{"id":38427,"date":"2021-05-27T00:30:24","date_gmt":"2021-05-26T20:30:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=38427"},"modified":"2021-05-27T00:32:58","modified_gmt":"2021-05-26T20:32:58","slug":"az%c9%99rbaycan-bayraginin-%c9%99z%c9%99m%c9%99ti-m%c9%99ni-el%c9%99-qururlandirdi-ki-fransiz-%c9%99silli-xanimla-musahib%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=38427","title":{"rendered":"Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259z\u0259m\u0259ti m\u0259ni el\u0259 q\u00fcrurland\u0131rd\u0131 ki&#8230; &#8212; Frans\u0131z \u0259silli xan\u0131mla M\u00dcSAH\u0130B\u018f"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsinizmi, Braziliyan\u0131n San Paolo \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n a\u015fiq olan yapon, frans\u0131z \u0259silli qad\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Andreia Hiromini sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131m. \u00d6lk\u0259mizin t\u0259bli\u011fi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn durmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, h\u0259tta r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng k\u0259la\u011fay\u0131larla Braziliyan\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnl\u0259rini b\u0259z\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fminik ki,<strong>&nbsp;<a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/publika.az\/\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Publika.az<\/a><\/strong>-\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259ti xan\u0131m Andreia Hirominin Az\u0259rbaycan sevdas\u0131n\u0131 birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 oxuyacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8212; \u018fziz Andreia, s\u00f6hb\u0259tinizi b\u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n, sizi dinl\u0259m\u0259k, Az\u0259rbaycana olan sonsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinizi sizin dilinizd\u0259n e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/123626724_10208200473326429_1391368196392126846_n-1020x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"38428\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=38428\" class=\"wp-image-38428\"\/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/95272289_10207393069421836_3625719607832084480_n-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"38429\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/95272289_10207393069421836_3625719607832084480_n.jpg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=38429\" class=\"wp-image-38429\"\/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8212; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. G\u0259lin, ba\u015flayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Braziliyan\u0131n San Paolo \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fchacir c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fam. H\u0259r u\u015fa\u011fa n\u0259sib olmayan xo\u015fb\u0259xt m\u00fchitd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Anam h\u0259r zaman g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir, \u015f\u0259n mahn\u0131lar z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. Deyirdi ki, d\u00fcnyada San Paolodan g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yoxdur. Atam avropal\u0131d\u0131r. Fransada d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib. Braziliyaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anamla rastla\u015f\u0131b, ona a\u015fiq olub. Amma bir g\u00fcn anam t\u0259cili Yaponiyaya &#8212; \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259sin\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qal\u0131r. \u0130ll\u0259r sonra geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb, atamla ail\u0259 qurur v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir\u0259m. Ail\u0259miz tolerantl\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u00fcmun\u0259sidir. Anamdan buddizm\u0259, atamdan xristianl\u0131\u011fa sevgini \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>\u00d6z\u00fcm is\u0259&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, insan he\u00e7 kimin ona yol g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259yin\u0259 ehtiyac duymamaml\u0131d\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 oda sitayi\u015fi se\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m. Bilirsiniz, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l ail\u0259 m\u00fchitind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Amma \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tam hiss etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130\u015fim, g\u00fcnd\u0259lik qay\u011f\u0131lar v\u0259 ail\u0259m h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck hiss\u0259sini tutur. Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259ki bo\u015flu\u011fa he\u00e7 vaxt \u00e7ar\u0259 tapa bilmirdim. Sanki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m topluma aid deyilmi\u015f\u0259m kimi q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim vard\u0131. N\u0259 tam braziliyal\u0131, n\u0259 yapon, n\u0259 d\u0259 avropal\u0131 idim. Bu axtar\u0131\u015f b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259ni \u0259ld\u0259n sal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259li portuqalca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, amma sanki braziliyal\u0131lar n\u0259 dediyimi anlam\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259li, Braziliya qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 sevir\u0259m, amma m\u0259nim h\u0259yat prinsipl\u0259rim onlara q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, Yaponiyaya k\u00f6\u00e7s\u0259m, daxilimd\u0259 yeri bo\u015f qalan par\u00e7ama qovu\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259m. Bir il Naqoyada ya\u015fay\u0131b, t\u0259hsil ald\u0131m. Do\u011frudur, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7ox m\u00fcasir v\u0259 t\u0259mizdir. Amma m\u0259nim deyil. Burada da \u00f6z\u00fcm deyil\u0259m. Yenid\u0259n kor-pe\u015fman Braziliyaya d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. M\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259, okean\u0131n sahilind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 ruhumu anlayan, m\u0259ni tamamlayan he\u00e7 kim\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131q n\u0259f\u0259s almaq da m\u0259nas\u0131zla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcbh\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. &#171;Do\u011frudanm\u0131 m\u0259n h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q t\u0259l\u0259bkaram. