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(Fazilova (R\u0259himova) Nuran\u0259 Rafail q\u0131z\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam olsun, \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucum. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun B\u00f6y\u00fck Allaha ki, sizl\u0259rl\u0259 daha bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f pay\u0131 qism\u0259timiz oldu. S\u00f6hb\u0259timizin \u0259sas qay\u0259si, m\u0259qs\u0259d-m\u0259ram\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat \u00fcfiql\u0259rind\u0259 yenic\u0259 parlama\u011fa ba\u015flayan, ziyas\u0131ndan h\u0259m dan\u0131n s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259sini, h\u0259m d\u0259 q\u00fcrubun bitm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin eyni d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 nur al\u0131b, h\u0259nirtisin\u0259 isin\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri ziyadar\u0131 sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim etm\u0259kdir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Lakin s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flamazdan \u0259vv\u0259l bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 toxunma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bildim. \u018fslind\u0259 bu yeni m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyil. \u201cYazarlar v\u0259 yaz\u0131lar\u201d, \u201cT\u0259ran\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259din Toru\u201d, \u201c\u00c7a\u011fda\u015f \u00f6rn\u0259k yazarlar\u201d v\u0259 dig\u0259r yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan, m\u00fcasir yazarlardan s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259clisl\u0259rin \u00e7oxunda bu bar\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259yi daim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bilmi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259, y\u0259ni Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 q\u0131sa m\u00fcnasib\u0259t bildirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Hal-haz\u0131rda tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131n\u0131 iki m\u00fcxt\u0259lif bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131ndan q\u0131sa d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirs\u0259k, bel\u0259 bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 il\u0259 rasatla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. M\u00fcasirimiz olan, art\u0131q kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6lk\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259tta onun h\u00fcdudlar\u0131ndan k\u0259narda kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259slin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri. M\u00fcst\u0259qillik d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ilk ill\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131nma\u011fa ba\u015flayanlar v\u0259 art\u0131q tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015flar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259n yazma\u011fa ba\u015flayanlar v\u0259 m\u00fcst\u0259qillik d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 onlara qo\u015fulmu\u015f g\u0259ncl\u0259r d\u0259 daxil olmaqla bir qrup yazarlar da var ki, onlar\u0131n yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n keyfiyy\u0259tind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq tan\u0131nmayanlar v\u0259 ya olduqca m\u0259hdud \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131nanlar. Bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin bir t\u0259r\u0259fi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin ikinci maraql\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fi m\u0259hz bu t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259nin formala\u015fmas\u0131nda m\u00fch\u00fcm rol oynay\u0131r. Yuxar\u0131da \u00fc\u00e7 qrupda t\u0259snifatla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yazarlar\u0131 indi \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 iki \u0259sas qrupa b\u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rik. Birinci \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u00e7\u0131lar, yazarlar, \u0259n az\u0131 m\u0259tbuatla az-\u00e7ox \u0259laq\u0259si olan \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259r aras\u0131nda, yetkin \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259 formala\u015fan q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131, ikinci is\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyatla he\u00e7 bir \u0259laq\u0259si, he\u00e7 filoloji t\u0259hsili d\u0259\u00a0 olmayan, he\u00e7 bir \u0259d\u0259bi \u0259hat\u0259si olmayan, olduqca m\u00fcxt\u0259lif pe\u015f\u0259 sahibl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t yazarlar qrupu. Onlar\u0131n n\u0259, hans\u0131 keyfiyy\u0259td\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq bu iki m\u00fch\u00fcm amil yazarlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z t\u0259sirini g\u00f6st\u0259rir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yib, \u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259 dayanan \u0259sas m\u0259qs\u0259di m\u0259hz bu t\u0259siri azaltma\u011fa xidm\u0259t etm\u0259kd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir. \u00c7\u00fcnki, sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259yim \u00e7ox istedadl\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131, s\u00f6z mucidi, s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 z\u0259rg\u0259r d\u0259qiqliyi, c\u0259rrah h\u0259ssasl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 davranan\u00a0 Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131 da ixtisasca h\u0259kim olmasa\u0131na baxmayaraq, art\u0131q m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir auditoriyaya sahib \u015fair kimi tan\u0131nma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b. Onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l ist\u0259rdim ki, h\u0259yat yoluna q\u0131sa bir n\u0259z\u0259r salaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

