{"id":3814,"date":"2020-04-07T02:08:05","date_gmt":"2020-04-06T22:08:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=3814"},"modified":"2020-04-07T12:05:14","modified_gmt":"2020-04-07T08:05:14","slug":"gozumuz%c9%99-ag-damir-agdam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=3814","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 A\u011e DAM\u0131r… A\u011fdam!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ayd\u0131n Can, A\u011fdamdan m\u0259xsusi Miq.az sayt\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn A\u011e\u0131yd\u0131 ha\u00e7ansa… A\u011fdam! \u0130ndi qar\u011f\u0131\u015f, qax\u0131nc kimi A\u011e<\/strong> dam\u0131r q\u00fcrurumuza!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Boyunu yer\u0259 soxasan bel\u0259 m\u0259tbuat\u0131n! Deyim d\u0259 niy\u0259? \u00d6lk\u0259nin A\u011fdam kimi \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, rayonu ola v\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259… o boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, rayonu itirm\u0259yi ancaq i\u015f\u011fal g\u00fcn\u00fcyl\u0259 ana, amma A\u011fdam v\u0259 a\u011fdaml\u0131lar n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir, bunu \u00f6lk\u0259 hiss etm\u0259y\u0259! \u0130stisna qrup yolda\u015f\u0131m Vahid Qazinin «Ruhlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri\u201ddir<\/strong>, Aqil Abbas\u0131n m\u00fcsahib\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 dediyi, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qorabi\u015fir\u0259n fikirl\u0259ridir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


M\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rini tan\u0131mamas\u0131 narahat edib. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 «Azadl\u0131q\u201d<\/strong> q\u0259zetind\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m: «Bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin prezidenti olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259ni g\u0259r\u0259k bu \u00f6lk\u0259ni qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f g\u0259zdir\u0259s\u0259n, bilsin v\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn ki, hans\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131n, hans\u0131 adamlar\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259ri olacaq!\u201d<\/strong>
Preizdent he\u00e7, sad\u0259, \u00f6l\u0259ri v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar da bilmir, g\u00f6rm\u00fcr v\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey adil\u0259\u015fir. Torpaq adamlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 torpaq olaraq da qal\u0131r t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcrd\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259n olmur! Etibar Etibarl\u0131<\/strong> ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yan\u0131b-t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb deyirdi: «Torpaq s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn torpaqd\u0131r, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn… V\u0259t\u0259n!\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00fcz vaxtlar\u0131nda v\u0259 sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 A\u011fdamdan ke\u00e7ib \u015eu\u015faya getmi\u015fdik! «D\u00fcnyan\u0131n haqq yolu\u201d <\/strong>yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ondak\u0131 «H\u0259yat\u201d, indiki «Az\u0259rbaycan\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259. Xank\u0259ndid\u0259n \u015eu\u015fa dolaylar\u0131n\u0131 doyunca olmasa da, g\u00fcll\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259find\u0259 ola-ola seyr etmi\u015fdim. Qay\u0131danda qrup yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z El\u00e7in Namazovgil\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. M\u0259n A\u011fdamdan Bak\u0131ya uzanan o asfalt yolun \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tini h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki onda A\u011fdama A\u011fdam\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131ndan girib g\u0259lmi\u015fdim.<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u0259f\u0259 «p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259n!