{"id":42789,"date":"2021-07-14T02:34:58","date_gmt":"2021-07-13T22:34:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=42789"},"modified":"2021-07-14T02:35:02","modified_gmt":"2021-07-13T22:35:02","slug":"halay-basi-suleymanin-hikayesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=42789","title":{"rendered":"Halay ba\u015f\u0131 S\u00fcleyman\u0131n hikayesi…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerin vaz ge\u00e7ilmez halay ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 S\u00fcleyman. \u00d6yle bir halay \u00e7ekerdi ki izleyenin dili dama\u011f\u0131na yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r neredeyse a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k izlerdi. Sorana \u201cAtadan kalma\u201d derdi \u201cBabamda iyi halay \u00e7ekerdi.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kar\u0131s\u0131 Emine\u2019yi zaten bir k\u00f6y d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnde halay \u00e7ekerken be\u011fenmi\u015fti. Daha do\u011frusu Emine onu halayda izlemi\u015f, g\u00f6zlerini ondan alamam\u0131\u015f, bunu fark eden S\u00fcleyman\u2019da k\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131 ayn\u0131 k\u00f6yden Emine\u2019nin evine g\u00f6nderip istetmi\u015fti. Dillere destan bir k\u00f6y d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yapt\u0131 S\u00fcleyman\u2019\u0131n\u0131n babas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcstelik S\u00fcleyman ile babas\u0131n\u0131n yan yana ilk halay\u0131 da bu d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde olmu\u015ftu. Aradan y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti herkes bu halay\u0131 konu\u015ftu \u201c\u00dcst\u00fcne ayn\u0131s\u0131 gelmedi.\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcyle k\u00f6y\u00fc terk edip Ankara\u2019ya g\u00f6\u00e7mesi ayn\u0131 y\u0131l oldu S\u00fcleyman\u2019\u0131n. Annesi Fadime b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fabeyinde kal\u0131yor, yaz aylar\u0131nda k\u00f6ye geldi\u011finde hem karde\u015flerini hem de anas\u0131n\u0131 doya doya g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Ankara\u2019ya gelmeden babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131 ziyarete gitti S\u00fcleyman, ondan helallik ald\u0131. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine ak\u0131tt\u0131 \u201cSenden sonra hi\u00e7bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde halaya durmad\u0131m baba.\u201d dedi \u201cT\u00f6vbe ettim. Olurda k\u0131z\u0131m olursa bir tek onun d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn halay \u00e7ekece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun da matemi b\u00f6yleydi. \u00c7ok severdi babas\u0131n\u0131. Karde\u015flerinin i\u00e7inde ona en \u00e7ok benzeyende oydu. S\u0131vac\u0131yd\u0131 S\u00fcleyman. \u0130n\u015faatlarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ki k\u0131z\u0131 oldu. B\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne Firdevs k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne Feride ismini koydu. Okuttu Firdevs\u2019i. Ele g\u00fcne muhta\u00e7 etmedi. Giymedi giydirdi, yemedi yedirdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131vac\u0131 paras\u0131yla en iyi dershanelere g\u00f6nderip \u00f6\u011fretmen etti. Firdevs\u2019in tayini Mu\u015f Varto\u2019da bir ilkokula \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. D\u00f6rd\u00fc birlikte gitti Varto’ya. Kar\u0131s\u0131 Emine’yle birlikte bir ay yan\u0131nda kald\u0131lar k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n. O zamanlar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131zlar\u0131 Feride hen\u00fcz okula ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden aceleleri yoktu. Bir s\u00fcre sonra bakt\u0131lar ki, Firdevs\u2019in yeri rahat, arkada\u015flar\u0131 iyi, \u00e7evre ve \u00f6\u011fretmenler birbirine sayg\u0131l\u0131 ve birbirine yard\u0131mc\u0131 oluyor bir ay sonra k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 aln\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcp geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcler Ankara\u2019ya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l boyunca yaz tatilinde Firdevs geldi Ankara\u2019ya. Gelmedi\u011fi aylar d\u00fczenli olarak para g\u00f6nderirdi babas\u0131na. Okul d\u00f6neminde hemen her g\u00fcn telefonla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrlerdi. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131l\u0131n sonu yine Firdevs arad\u0131 \u201cBaba, bu s\u0131ralar i\u015fim \u00e7ok. M\u00fcfetti\u015f gelecekmi\u015f. Bu y\u00fczden s\u0131k s\u0131k arayamam merak etmeyesin\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlay\u0131\u015fla kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 S\u00fcleyman \u201cTamam\u201d dedi \u201c\u0130yi ol yeter. Gerisi \u00f6nemli de\u011fil.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6nce haftada bir aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131 Firdevs, sonra iki haftada bir. Gittik\u00e7e seyrekle\u015fiyordu aramas\u0131. Konu\u015ftuklar\u0131nda \u201cBen iyiyim baba\u201d diyordu \u201cSak\u0131n merak etme, geleyim falan da deme. \u0130\u015flerimiz yo\u011fun o kadar.