QISA ARAYI\u015e:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fazilova (R\u0259himova) Nuran\u0259 Rafail q\u0131z\u0131 1981-ci ild\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7ay rayonunda d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi burda bitirdikd\u0259n sonra , Odlar Yurdu Universitetinin \u201cm\u00fcalic\u0259 i\u015fi\u201d fak\u00fclt\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259bul olmu\u015fdur.2007-ci ild\u0259n ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7ay Rayon M\u0259rk\u0259zi X\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda h\u0259kim v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

  \u018fd\u0259bi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131ndan ba\u015flayaraq, tez-tez rayon v\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b t\u0259dbirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etmi\u015fdir. \u015eeirl\u0259ri m\u00fct\u0259madi olaraq Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcsl\u00fcy\u0259 \u201cMilliyy\u0259t\u201d q\u0259zeti, \u201cHerba-flora\u201d,  \u201cYazarlar\u201d  jurnallar\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr. 2016-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 T\u0259hsil Nazirliyinin t\u0259\u015fkil etdiyi \u201cKi\u00e7ik ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faqlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259sr, n\u0259zm v\u0259 dram \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri\u201d m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sind\u0259 4-c\u00fc yer\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, qalib \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitabda 18 \u015feiri \u00e7ap olunmu\u015f, m\u0259kt\u0259b kitabxanalar\u0131na paylanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 2018-ci ild\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7ay rayonunda t\u0259\u015fkil olunmu\u015f \u201cBeyn\u0259lxalq Nar Festival\u0131nda\u201d nara h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f \u015feir m\u00fcsbiq\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cG\u00f6y\u00e7ay\u0131n nar\u0131\u201d \u015feiri il\u0259 i\u015ftirak etmi\u015f, 3-c\u00fc yerl\u0259 m\u00fckafatland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 2021 -ci ild\u0259 \u00e7apa haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f \u201dH\u0259kiml\u0259rin s\u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131\u201d kitab\u0131nda 10 \u015feiri il\u0259 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda yer alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 2021-ci ild\u0259 \u201cG\u0259lirik Qaraba\u011f\u201d poeziya antologiyas\u0131 kitab\u0131nda 13 \u015feir v\u0259 \u201cKiml\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131 d\u00fcnya\u201d, \u201cNizami G\u0259nc\u0259vi \u2013 880\u201d antologiyas\u0131nda 15 \u015feiri d\u0259rc olunmu\u015fdur.  \u201cH\u0259yat bizi s\u0259sl\u0259\u0131yir\u201d  anologiyas\u0131nda yer alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 15.04.2021 tarixind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan K\u00fctl\u0259vi \u0130nformasiya Vasit\u0259l\u0259ri \u0130\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri H\u0259mkarlar \u0130ttifaq\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d media m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131 olmu\u015fdur. Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131 eyni zamanda K\u0130V  t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u201cF\u0259xri \u015fair\u201d diplomuna layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxar\u0131da sadalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m obyektiv v\u0259 subyektiv s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n qaynaqlanaraq yaranan t\u0259q\u0259q\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259 v\u0259 qrupla\u015fmalar\u0131n aradan qald\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131nda, bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmasa bel\u0259 \u0259n az\u0131ndan n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259rin x\u0259fifl\u0259\u015fdirilm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00f6z t\u00f6hf\u0259sini ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k yegan\u0259 vasit\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z, he\u00e7 bir \u0259lav\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259d g\u00fcdm\u0259y\u0259n, ilham m\u0259nb\u0259yi, qayna\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z olan \u0259d\u0259bi t\u0259nqid ola bil\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259k \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259. Kimdir?  