<\/strong> V\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n el\u0259 h\u0259min o d\u00fcz vaxt\u0131nda m\u0259n Quzanl\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m: \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015f\u0131m \u018fnv\u0259r Apariya o\u011flu \u018fmrahova g\u00f6r\u0259. Onda \u0259n ucqar k\u0259nd v\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 traktorla g\u00fccl\u0259 gedil\u0259n k\u0259nd idi Quzanl\u0131. \u0130ndi A\u011fdam\u0131n paytaxt\u0131d\u0131r! Onda A\u011fdam\u0131n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259 olmas\u0131ndan tez-tez r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Adil Qa\u00e7ayo\u011flunun («\u00dclf\u0259t\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 K\u00f6t\u0259l batalyonu haqq\u0131nda v\u0259 dig\u0259r yaz\u0131lar\u0131)<\/strong>, B\u0259xtiyar Sad\u0131qovun «Sirda\u015f\u201dda<\/strong>, «H\u0259yat\u201dda<\/strong> h\u0259y\u0259can hayq\u0131ran yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 oxuyurdum: indi Adil Qa\u00e7ayo\u011flu A\u011fdam d\u0259rdiyl\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, B\u0259xtiyar Sad\u0131qov is\u0259 A\u011fdam d\u0259rdini Milli M\u0259clis kreslosunda susma\u011fa d\u0259yi\u015fib, A\u011fdamda tikinti aparmaqdansa, Bak\u0131da \u015f\u0259rikin\u0259 evl\u0259r tikir ki… i\u00e7ind\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259r ya\u015fas\u0131n! <\/strong>Halbuki Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevd\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b el\u0259m\u0259liydi: penc\u0259yini vur qoltu\u011funa, al A\u011fdam\u0131, bel\u0259 demi\u015fdin, ancaq Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin penc\u0259yind\u0259n kitab yazd\u0131, deputat oldu, ba\u015f redaktor oldu, o g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcn day onu A\u011fdamda g\u00f6r\u0259n yoxdur! Onda yaz\u0131rd\u0131 el\u0259, el\u0259 hey yaz\u0131rd\u0131! Bir vaxtlar bu v\u0259t\u0259ni qoruyan o\u011flanlardan yazan bu adam indi durub el\u0259 h\u0259min o o\u011flanlar\u0131n x\u0259yan\u0259tind\u0259n yaz\u0131r…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


Bir vaxtlar biz T\u0259briz\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Moskvaya u\u00e7ub ordan g\u0259lirdik. \u0130ndi m\u0259n A\u011fdam\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n Quzanl\u0131ya… Bak\u0131dan T\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lib ordan daxil oldum.<\/strong>M\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim bu h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox \u015feyi g\u00f6rm\u0259yi haqq edir, m\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri, \u0259z\u0259m\u0259ti g\u00f6rm\u0259liy\u0259m! Ancaq bir oras\u0131 da var ki, m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kor olmal\u0131d\u0131r, olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ki g\u00f6rm\u0259yim. Amma… o g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n kor olmayas\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim bu z\u00fcl\u00fcml\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr!G\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 c\u0131zda\u011f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r! G\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 A\u011e DAM\u0131r G\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130M\u018f!<\/strong> Qar\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi, t\u0259n\u0259 kimi, qax\u0131nc kimi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


«P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259n A\u011fdama girir\u0259m. F\u0259q\u0259t yolumun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 S\u00f6z\u00fcn bitdiyi yer olmasa da, V\u0259t\u0259nin bitdiyi yer oldu\u011fu \u015fapala\u011f\u0131yla \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131r \u2013 halbuki bu boyda \u00fcz(\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn)qaral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda q\u0131zaras\u0131 t\u0259kc\u0259 qan\u0131m\u0131z olmal\u0131d\u0131r!Bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz co\u011frafi n\u00f6qt\u0259… Xank\u0259ndin\u0259 ged\u0259n d\u0259mir yolunun k\u0259sildiyi koordinatd\u0131r! Day qatarlar Xank\u0259ndin\u0259 getmir!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Day az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar da Xank\u0259ndin\u0259 getmir!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


Day az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar Avropaya gedir, Amerikaya gedir, \u00c7in\u00fc-ma\u00e7in\u0259, Yaponiyaya gedir, amma v\u0259 lakin…<\/strong> n\u0259 A\u011fdama, n\u0259 d\u0259 Xank\u0259ndin\u0259 getmir, \u015eu\u015fa daha he\u00e7 d\u0259! K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r d\u0259 h\u0259m\u00e7inin! La\u00e7\u0131n he\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259mir d\u0259 g\u0259lsinl\u0259r! C\u0259bray\u0131l, Z\u0259ngilan, Qubadl\u0131 F\u00fczuliy\u0259c\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 iyini al\u0131r! Getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259 \u015eahbaz, Dilq\u0259m kimi geri qay\u0131damm\u0131r, Az\u0259rbaycan d\u00f6vl\u0259ti