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ayda S\u00fcleyman\u2019\u0131 Kaymakam arad\u0131. Firdevs\u2019ten bahsetti, onu meth etti. Firdevs\u2019in \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan ve ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 bir \u00f6\u011fretmen oldu\u011funu ve bu y\u00fczden k\u0131z\u0131na plaket verilece\u011fini, m\u00fcmk\u00fcnse il\u00e7eye gelmesini s\u00f6yledi. \u00c7ok sevindi S\u00fcleyman. Kar\u0131s\u0131na bile ne diyece\u011fini bilemedi. Kaymakam d\u00f6rt ki\u015filik bileti ayarlam\u0131\u015f ertesi g\u00fcn yola \u00e7\u0131kmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in istenilen saatte terminalde olmalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Varto’da ba\u015fta Kaymakam olmak \u00fczere kalabal\u0131k bir topluluk kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 S\u00fcleyman ve ailesini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fruca Devlet hastanesine gittiler. Hastaneyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ate\u015f d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc S\u00fcleyman\u2019\u0131n i\u00e7ine, kap\u0131dan i\u00e7eri girer girmez dizine vurdu \u201cEyvah\u201d dedi \u201cEyvah. Firdevs\u2019im. K\u0131nal\u0131 kekli\u011fim.\u201d Kaymakam ve il\u00e7e milli e\u011fitim m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc \u00e7ok ilgilenmi\u015f Firdevs\u2019le. Doktor, hastane her ne gerekiyorsa g\u00f6t\u00fcrmedikleri yer kalmam\u0131\u015f. Ama yemin ettirmi\u015f Firdevs \u201cSak\u0131n\u201d demi\u015f \u201cBabama bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeyin. \u00d6leceksem burada \u00f6leyim.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kansermi\u015f Firdevs. \u00dc\u00e7 ay i\u00e7inde v\u00fccudunu yiyip bitirmi\u015f. Arkada\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7ok yalvarm\u0131\u015f ona babana haber edelim annene haber edelim gelip g\u00f6rs\u00fcnler diye ama y\u00fck olmak istememi\u015f Firdevs. \u00d6lece\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015f. \u0130\u00e7ine do\u011fmu\u015f \u201cBabam \u00e7ok \u00e7ekti. Bir y\u00fck daha \u00e7\u0131karmayay\u0131m. Beni hep iyi hat\u0131rlas\u0131n, iyi g\u00f6rs\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcnde.\u201d demi\u015f. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcn Varto\u2019da kalm\u0131\u015flar. Ertesi g\u00fcn Firdevs\u2019in cenazesiyle birlikte iki otob\u00fcs k\u00f6ye gitmi\u015fler. Mah\u015feri kalabal\u0131km\u0131\u015f mezarl\u0131k. Duyan gelmi\u015f. Duyan yanm\u0131\u015f. Duyan dizine vurmu\u015f \u201cBu nas\u0131l kader\u201d diye. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firdevs\u2019i tabuta koymadan \u00f6nce annesi yummu\u015f g\u00f6zlerini. Aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015f. Sarm\u0131\u015f sarmalay\u0131p tabuta koymu\u015flar. Babas\u0131 gelmi\u015f ba\u015fucuna. Son kez y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n. Aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015f, koklam\u0131\u015f. \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m\u201d demi\u015f \u201cYavrum. Kekli\u011fim. Hani d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc de oynayacakt\u0131m.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra tabutu k\u00f6y meydan\u0131na getirmi\u015fler. Ahali toplanm\u0131\u015f meydana. K\u00f6y\u00fcn davul ve zurnac\u0131s\u0131 belirmi\u015f \u00e7e\u015fmenin ba\u015f\u0131na. Yan\u0131k bir ses. Yan\u0131k bir hava. Kollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f S\u00fcleyman. Ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f tek ba\u015f\u0131na halaya durmaya. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYavrum\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f S\u00fcleyman. Ku\u015flar u\u00e7u\u015fmu\u015f, \u00e7e\u015fmeler kurumu\u015f, S\u00fcleyman’\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bir han\u00e7er saplanm\u0131\u015f. \u201cKuzum» diye ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f S\u00fcleyman «Firdevs\u2019im. K\u0131nal\u0131 kekli\u011fim. S\u00f6z vermi\u015ftim sana. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnde oynayacakt\u0131m kaderimde tabutunun ba\u015f\u0131nda oynamak varm\u0131\u015f. G\u00fcle g\u00fcle k\u0131z\u0131m. G\u00fcl g\u00fcle k\u0131nal\u0131 kekli\u011fim.»<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6yl\u00fcler araya girecek olmu\u015f. Kollar\u0131ndan tutacak olmu\u015f. Dinlememi\u015f S\u00fcleyman. Tek ba\u015f\u0131na halaya devam etmi\u015f «Ben» demi\u015f «Babay\u0131m. K\u0131z babas\u0131y\u0131m. Babalar k\u0131z\u0131na verdi\u011fi s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tutarlar.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Veli Bayrak<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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