N\u0259d\u0259n yaz\u0131r, Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131? \u015eair haqq\u0131nda q\u0131sa aray\u0131\u015fdan da g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck ki, C\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 formala\u015fm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 ya bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n bu c\u00fcr t\u0259qdim olunan  \u201c\u0259lind\u0259 bir pe\u015f\u0259si olmayan \u015fairlikd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u201d fikrinin \u0259ksin\u0259 olaraq g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck ki, Nuran\u0259 xan\u0131m \u0259n vacib v\u0259 bel\u0259 dem\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259 prestijli pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n birinin sahibi \u2013 h\u0259kimdir. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn reall\u0131qlar\u0131na baxsaq \u201cba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa vaxt\u0131 yoxdur\u2026\u201d, ancaq \u015feir yazma\u011fa zaman ay\u0131ra bilir. Y\u0259ni \u0259slind\u0259 \u015feir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yazd\u0131raraq, h\u0259kimin vaxt\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r. Onu yor\u011fun i\u015f saatlar\u0131ndan sonra gec\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 yatma\u011fa qoymur, q\u0259lbini s\u0131zlad\u0131r, ruhunu titr\u0259dir, misra-misra do\u011fulur, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, qay\u011f\u0131-diqq\u0259t t\u0259l\u0259b edir. Onu incidir, yorur… S\u0259hif\u0259-s\u0259hif\u0259, kitab-kitab h\u0259kim olmu\u015f adam\u0131 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z, misra-misra \u015fair edir. Bu taled\u0259n qa\u00e7maq m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc?! B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 v\u0259 tam \u0259minlikl\u0259 bu suala bel\u0259 cavab verir\u0259m ki, xeyr, bu \u0259sla m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Ruha hopmu\u015f k\u0259lm\u0259-k\u0259lm\u0259 \u015feir, b\u0259tn\u0259 damla olaraq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f d\u00f6l, k\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 damc\u0131-damc\u0131 dolmu\u015f su kimidir. O, \u00f6z m\u0259qam\u0131nda m\u00fctl\u0259q z\u00fchur etm\u0259lidir. Dem\u0259li, bel\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirik ki, \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131n, \u015fair olma\u011f\u0131n bu h\u0259kim xan\u0131ma g\u0259tirdiyi b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tl\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259hrumiyy\u0259tl\u0259r m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi yegan\u0259 m\u0259nf\u0259\u0259t k\u00f6n\u00fcl rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruh sakitliyidir. Sizc\u0259 bu \u0259zab-\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rmi? \u018fg\u0259r bu q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcxt\u0259lif pe\u015f\u0259 sahibl\u0259ri \u00f6zl\u0259rinin, ail\u0259l\u0259rinin ruzisini qazanaraq, g\u00fcnd\u0259lik ke\u00e7iml\u0259rini sa\u011flad\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 ikinci a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli bir i\u015fin alt\u0131na girib \u0259lav\u0259 \u00f6hd\u0259likl\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259rs\u0259,dem\u0259l,i burada bir hikm\u0259t var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nur\u0259n\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131qlar\u0131na q\u0131sa bir n\u0259z\u0259r yetir\u0259k. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u201cM\u0259n\u0259m!<\/strong>\u201d \u015feiri bax el\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ev var ki, uzaqlarda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

