\u2013 N\u0259 yaz\u0131m? \u0130randan yaz\u0131m? Yoxsa Osmanl\u0131dan? Yoxsa Rusiyadan yaz\u0131m, yox qoy \u00f6z \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131zdan yaz\u0131m. Yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131zdan n\u0259 yaz\u0131m? C\u0259hal\u0259t…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah! Daha bu s\u00f6z z\u0259hl\u0259mizi t\u00f6kd\u00fc! B\u0259s n\u0259… bu qaranda\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xardan n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 adamm\u0131\u015f… Qaranda\u015f! Bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sli qaranda\u015f deyil, qara da\u015fd\u0131r, dem\u0259li, t\u00fcrk s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr, b\u0259s onda g\u0259r\u0259k qaranda\u015f\u0131 icad ed\u0259n d\u0259 t\u00fcrk olsun!… O kim imi\u015f?…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Osmanl\u0131da Qanuni-\u0259sasi \u2013 qoy bu bar\u0259d\u0259 yaz\u0131m. \u0130ran il\u0259 Osmanl\u0131n\u0131 tutu\u015fdurum… Amma biz d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 adamlar\u0131q ha! Bildir sultana s\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fck, \u0130ran \u015fah\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rif edirdik. \u0130ndi \u0130ran \u015fah\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00fcr\u00fck, sultan\u0131 t\u0259rif el\u0259yirik. \u0130ndi bunu bir \u0259vam adama s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259m dey\u0259rki, Siz m\u00fct\u0259q\u0259llib adams\u0131n\u0131z… M\u00fct\u0259q\u0259llib. Y\u0259qin bu s\u00f6z q\u0259lp s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Q\u0259lp pul, q\u0259lp adam. Ad\u0259m \u018fleyhiss\u0259lam… M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, 200 ild\u0259n sonra bizd\u0259n he\u00e7 bir ni\u015fan\u0259 d\u0259 qalmayacaq… Amma t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbd\u00fcr, vallah! Ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn Q\u0131z qalas\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131m… Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdir ki, durur v\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr, dem\u0259li, tarixin dilsiz \u015fahididir. Amma m\u0259ni yand\u0131ran buras\u0131d\u0131r: can\u0131m, ax\u0131 bu qalan\u0131, bu hasar\u0131 bir adam tikibdir, onun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259\u015fibdir, bax haman bu da\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259li il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, g\u0259tirib buraya qoyubdur. Yax\u015f\u0131, b\u0259s indi o adam han\u0131?… han\u0131 o adam? Vallah, lap ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m tutub. Bu bar\u0131n\u0131 tik\u0259n, bu da\u015flar\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259n o \u00e7anl\u0131, ba\u015fl\u0131, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, hissli adam yox olub gedib, amma onun qay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu cans\u0131z, ruhsuz, hissisiz \u015fey indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qal\u0131b, h\u0259l\u0259 bundan sonra da n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalacaqd\u0131r!…H\u0259, indi m\u0259n n\u0259 yaz\u0131m? Ah, bu \u0259hvalat m\u0259ni xarab el\u0259di: ya\u015fa, \u00f6m\u00fcr el\u0259, \u0259ziyy\u0259t g\u00f6r, c\u0259fa \u00e7\u0259k, utan, inci, qorx, a\u011fla, a\u011fla balam, a\u011fla, sonra da \u00f6l! Yox ol, d\u00f6n torpaq ol!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ndi ki, bel\u0259dir, indiki ax\u0131rda m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcb he\u00e7 olaca\u011fam, indi ki, m\u0259nim bu \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rim, \u00e7\u0259kdiyim c\u0259falar ham\u0131s\u0131 \u0259b\u0259s olacaqd\u0131r, onda!… adam \u00e7ox fikirl\u0259\u015fs\u0259 anarxist olar, vallah! \u0130ran pad\u015fahlar\u0131n\u0131 pisl\u0259yirik ki, deyirmi\u015fl\u0259r: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