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 problem m\u0259nd\u0259dir&#187; dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Anam d\u0259rin k\u0259d\u0259rimi g\u00f6r\u00fcb m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131: &#171;Bir g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n el\u0259 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki, h\u0259min anda b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. \u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyi orada tapacaqsan. M\u0259n s\u0259nin ananam, xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini \u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259y\u0259n bir n\u0259f\u0259r varsa, o da m\u0259n\u0259m. Ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259!&#187;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anam \u00e7ar\u0259siz x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 yaxalanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. 46 ya\u015f\u0131 yenic\u0259 tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtda o g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc il\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyata getdi. \u018fm\u0259liyyat masas\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. El\u0259 sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 anam\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131m. Yaln\u0131z onun yan\u0131nda olmaq ist\u0259yirdim. El\u0259 o m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 anlad\u0131m ki, insan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi pul deyil. Sad\u0259c\u0259 o m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m duy\u011funu axtaranlar\u0131nd\u0131r. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n anam varl\u0131 ail\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma daxil\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259ngin, xeyirxah idi ki, he\u00e7 bir bank hesab\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki saf t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn deyildi. Anam\u0131n v\u0259siyy\u0259tini \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yenid\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, ruhumu, b\u0259d\u0259nimi dir\u00e7\u0259ltdim. \u0130\u015fimi, evimi, h\u0259tta ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fdim. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7irdi, amma m\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259ki natamaml\u0131q duy\u011fusuna qalib g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdim. Yegan\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llim sitayi\u015f etdiyim oca\u011f\u0131m idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn q\u0259rar verdim ki, od kultunu daha \u00e7ox t\u0259dqiq etm\u0259liy\u0259m. Bel\u0259c\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 tapd\u0131m. T\u0259\u0259s\u00fcf edir\u0259m ki, bu \u00f6lk\u0259 haqda \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyim ilk m\u0259lumatlar m\u0259ni m\u0259yus etdi. Q\u0259ddar v\u0259 qat\u0131 islam\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n m\u0259sk\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 Braziliyada ya\u015fayan 100 min erm\u0259ninin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idim. \u0130ndi is\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmir\u0259m. M\u0259\u015fhur yalan\u00e7\u0131 erm\u0259ni propaqandas\u0131 m\u0259ni d\u0259 cayna\u011f\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bel\u0259 bir yalan da uydurmu\u015fdular ki, guya Az\u0259rbaycana s\u0259f\u0259r etm\u0259k, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 qad\u0131nlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lakin axtar\u0131\u015flar\u0131m davam etdi. Kapitalist c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f kimi Sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn tarixi il\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131\u015fam. &#171;D\u0259mir p\u0259rd\u0259&#187;y\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259si, Stalin haqda tarixi faktlar oxumu\u015fdum. Odur ki, sonralar Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 bu ax\u0131nla da tan\u0131ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u018ftraf\u0131mdak\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259r iki fakt\u0131 qula\u011fma p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131lar- Az\u0259rbaycan kommunist v\u0259 qat\u0131 m\u00fcs\u0259lmanlar\u0131n \u00f6lk\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7ox \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n qad\u0131n oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycana s\u0259f\u0259r bu q\u0259d\u0259rmi m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl ola bil\u0259r?! M\u0259ni o qaranl\u0131q \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 hans\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir? M\u00fctl\u0259q niqab ba\u011flay\u0131b, s\u0259f\u0259r etm\u0259liy\u0259m? Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n dinin\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r say\u011f\u0131s\u0131z yana\u015f\u0131rlar? Bird\u0259n hans\u0131sa jestim kommunist qanunlar\u0131na zidd olar, o zaman m\u0259ni h\u0259bs h\u0259yat\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r? Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 &#171;Coca-Cola&#187;, yaxud adi kafel\u0259r d\u0259 yoxdur?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn dostlar\u0131m, yax\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131m a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 itirdiyimi iddia edirdil\u0259r. &#171;Avropan\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rini qoyub, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259h\u0259ng t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131na atma&#187; deyirdil\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn qorxu v\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 y\u00fck\u00fcn\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, q\u0259rar\u0131mdan d\u00f6nm\u0259dim. Az\u0259rbaycana m\u00fctl\u0259q s\u0259f\u0259r etm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Anam\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131m: Q\u0259lbinin s\u0259sini dinl\u0259!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>O, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ni qorxular\u0131ma r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, c\u0259sar\u0259t\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259yirdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>E\u015fitdiyim r\u0259yl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259mnun olmasam da, viza i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Braziliyadan Az\u0259rbaycana u\u00e7an aviareysl\u0259rl\u0259 maraqland\u0131m. 1 ay Az\u0259rbaycanda qalma\u011f\u0131 planla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. B\u00fcdc\u0259m d\u0259 buna imkan verirdi. H\u0259tta g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 bir dilim \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 d\u0259 doya bil\u0259rdim. Yet\u0259r ki, bu \u00f6lk\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-2 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/185317420_10208896840695178_6094268878633093462_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"38430\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=38430\" class=\"wp-image-38430\"\/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/187798754_198537558765492_2260738354937062859_n.png\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"38431\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/187798754_198537558765492_2260738354937062859_n.png\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=38431\" class=\"wp-image-38431\"\/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m ki, qad\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r azad, m\u00fcasir, g\u00fccl\u00fc olursa-olsun, riskli add\u0131m atma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fanda h\u0259r k\u0259s onu yolundan d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. V\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0131rf bu m\u00fcdaxil\u0259l\u0259r bizim g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc t\u00fck\u0259dir, k\u0259\u015ffl\u0259r, ixtiralar etm\u0259yimiz\u0259 mane olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259yat\u0131mda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 ham\u0131ya qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzumun arxas\u0131nca getm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ham\u0131dan gizlin b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rini h\u0259ll edib, Bak\u0131ya t\u0259l\u0259sdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 vaxt unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m tarix- 10 noyabr 2019-cu ild\u0259 t\u0259yyar\u0259miz Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev ad\u0131na hava liman\u0131na endi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nstaqramda tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum El\u00e7in adl\u0131 o\u011flan m\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. He\u00e7 vaxt \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim, c\u0259mi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 internet vasit\u0259sil\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m qar\u015f\u0131 cinsin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sind\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Lakin el\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yol boyu bilm\u0259diyim dild\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f i\u015far\u0259l\u0259r, s\u0259sl\u0259r m\u0259ni h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki az\u0131b qalacam, he\u00e7 kim d\u0259 yard\u0131m etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. El\u00e7in m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 ingilisc\u0259 pis dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir-birimizi anlam\u0131rd\u0131q. Q\u0259rib\u0259 panika duy\u011fusu bo\u011faz\u0131ma dola\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki h\u0259min m\u0259qamda h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259hv edirdim, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 etinas\u0131z davran\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu i\u00e7imd\u0259 toplanan b\u00fct\u00fcn qorxular\u0131m h\u0259min anda m\u0259ni m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t edirdi. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, m\u00fcs\u0259lman \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259tl edil\u0259n q\u0259rbli qad\u0131nlar\u0131n faci\u0259l\u0259ri haqda az e\u015fitmirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunu hiss ed\u0259n El\u00e7in ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 deyirdi. T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259sini anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259min idim. Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u015fanda t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 proqramlar\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 edirdik. Bir-birimizin dilin\u0259 hakim deyildik. Do\u011frudur, o, ingilisc\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, amma m\u0259n g\u00fcc-b\u0259la il\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6z anlay\u0131rd\u0131m. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259min anda beynim el\u0259 kilidl\u0259nmi\u015fdi ki, he\u00e7 portuqalca dan\u0131\u015fsa da, anlamayacaqd\u0131m. M\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131qca, \u0259limd\u0259n tutub, ingilisc\u0259 \u201cqorxma, burdayam\u201d deyirdi. T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259, m\u0259sum g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss etdim. Cavab g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259si il\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sildim. El\u00e7in d\u0259 \u0259limi burax\u0131b, avtomobili h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. \u00dcr\u0259yimi g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f isidirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yeni do\u011fulmu\u015f k\u00f6rp\u0259 kimi idim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcv\u0259nd\u0259 hiss etm\u0259k v\u0259 bu etibar\u0131n uzunm\u00fcdd\u0259tli olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259hay\u0259t kiray\u0259l\u0259diyim m\u0259nzil\u0259 g\u0259ldik. 30 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etm\u0259li idim. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Qad\u0131nlar bazardan qay\u0131d\u0131r, b\u0259zi ki\u015fil\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mir edirl\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc bir anl\u0131q Braziliya k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 hiss etdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259tta dalanlarda g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259n itl\u0259r d\u0259 Braziliyan\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, Bak\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi, alovu m\u0259n\u0259 yeni il at\u0259\u015ff\u0259\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. Sanki bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ilboyu bayram qeyd olunur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma\u011fazalara girdikc\u0259, insanlar\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edirdim. Tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqli \u0259lifba v\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb, he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259rk etdikc\u0259, hal\u0131ma \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131lar, h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 yan\u0131mdan add\u0131mlay\u0131b ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r. Bir-birind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l, z\u0259rif qad\u0131nlar add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131. Amma ki\u015fil\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ucu il\u0259 d\u0259 onlara baxma\u011fa q\u0131ym\u0131rlar. Buna baxmayaraq, tan\u0131mad\u0131qlar\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131n da t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizliyini, rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259min etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Braziliyada bu keyfiyy\u0259t\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259k m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcld\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vodka almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn spirtli i\u00e7kil\u0259r sat\u0131lan ma\u011fazaya girdim. H\u0259tta bu m\u0259kanda sat\u0131c\u0131 ki\u015fi rusca n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faraq, buralara yad oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00f6m\u0259k t\u0259klif etdi. Sonralar anlad\u0131m ki, Az\u0259rbaycanda qad\u0131nlar bu tip ma\u011fazalara getm\u0259yi sevmirl\u0259r. H\u0259tta m\u0259n vodkan\u0131 alan m\u0259qamda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ki\u015fi d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. He\u00e7 biri m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b narahat etm\u0259di. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rinizin bu anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn adi hald\u0131r. Etiraf edir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 fantastikad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/89624370_10207161077222176_3814871895988240384_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-38432\" width=\"1043\" height=\"1043\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Braziliyan\u0131n sahill\u0259rind\u0259ki d\u0259nizl\u0259rin k\u00fcl\u0259kli, \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259tin\u0259 \u015fahidlik ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra X\u0259z\u0259r d\u0259nizi sakit k\u00f6rp\u0259 kimi ruhumu ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k, amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz v\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259rd\u0259n qurtulmu\u015f hiss edirdim ki, bu an\u0131n bitm\u0259sini ist\u0259mirdim. X\u0259z\u0259rin s\u0259rin k\u00fcl\u0259yi \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdikc\u0259, sanki ill\u0259rdir uzaq qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m do\u011fmamla d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015firdim. G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n sakitc\u0259 ya\u015flar ax\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 X\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 durmadan t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131 bulvar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 musiqi s\u0259si e\u015fitdim, bu s\u0259dan\u0131n fonunda Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 dal\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, h\u0259min g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, r\u0259ngl\u0259rini bilmirdim. Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259z\u0259m\u0259ti m\u0259ni el\u0259 q\u00fcrurland\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259dim. Sanki \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nimdir, \u00f6z bayra\u011f\u0131md\u0131r, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ndi m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fsan\u0131z ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hans\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6z par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 toplay\u0131b tam oluram, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan dey\u0259r\u0259m. Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259inki braziliyal\u0131lar\u0131, s\u00fclhl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259si sevirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131da oldu\u011fum m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 El\u00e7inin d\u0259st\u0259yini hiss etm\u0259yimd\u0259n, h\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin an\u0131mda k\u00f6m\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131ndan, soyuqd\u0259ym\u0259d\u0259n, q\u0131zd\u0131rmadan hals\u0131z qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m vaxtlarda m\u0259ni sa\u011faltma\u011f\u0131ndan da dan\u0131\u015fmasam, haqs\u0131zl\u0131q ed\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pandemiya m\u00fcdd\u0259tind\u0259 \u00e7oxumuzun d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rk etdiyi h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 Bak\u0131da yeti\u015fdim. \u018ftraf\u0131m\u0131zda kim olursa-olsun, bir g\u00fcn ham\u0131 ged\u0259c\u0259k, h\u0259tta bizi \u00e7ox sev\u0259n valideynl\u0259rimizin, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n da h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u00fcdd\u0259tlik missiyas\u0131 var. Bizi he\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259k qoymayan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fck, daxili \u201cm\u0259n\u201dimizdir. Odur ki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sevib, qorumal\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rim aras\u0131nda r\u0259fiq\u0259m Zeyn\u0259bin d\u0259 \u00f6z\u0259l yeri var. Bug\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k m\u00fcnasib\u0259timiz davam edir. Ondan Az\u0259rbaycan m\u0259tb\u0259xi, \u00e7ay\u0131 haqda \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. Anas\u0131 hicabl\u0131 idi. Q\u0259lbi el\u0259 t\u0259miz, r\u0259ftar\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015f idi ki, saatlarla yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k, dilini anlamasam da s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, s\u0259ninl\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n insan anan\u0131n harada oldu\u011funu soru\u015fsa, de ki, Bak\u0131dad\u0131r. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259sini Zeyn\u0259bd\u0259n dinl\u0259y\u0259-dinl\u0259y\u0259 bir yandan \u00e7ay i\u00e7ir, dig\u0259r yandan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma bu, sevinc g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki n\u0259hay\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, ail\u0259m\u0259 qovu\u015fmu\u015fdum. Bundan sonra Braziliyaya, ist\u0259nil\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015fmaq, adapt\u0259 olmaq su i\u00e7m\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r asanla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki hara m\u0259nsub oldu\u011fumu art\u0131q d\u0259qiq bilirdim &#8212; Az\u0259rbaycan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131q Braziliyadayam. B\u0259z\u0259n X\u0259z\u0259rin sahilind\u0259ki k\u00fcl\u0259yi yana\u011f\u0131mda hiss edir\u0259m. Amma bu k\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0131\u011fal\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259ni \u0259zizl\u0259mir, sevmir, ox\u015fam\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131ram ki, qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Tezlikl\u0259 pandemiya bitsin, v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yim Az\u0259rbaycana geri d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Braziliyadak\u0131 q\u0259lbi adland\u0131r\u0131ram. 44 g\u00fcnl\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 do\u011fma \u00f6lk\u0259m\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259k oldum. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259bli\u011fat sah\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ox i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131q d\u00fcnya da \u015fahiddir ki, Erm\u0259nistan yaln\u0131z erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t \u00f6lk\u0259dir, Az\u0259rbaycan is\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif xalqlar\u0131n s\u00fclh, sevgi i\u00e7ind\u0259 birg\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 multikultural, m\u00fcasir \u00f6lk\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Leyla Sarabi<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsinizmi, Braziliyan\u0131n San Paolo \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n a\u015fiq olan yapon, frans\u0131z \u0259silli qad\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131r. 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