hasar\u0131 yox, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259ri yox.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259ni, n\u0259 ged\u0259ni,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 qalan bir n\u0259f\u0259ri yox.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n, bu s\u0259madan,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu h\u0259yatdan x\u0259b\u0259ri yox<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

toz basm\u0131\u015f, kif\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       h\u0259m\u0259n o otaq m\u0259n\u0259m<\/em><\/strong>…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu misralar\u0131 \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259 se\u00e7m\u0259dim. Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oxucusuna t\u0259qdim etdiyi \u201cm\u0259n\u201d<\/strong> bu n\u00fcmun\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Bu misralarda m\u00fc\u0259llifin t\u0259qdim etdiyi \u201cm\u0259n\u201d <\/strong>ilk bax\u015fda bir \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259slind\u0259 bu bel\u0259 deyil. Bu \u201cm\u0259n\u201d<\/strong>  diqq\u0259tsiz misra, d\u0259rc olunmam\u0131\u015f \u015feir, t\u0259nha f\u0259rd, ucqar k\u0259nd, oxunmam\u0131\u015f kitab, tikilm\u0259mi\u015f ev, uzun ill\u0259rdir yanmayan soba v\u0259 s. v\u0259 i.a. uzanaraq, sicill\u0259m\u0259 bir siyah\u0131 yarada bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 ya dig\u0259r bir misala n\u0259z\u0259r salaq. \u201cBir az s\u0259ssizlik, bir az s\u0259nsizlik<\/strong>\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirind\u0259 Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131 yen\u0259 yuxar\u0131da toxundu\u011fumuz b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7\u0131r. \u015eairin ifad\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259qiq olmas\u0131 onun d\u0259qiqlik v\u0259 h\u0259ssasl\u0131q t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n pe\u015f\u0259sind\u0259n qaynaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k olar. Ancaq yen\u0259 v\u0259 yen\u0259 arzu, ist\u0259kl\u0259ri n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rdil\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259 onlar ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00fcmumidir. Y\u0259ni  \u015fair Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 yaln\u0131z  h\u0259kim Fazilova (R\u0259himova) Nuran\u0259 Rafail q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 narahat edib, onun \u015f\u0259xsin\u0259 aid m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r kimi xarakteriz\u0259 etm\u0259k b\u00f6y\u00fck yaln\u0131\u015fl\u0131q olard\u0131. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 arzu v\u0259 ist\u0259kl\u0259rin xalq\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f, h\u0259r g\u00fcn onlarla ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olub, ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z onlar\u0131n da d\u0259rdl\u0259ri il\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n bir lo\u011fman\u0131n, t\u0259bibin uca Yaradandan \u00fcmumi t\u0259v\u0259qqesi kimi s\u0259sl\u0259nir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay ist\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        yan\u0131nda da limonu.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259nd par\u00e7as\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                 bir ka\u011f\u0131z, bir q\u0259l\u0259m<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  c\u0131zmaqara edim onu\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259ssalam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

              m\u0259n\u0259 bu da yet\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259lik!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn batar, ay do\u011far,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

           bir az s\u0259ssizlik, bir az s\u0259nsizlik\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fg\u0259r  \u015fairin \u201d <\/em><\/strong>Birc\u0259 s\u0259n yoxsan d\u00fcnyamda\u201d <\/strong>adl\u0131 \u015feirin\u0259 diqq\u0259t yetirs\u0259k, \u201cBir az s\u0259ssizlik, bir az s\u0259nsizlik<\/strong>\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feird\u0259ki fikirl\u0259rin davam etdiyini, sonsuz m\u0259n\u0259vi ehtiaclar\u0131n \u00f6d\u0259nm\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn maddi al\u0259min g\u00fccs\u00fcz qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015feyim var..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 salma\u011fa evim-oca\u011f\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b yatma\u011fa k\u00fcnc\u00fcm-buca\u011f\u0131m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Halal z\u0259hm\u0259t il\u0259 rahat \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir kitab yazacaq odlu \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 s\u0259n yoxsan d\u00fcnyamda,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131z arzumdasan, yaln\u0131z x\u00fclyamda\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015feyim var\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131m, mirvarim, incim-s\u0259d\u0259fim,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fqid\u0259m, iman\u0131m, y\u00f6n\u00fcm, h\u0259d\u0259fim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 duran Allah\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n sabah\u0131m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 s\u0259n yoxsan d\u00fcnyamda,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

             he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 yad g\u0259lir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 s\u0259n yoxsan d\u00fcnyamda,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 s\u0259n yoxsan dey\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                               da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r d\u00fcnyam da\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n  kim olub, n\u0259d\u0259n nec\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 <\/strong>a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131qda daha ayd\u0131n g\u00f6rnr. D\u00fcnyan\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n pandemiya \u015f\u0259raitind\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259rin fiziki, zehni v\u0259 h\u0259m\u00e7inin d\u0259 duy\u011fu y\u00fck\u00fcnun n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r artd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oluruq. Bu yerd\u0259 qeyd edim ki, Nuran\u0259 xan\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259liyin a\u015fkarland\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n A\u011fda\u015f Pandemiya M\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 ezam olunaraq Covid -19 virusuna yoluxmu\u015f x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 stasionar h\u0259kim kimi yorulmadan xidm\u0259t edir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Kimi cavan, kimi qoca,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            kimi  k\u00f6rp\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Bir havan\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

