q,
Ged\u0259c\u0259m d\u00fcnyadan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q,
M\u0259n yaman y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm iyn\u0259yl\u0259 qazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m gora,
\u00d6mr\u00fc x\u0259rcl\u0259diyim bu dar m\u0259zara,
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi \u00e7\u0131xmayan bir yermi\u015f bura,
Ax\u0131r ki, qovu\u015fdum, g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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    VARMI\u015e<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u00d6m\u00fcr dedikl\u0259rin, g\u00fcn dedikl\u0259rin,
    Seyr etdim, \u00e7evirdim, n\u0259 hal\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f?
    \u0130ll\u0259ri borc al\u0131b verm\u0259dim geri,
    N\u0259 q\u0131sa, t\u0259l\u0259sk\u0259n macal\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    H\u0259l\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259ki o m\u0259sum u\u015faq,
    Bir azdan qalxacaq, vay oyanacaq,
    Onu b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 qoymad\u0131m, ancaq,
    Onun ke\u00e7il\u0259si \u00e7ox yolu varm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bel\u0259c\u0259 b\u00fcdr\u0259dim, s\u0131nd\u0131m qul kimi,
    Dostlar yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131l pul kimi,
    G\u0259ldi baltal\u0131lar «n\u0259r o\u011ful» kimi,
    H\u0259r\u0259nin bir kitab sual\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    D\u0259rdi batman-batman, yoxlayan\u0131m yox,
    H\u0259kim d\u0259 pis yaz\u0131b oxuyan\u0131m yox,
    Vallah ki, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m a\u011flayan\u0131m yox,
    F\u0259l\u0259yin quruca s\u0131\u011fal\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Y\u00fcz yer\u0259, min yer\u0259 axd\u0131m olmad\u0131,
    \u00dcmmana yetm\u0259y\u0259 baxt\u0131m olmad\u0131,
    M\u0259nim ya\u015fama\u011fa vaxt\u0131m olmad\u0131,
    H\u0259r qap\u0131 ard\u0131nda \u0259c\u0259li varm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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    M\u018fHB\u018fS N\u018f\u011eM\u018fS\u0130<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Sa\u011f divar,
    Sol divar,
    Arxa, \u00f6n divar,
    G\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 da\u015fa b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb\u2026
    Da\u015f g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259
    z\u00fclm\u0259t t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr\u2026
    B\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rimin z\u00fclm\u0259t altda qalan
    i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcr.
    Bir z\u0259rr\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q boylan\u0131r
    dar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n,
    Tikanlar i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u00f6k\u0259r.
    Z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259riy\u0259r i\u015f\u0131q,
    Tapanar, tapanar g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7atmaz.
    \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki qorxular dilimi tutub,
    Dilim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7atmaz\u2026
    Z\u00fclm\u0259t qandal kimi soyuq,
    S\u00fckut z\u0259ncir q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r,
    Ayaqlar\u0131m, \u0259ll\u0259rim ya\u011f\u0131r,
    Da\u015f g\u00f6y\u00fcmd\u0259n,
    Da\u015f yerim\u0259,
    Bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131r\u2026
    Ya\u011f\u0131r \u0259lim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yetm\u0259z,
    \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir Tanr\u0131 bo\u011fular,
    Bir gil\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259\u2026
    B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tim,
    S\u0131\u011fmaram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
    \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmaram.
    A\u011f\u0131rla\u015far n\u0259f\u0259sim —
    N\u0259f\u0259sim soyuq divarlar\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,
    Qopan s\u0259sim,
    Divar h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131,
    Da\u015f q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026
    Bir kims\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259z m\u0259ni,
    Dinl\u0259m\u0259z bir k\u0259s m\u0259ni,
    \u00d6z q\u0259f\u0259simin —
    M\u0259n boyda da\u015f\u0131yam,
    \u018fl boyda qu\u015fu deyil\u0259m\u2026
    Bilmir\u0259m bu m\u0259hb\u0259s n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si,
    Haradan qonubdu dodaqlar\u0131ma?
    B\u0259lk\u0259 bir gil\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti,
    C\u00fcc\u0259rdib m\u0259ni,
    qara da\u015f kimi\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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    M\u018fH\u015e\u018fR\u018f QALDI<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    M\u0259n b\u0259ri taydayam, s\u0259n o taydasan,
    Arada s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m bir d\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131.
    Bu gec\u0259 son gec\u0259m, \u0259c\u0259l g\u00f6z t\u00f6k\u00fcr,
    H\u0259kimin d\u0259rman\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u00dcmid tarlas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f qovurmu\u015f,
    \u00d6m\u00fcr x\u0131rman\u0131n\u0131 qu\u015flar sovurmu\u015f,
    H\u0259yat dedikl\u0259ri birc\u0259 hovurmu\u015f,
    N\u0259f\u0259s dedikl\u0259ri bir k\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Sevgim \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di,
    Solan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri yaz bitirm\u0259di,
    M\u0259nimki d\u00fcnyayla d\u00fcz g\u0259tirm\u0259di,
    Onunla hesab\u0131m M\u0259h\u015f\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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    ELB\u018fY\u0130 D\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcm qap\u0131lar he\u00e7 a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131,M\u0259nim bildikl\u0259rim m\u0259nim olmad\u0131,G\u00f6zd\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ya\u015f da qalmad\u0131,Sell\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259. G\u00dcN\u00dcN B\u0130R\u0130ND\u018f Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q..n\u0259\u011fm\u0259miz qald\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q\u2026Fikirl\u0259r p\u0259ri\u015fan..k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131q…B. Vahabzad\u0259 Sonu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36788","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dbi-dusunclr","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t