v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geri ala bilmir,amma Az\u0259rbaycan d\u00f6vl\u0259ti v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259yi var al\u0131r! G\u00fcl\u0259n olmasa, arvad-u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da \u0259lind\u0259n alar… Ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulluq\u00e7u etsin, d\u00f6vl\u0259t v\u0259 \u00f6z\u0259l sektorda i\u015fl\u0259yib adam kimi pul, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k qazanmas\u0131n!M\u0259n A\u011fdam\u0131 sevs\u0259m d\u0259, A\u011fdam adlanan \u0259raziy\u0259 sevgiyl\u0259 gir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Ay\u0131b bildim Xank\u0259ndin\u0259 ged\u0259n d\u0259mir yolu x\u0259tl\u0259rinin bitm\u0259sind\u0259n, \u015fik\u0259stliyind\u0259n, \u0259lilliyind\u0259n-z\u0259liliyyind\u0259n sonra bir \u0259rkyana deyim ki, v\u0259t\u0259n, m\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m!<\/strong>O v\u0259t\u0259n dediyimin ba\u011fr\u0131ndan ucug\u00fcl\u0259b\u0259tinli onikitaxta tuman s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r durub anam\u0131 a\u011f yuyub qara s\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259rdi!M\u0259n A\u011fdama — Quzanl\u0131ya gir\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fnv\u0259r yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir\u0259m, ay \u018fnv\u0259r, m\u0259n Quzanl\u0131dayam e, dur g\u0259l «Oba\u201d-marketin qaba\u011f\u0131na, inanm\u0131r! Niy\u0259 d\u0259 inans\u0131n ki!?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buran\u0131n deputat\u0131n\u0131n bura g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259 inanm\u0131r \u018fnv\u0259r, indi m\u0259nim jurnalist kimi Quzanl\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259yim\u0259 niy\u0259 inans\u0131n ki? Koronavirusla ba\u011fl\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259ri d\u0259 dayan\u0131b \u018fnv\u0259rin! \u00c7ayxanalar da ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131, yem\u0259kxanalar da \u2013 saat 3-d\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam! \u018fnv\u0259r bilir ki, m\u0259n ev\u0259 getmir\u0259m! Yan\u0131mda da dostlar\u0131m var, \u00fcst\u0259lik. Birt\u0259h\u0259r-birc\u00fcr bir \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131r\u0131q. \u018fnv\u0259r\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, ay \u018fnv\u0259r, bax, m\u0259n F\u0259xrigil\u0259 \u015e\u0259mkir\u0259 t\u0259k getmi\u015f\u0259m, Zaqatalaya F\u0259rhadgil\u0259 t\u0259k getmi\u015f\u0259m, amma siz\u0259 Elg\u00fcnl\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Bilirs\u0259nmi niy\u0259? Baxma biz qocalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, day silah tutan \u0259ll\u0259rimiz, barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259silib, \u0259sir, amma g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn bu Elg\u00fcn var ha, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 onnan g\u0259ldim ki, bil\u0259s\u0259n: rahat \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rik.\u00a0S\u0259ni, m\u0259ni, F\u0259xrini, F\u0259rhad\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259sur o\u011fland\u0131 — \u0259misi \u015f\u0259hiddi, atas\u0131 qazi, \u0259lil.<\/strong> Bunu \u018fnv\u0259r\u0259 deyir\u0259m. O \u018fnv\u0259r\u0259 ki, 1987-ci ild\u0259 F\u0259rhadl\u0131, F\u0259xrili, El\u00e7inli, Ayd\u0131nl\u0131, bir yerd\u0259 erm\u0259nini g\u00fcrc\u00fcy\u0259 qo\u015fub Erm\u0259nistandak\u0131 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259n did\u0259rgin salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi erm\u0259ni A\u011fdamda oturub, g\u00fcrc\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259rinin \u0259lind\u0259n silah al\u0131r!<\/strong> Onda biz d\u0259liydik, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131m\u0131z \u018fnv\u0259r, F\u0259xri, Ayd\u0131n, El\u00e7in, F\u0259rhad, indi bizim a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131m\u0131z Zakir H\u0259s\u0259novdu, N\u0259cm\u0259ddin Sad\u0131qovudu, Laz\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r, koronavirusun qorxusundan da evd\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rlar!\u00a0O yanda B\u0259rd\u0259dir, bu yanda Quzanl\u0131… abid\u0259si. \u00c7\u00f6k\u0259klikd\u0259ki «Dolu\u201d restoran\u0131 bo\u015fdur. Az qala ba\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n: bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin DOLU olan he\u00e7 n\u0259yi yoxdur, h\u0259r yan bombo\u015fdur, t\u0259kc\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidimiz, \u0259sirimiz, itkinimizl\u0259 doluyuq! Bir d\u0259 hap-gopla! Halbuki…M\u0259n d\u00fcnya boyda olan A\u011fdamdan qalan \u0259l boyda Quzanl\u0131da n\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, yazma\u011fa utand\u0131m. \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259zl Abbas\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259m qollar\u0131na and olsun ki, q\u0259l\u0259m… qollar\u0131mda (barmaqlar\u0131m klaviaturada) od tutub yanard\u0131!