               bir n\u0259f\u0259sin sora\u011f\u0131nda.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Gec\u0259l\u0259ri sakit-s\u0259ssiz<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  <\/em><\/strong>x\u0259st\u0259xana ota\u011f\u0131nda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         S\u00fcbh\u0259 kimi c\u0131r\u0131ldayan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                         bax h\u0259m\u0259n o,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                               yataq m\u0259n\u0259m!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

     B\u0259li, m\u0259hz v\u0259zif\u0259 borcunu yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259lav\u0259, s\u00fcbh\u0259 kimi uyumayan, narahat x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin yerin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qoymaq, \u0259sl vicdanl\u0131 h\u0259kim, duyarl\u0131 \u015fair \u00fcr\u0259yinin bariz n\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259sidi!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     Nuran\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fina geni\u015f n\u0259z\u0259r salsaq onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda zaman-zaman, torpa\u011f\u0131na, yurduna ba\u011fl\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      El\u0259 ki, m\u0259n boy atd\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

      yeridim add\u0131m-add\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Anam tutub \u0259limd\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  bu da\u015f\u0131, bu torpa\u011f\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  bu otu, bu yarpa\u011f\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  q\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m oca\u011f\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       G\u00f6st\u0259rib V\u0259t\u0259n deyib!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6vlad\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, Ana:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

        B\u00f6y\u00fc, boy at, ad\u0131n-san\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     qoy yay\u0131ls\u0131n eld\u0259n-el\u0259!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       S\u0259n do\u011fmusan h\u0259yat\u0131ma,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

              d\u0259rdim yoxdu g\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       \u00f6ls\u0259m bel\u0259, \u00f6ls\u0259m bel\u0259!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

  <\/em><\/strong>B\u0259z\u0259n  s\u0259s-k\u00fcyd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan q\u0259l\u0259m sahibi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay ist\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                            yan\u0131nda da limonu.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Bir q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259nd par\u00e7as\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   bir ka\u011f\u0131z, bir q\u0259l\u0259m<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                           c\u0131zmaqara  edim onu!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         V\u0259ssalam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                      m\u0259n\u0259 bu da yet\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259lik!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

          G\u00fcn batar, ay do\u011far…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                bir az s\u0259ssizlik, bir az s\u0259nsizlik…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   <\/em><\/strong>H\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259kim, h\u0259rd\u0259n  x\u0259st\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

         A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259ti yox,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                dad\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b, tam\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        D\u00fcnyada adam qalm\u0131y\u0131b,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  sonuncu adam\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        Gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxum da qa\u00e7aq,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k g\u0259lir cana,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        El\u0259 hey d\u00f6n\u00fcb, dururam<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    g\u00f6z\u00fcm dikilir tavana.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri \u00e7almaz qap\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

             n\u0259 qon\u015fum var, n\u0259 qona\u011f\u0131m<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        \u00d6z evimd\u0259 d\u0259fn olmu\u015fam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                 da\u015f m\u0259zar\u0131m, da\u015f ota\u011f\u0131m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        Qurda-qu\u015fa ehtiyac yox,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                             \u00f6z i\u00e7im \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yeyir!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        M\u0259n deyir\u0259m, kefim yoxdu!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        H\u0259kiml\u0259r, depresiya deyir…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atas\u0131n\u0131n itkisi il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmayan  \u00f6vlad:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

       Bu ayr\u0131l\u0131q uzun oldu, bitm\u0259di…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       \u018fzray\u0131la x\u0259b\u0259r sald\u0131m, yetm\u0259di!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       N\u0259 s\u0259n g\u0259ldin…N\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n getm\u0259di.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