— \u00abP\u0259s \u0259z m\u0259n h\u0259rce bada-bad!\u00bb<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Vallah, do\u011fru deyirmi\u015fl\u0259r. \u00c7ox da dey\u0259k ki, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, N\u0259sr\u0259ddin \u015fahdan sonra \u0130ran b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hakimi olub, iranl\u0131lar da lap q\u0131z\u0131ldan paltar geyinmi\u015fl\u0259r! Bundan N\u0259sr\u0259ddin \u015faha n\u0259? H\u0259rgah \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bunu hiss el\u0259y\u0259 bils\u0259ydi, yen\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz olmazd\u0131 \u2013 ax\u0131 hiss el\u0259mir!… \u018f\u015fi, bu sonran\u0131n fikridir, h\u0259l\u0259 qoy g\u00f6r\u0259k indi n\u0259 yazaq!<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, sultan qanuni \u0259sasi verdi… Adam indi \u0130stambula ged\u0259, yox, \u0259vv\u0259l Tehrana ged\u0259, ondan sonra \u0130stambula ged\u0259! G\u0259r\u0259k 4 g\u00fcn yol ged\u0259s\u0259n. \u018fvv\u0259l Batuma… kim deyirdi ki, M\u0259\u015f\u0259di R\u00fcst\u0259m Batumdad\u0131r? G\u0259r\u0259k ki, m\u0259n d\u00fcn\u0259n onu Biz ham\u0131m\u0131z bunu oxuduq, sonra q\u0259zet\u0259ni yer\u0259 qoyub i\u015fimiz\u0259 getdik. D\u0259xi bir fikir el\u0259m\u0259dik ki, ax\u0131 nec\u0259 y\u0259ni \u00abonu bo\u011facaqlar\u00bb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Adam\u0131 bo\u011fmaq \u00e7ox pis \u015feydir… Nec\u0259 olar ki, adam\u0131 bo\u011fsunlar!… M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, k\u0259ndiri bo\u011faz\u0131na sal\u0131b dartacaqlar, onun n\u0259f\u0259si t\u0131nc\u0131xacaqd\u0131r… \u00fcr\u0259yi q\u0131s\u0131lacaqd\u0131r, ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdir ki, \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n getsin evl\u0259rin\u0259… arxay\u0131nca otursun… bu \u00e7\u0259lladlar n\u0259dir? Onlar da bizim kimi adam deyill\u0259rmi? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn adam\u0131 bo\u011furlar?…<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u015eah buyurur!… \u015eah\u0131 bo\u011fsunlar, y\u0259ni bir azca bo\u011fsunlar, onda o g\u00f6r\u0259r ki, bu \u00e7\u00fcr\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r pis zadd\u0131r, daha bir d\u0259 adam\u0131 bo\u011fdurmaz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n Allah\u0131n alt\u0131nda insan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni el\u0259 yaranm\u0131\u015f olayd\u0131 ki, onu n\u0259 bo\u011fmaq, n\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 il\u0259 de\u015fm\u0259k, n\u0259 x\u0259nc\u0259rl\u0259 par\u00e7alamaq, n\u0259 qayalardan at\u0131b \u0259zdirm\u0259k, n\u0259 suda q\u0259rq etm\u0259k, q\u0259r\u0259z, bir \u015fey il\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmamayayd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ah, \u00e7ox fikir adam\u0131 d\u0259li divan\u0259 el\u0259r. Amma bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxsan d\u0259li olmaq da b\u0259d deyil…<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yox, bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n he\u00e7 zad yaza bilm\u0259dim, qals\u0131n sonraya!..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u2013 N\u0259 yaz\u0131m? \u0130randan yaz\u0131m? Yoxsa Osmanl\u0131dan? Yoxsa Rusiyadan yaz\u0131m, yox qoy \u00f6z \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131zdan yaz\u0131m. Yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131zdan n\u0259 yaz\u0131m? C\u0259hal\u0259t… Ah! Daha bu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3881","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3881","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3881"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3881\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3884,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3881\/revisions\/3884"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3881"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3881"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3881"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
bazarda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, boynunda ba\u015fl\u0131q vard\u0131… \u0130randa adamlar\u0131n boynuna z\u0259ncir sal\u0131rlar… D\u0259mir \u015fi\u015fl\u0259ri q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131b b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 soxurlar! Bah, bah, biz bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fidirik, amma he\u00e7 hal\u0131m\u0131za t\u0259fav\u00fct el\u0259mir. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, d\u00fcn\u0259n yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u0130randa \u00abRuh-\u00fcl q\u00fcds\u00bb m\u00fcdirini \u00f6l\u00fcm c\u0259zas\u0131na m\u0259hkum edibdirl\u0259r, sonra da yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u00abOnu bo\u011facaqlar\u00bb… g\u00f6r ha, o adam\u0131 bo\u011facaqlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n