<\/strong>\u00a0M\u0259n A\u011fdama yara\u015fan yaz\u0131 yazmal\u0131yam, borcumdur, do\u011fal haqq\u0131md\u0131r, m\u0259n o yaz\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 yazmal\u0131yam, n\u0259 deyib yazmal\u0131yam ki o boyda A\u011fdamdan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hans\u0131 A\u011fdamdan?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Deyir\u0259m:\u00a0<\/strong>sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f u\u015faqlar\u0131q! Onda rayonlar\u0131\u00a0DAHA \u00c7OX<\/strong>\u00a0katibl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar! \u0130sa M\u0259mm\u0259dov L\u0259nk\u0259randan b\u00f6y\u00fck idi, baxmayaraq ki, H\u0259zi Aslanovu vard\u0131 he\u00e7 olmasa, Had\u0131 R\u0259c\u0259bli \u015e\u0259ki dem\u0259k idi, baxmayaraq ki, \u00c7\u0259l\u0259bi xan\u0131 olmu\u015fdu, \u018fhm\u0259diyy\u0259 C\u0259bray\u0131lovu vard\u0131, G\u0259nc\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259novla ad \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131, baxmayaraq ki, Cavad xan\u0131 olmu\u015fdu, sovet h\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259ti o boyda b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc bu adamlar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259dirdi, amma he\u00e7 bir halda A\u011fdam\u0131 ki\u00e7ild\u0259mm\u0259di!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xudu M\u0259mm\u0259dovdan daha b\u00f6y\u00fck kim ola bil\u0259rdi ki? Famil Mehdi sa\u011f idi, Akif R\u00fcst\u0259movdan utanard\u0131 Had\u0131n\u0131, H\u0259s\u0259ni, \u0130san\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259qdim ed\u0259n «jurnalyuqa\u201dlar! Q\u0259dir R\u00fcst\u0259mov, R\u0259mi\u015f, Arif Babayev, S\u0259xav\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dov, Sara Q\u0259dimova, Aqil Abbas, \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259, ha say adlar\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z ki… A\u011fdam\u0131n raykomdan b\u00f6y\u00fck ki\u015fil\u0259ri, b\u00f6y\u00fck adlar\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fck adamlar\u0131! H\u0259l\u0259 \u0259n balacas\u0131 Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sdi, bir c\u00fcml\u0259si A\u011fdamda katib olanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fc! H\u0259l\u0259 \u0259n c\u00fcss\u0259sizi Vahid Qazidi, milyon d\u0259f\u0259 Had\u0131 R\u0259c\u0259blid\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259l\u0259r, day oras\u0131n\u0131 demir\u0259m ki, adlar\u0131n\u0131 qo\u015fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k bel\u0259 g\u00fcnahd\u0131r!He\u00e7 tan\u0131nmayan\u0131 Milord Lorddu fb-d\u0259, ist\u0259nil\u0259n raykom katibind\u0259n art\u0131q sevilir \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259. R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid d\u00fcn\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131, s\u0259kkiz yerd\u0259 a\u011fsaqqald\u0131 \u2013 M\u0259tbuatda, M\u0259tbuat \u015euras\u0131nda, \u018ffv Komissiyas\u0131nda, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyind\u0259, Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyind\u0259, 525-ci \u0259zetd\u0259, televiziyalarda, bir d\u0259n\u0259 Milli M\u0259clis qal\u0131b, o da koronavirus bitsin, orda da olacaq! Bax, o A\u011fdam\u0131 deyir\u0259m, o A\u011fdamdan deyir\u0259m… yazma\u011f\u0131. V\u0259 el\u0259 o A\u011fdam\u0131 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259… deyir\u0259m: g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 A\u011e DAM\u0131r A\u011fdam\u0131n yoxlu\u011fundan!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fdam, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin he\u00e7 bir b\u00f6lg\u0259si m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259k anlam\u0131nda cazib\u0259dar olmay\u0131b! Az\u0259rbaycan Rusiyan\u0131n bir \u0259yal\u0259tind\u0259n (m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Yakutiyadan, Krasnoyarskdan) d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 balaca olsa da, d\u00fcnyada m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr!Ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin bu ba\u015f\u0131ndan o ba\u015f\u0131na qatarla gedilib \u00e7at\u0131lan m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 enin\u0259-uzununa iki d\u0259f\u0259 P\u0130YADA d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurmaq olar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259rq bilirsiniz n\u0259d\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r ona g\u00f6r\u0259 el\u0259 n\u0259h\u0259ngdir ki, o olk\u0259l\u0259rin torpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 o adamlar v\u0259t\u0259n kimi sevir, biz \u0259l\u00e7im boyda v\u0259t\u0259ni m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 v\u0259 pay\u0131 b\u0259lli torpaq kimi! Onlar qoruyur sev\u0259r\u0259k, biz qorumuruq… sevm\u0259yi bacarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan. \u00c7\u00fcnki biz yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131zacan g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b b\u0259kar\u0259tini biz\u0259 namusuyla t\u0259msil ed\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 sevm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131r\u0131q, handa ola torpaq!B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n kimi sev\u0259 bilmirik ki… tam \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin fikrind\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259, t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u0259 torpaq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259bird\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir anlamda deyil. S\u0259n\u0259 son ver\u0259c\u0259k torpa\u011f\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n kimi sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck olasan, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259s\u0259n. Bizd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck olmaq, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k deputat olma\u011f\u0131 say\u0131rlar!… Day bundan art\u0131q hirsl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 can\u0131mda tab\u0131m qalmad\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n Quzanl\u0131dak\u0131 idman kompleksind\u0259ki odamda oyan\u0131b Elg\u00fcn\u0259 z\u0259ng edir\u0259m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— «\u015eeyx \u018fhm\u0259d\u201d,<\/strong> dur, t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259k burdan. Bir azdan bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin ruhlar\u0131 biz\u0259 ana-bac\u0131 saxlamayacaq! Qoruya bilm\u0259diyimiz torpaqda n\u0259 adla yeyib-i\u00e7\u0259k ki? Hayd\u0131…\u018fnv\u0259rl\u0259 abid\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131ram:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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— D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f olsa, laz\u0131m g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r m\u0259ni, bilirs\u0259n ki, harda olsam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u0259lim \u0259sm\u0259z, baxma e, s\u0259ni qucaqlayanda \u0259ll\u0259rim \u0259sir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Bilir\u0259m, g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m erm\u0259niyl\u0259 davan\u0131!… S\u0259n\u0259 qap\u0131ndan qonaq g\u0259l\u0259k, A\u011fdam, — deyib «p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00d6ZARDI: M\u0259n birc\u0259 onu bilm\u0259dim: A\u011fdam\u0131n olan torpaqlar\u0131nda g\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259 o torpaqlar m\u0259nim g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259mimi q\u0259bul etdimi? Q\u0131nama\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fcm d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di: o q\u0259d\u0259r yalan\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, bu 27 ild\u0259…<\/strong>\/M\u0130Q.Az<\/strong>\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ayd\u0131n Can, A\u011fdamdan m\u0259xsusi Miq.az sayt\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn A\u011e\u0131yd\u0131 ha\u00e7ansa… A\u011fdam! \u0130ndi qar\u011f\u0131\u015f, qax\u0131nc kimi A\u011e dam\u0131r q\u00fcrurumuza! Boyunu yer\u0259 soxasan bel\u0259 m\u0259tbuat\u0131n! Deyim d\u0259 niy\u0259? \u00d6lk\u0259nin A\u011fdam kimi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3814","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-qarabag"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3814","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3814"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3814\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3831,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3814\/revisions\/3831"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3814"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3814"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3814"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}