  <\/em><\/strong>Dost yolunda can qoyan, etibarl\u0131 dost:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

        S\u0259daq\u0259t \u00f6rp\u0259yi, etibar \u0259yni,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       Deyim, pozulmas\u0131n dostun eyni.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       Ba\u015f qoyub g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 yar\u0131m\u0131n\u00e7iyni,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

       \u00d6lm\u0259y\u0259 dostumun quca\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyadan \u00fcz \u00e7evirib, Tanr\u0131ya \u00fcz tutan filosof:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

           \u018fzab \u00e7\u0259kir i\u00e7imd\u0259ki d\u0259li ruh,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

           Bil\u0259mmir\u0259m n\u0259 savabd\u0131, n\u0259 g\u00fcnah?!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

           A\u00e7 g\u00f6yl\u0259rin qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131n biryolluq,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

           Bulud qoymur s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm, ay Allah!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259bi\u0259t a\u015fiqi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Bax\u0131b s\u0259rv boyuna, \u015fux duru\u015funa,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Lap heyran olmu\u015fam adi da\u015f\u0131na.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Dumandan \u00f6rp\u0259yin at\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Mat qald\u0131m da\u011flar\u0131n ism\u0259tin\u0259 m\u0259n!.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   <\/em><\/strong>H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 u\u015faq kimi saf, z\u0259rif bir qad\u0131n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

         M\u0259n\u0259 bir az na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015f,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

               b\u0259dheyb\u0259tin saray\u0131ndan.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         B\u0259xtim\u0259 yaman az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

               n\u0259n\u0259min no\u011ful pay\u0131ndan.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xt el\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    pisl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259k sonda dara!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259, u\u015faq kimi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        inan\u0131ram na\u011f\u0131llara…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Duy\u011fular\u0131m, ist\u0259kl\u0259rim<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

              darma-duman, qarma-qar\u0131\u015f.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

          Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoyum dizin\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     m\u0259n\u0259 bir az na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015f!..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

obrazlar\u0131na rast g\u0259lm\u0259k olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz i\u015finin ustas\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259kar h\u0259kim, h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259ni bir-bir ruhunun s\u00fczg\u0259cind\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259n sevimli \u015fair Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n uzun v\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli bir yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q yolunun ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131nda oldu\u011funa, onun bir-birind\u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli s\u0259n\u0259t \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri ortaya qoyaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131r\u0131q. Y\u0259ni onun b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi, h\u0259yat\u0131, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131dad\u0131r. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259siz ki, bu bel\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu da qeyd edim ki, m\u0259n bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 \u201cKredo\u201d q\u0259zetinin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti say\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazark\u0259n Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n  \u201c<\/em><\/strong>H\u0259kiml\u0259r depresiya deyir…<\/em><\/strong>\u201d<\/em><\/strong> adl\u0131 ilk \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131 art\u0131q n\u0259\u015fr \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlan\u0131r. Kitab \u00e7ap olunana q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259zetimizin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti saylar\u0131nda Nuran\u0259 Rafailq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lbl\u0259ri riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259sini diqq\u0259tiniz\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259yik. Nuran\u0259 xan\u0131ma yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn dig\u0259r f\u0259aliyy\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 u\u011furlar arzu edirik. U\u011furlar\u0131n\u0131z bol olsun, Nuran\u0259 xan\u0131m! Sona q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t oldu\u011funuza g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcrl\u0259r! Sa\u011f olun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

24.07.2021. \u2013 Bak\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cYazarlar\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru,<\/strong> \u015fair-publisist<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Fazilova (R\u0259himova) Nuran\u0259 Rafail q\u0131z\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda) Salam olsun, \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucum. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun B\u00f6y\u00fck Allaha ki, sizl\u0259rl\u0259 daha bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f pay\u0131 qism\u0259timiz oldu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":43938,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbi-dusunclr","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=43935"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43935\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43939,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43935\/revisions\/43939"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/43938"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=43935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=43935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=43935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}