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Zaur Ustac<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYazarlar\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru, \u015fair \u2013 publisist<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

16.08.2021. \u2013 Bak\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

…\u018fsg\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259liyind\u0259n s\u0259tirl\u0259r…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam olsun, \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucum! \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun b\u00f6y\u00fck Allaha! Daha bir v\u0259sil\u0259 il\u0259 sizl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k qism\u0259t oldu. \u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259  televiziya kanallar\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri olaraq \u201cD\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259yim v\u0259 son g\u00fcnl\u0259r ba\u015f ver\u0259n hadis\u0259l\u0259r bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n yaranmas\u0131na, sonucda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cD\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl\u201dl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 e\u015fitdiyim c\u00fcml\u0259 tam olaraq bel\u0259 idi:- \u201c…onun son d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yeri D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl olub…\u201d  D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl, D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl\u2026 D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 igid -\u0259r o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n son d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yeri, son m\u0259nzili, son \u00fcnvan\u0131 olub v\u0259 uzun ill\u0259rdir bu bel\u0259 qalmaqdad\u0131r. . .  M\u0259lumunuz olsun  ki, son g\u00fcnl\u0259r  h\u0259l\u0259 I Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 itkin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259 o vaxt  tan\u0131nmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn  \u201cNam\u0259lum\u201d ad\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259fn olunmu\u015f d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rimizin siyah\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bir daha d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirilm\u0259si, \u201cnam\u0259lum\u201dlar\u0131n tan\u0131nmas\u0131 yolunda m\u00fch\u00fcm i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr. M\u0259nim qulaq m\u00fcsafiri oldu\u011fum s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u0259 m\u0259hz bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl (40\u00b019\u203214\u2033 \u015fm. e. 46\u00b041\u203229\u2033 \u015f. u.) ist\u0259r 2016 \u2013c\u0131 il Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 II Qarba\u011f \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259si zaman\u0131 ad\u0131 daha \u00e7ox hallanan \u00c7ayl\u0131, Tal\u0131\u015f, Suqovu\u015fan<\/strong>  istiqam\u0259tind\u0259, onlardan sonra T\u0259p\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259  deyil, G\u00fcl\u00fcstan, Ball\u0131qaya \u2013 Murova t\u0259r\u0259f, y\u0259ni Suqovu\u015fandan sonra \u00e7ayq\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 getdikd\u0259 sa\u011f (Goranboy) t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 s\u0131x me\u015f\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fckl\u00fc da\u011fl\u0131q \u0259razid\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f ki\u00e7ik bir ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sidir<\/strong>. Daha \u00e7ox yaylaq yerin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r. Buna baxmayaraq bir ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259bird\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da var. Evl\u0259r \u0259sas\u0259n \u201cfinski\u201d dediyimiz taxta evl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir. (B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu m\u0259lumatlar art\u0131q ke\u00e7mi\u015f zamanda q\u0259bul edilm\u0259lidir.) Tale el\u0259 g\u0259tirib ki, bu yerl\u0259ri  h\u0259m yayda (iyul 1993), h\u0259m d\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda (fevral 1994) ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259t olub. 1994-c\u00fc ilin fevral ay\u0131nda bu ki\u00e7ik ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sini (D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl v\u0259 ya D\u0259st\u0259gir) k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131lardan t\u0259hvil al\u0131b, motoat\u0131c\u0131 b\u00f6lm\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qoruyub  saxlam\u0131\u015f b\u00f6lm\u0259nin t\u0259rkibind\u0259 qulluq etmi\u015f\u0259m. Olduqca ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fli h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bu hiss\u0259sinin  m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259qamlar\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mda h\u0259m n\u0259srd\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 n\u0259zmd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc zaman-zaman g\u00f6st\u0259rib v\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n el\u0259 bu yaz\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Milli Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131  M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimov haqq\u0131nda olan (son g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 b\u0259dxahlar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n m\u0259qal\u0259si vikipediyadan silinmi\u015f) \u201cOriyentir Ulduzu\u201d kitab\u0131ndan bir hiss\u0259ni sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim edib, sonra s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz\u0259 davam etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m: — \u201cB\u0259s, bu da\u011flardak\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259d\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdir torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n igid-\u0259r \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rini n\u0259 vaxt y\u0131\u011f\u0131b m\u0259nzilin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131raca\u011f\u0131q??? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259- d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259 boyu da<\/em><\/strong>\u011f<\/em><\/strong>lara baxd\u0131. \u0130ndi onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da\u011flara zill\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, da\u011flar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda da n\u0259 oldu\u011funu g\u00fcn kimi ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 Halbuki<\/em><\/strong> <\/em><\/strong>o, he\u00e7 \u00c7ayl\u0131da da olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma postdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r kimi o, da bilirdi ki, d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259, da\u015f\u0131 da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 qalmayan, bu<\/em><\/strong> <\/em><\/strong>k\u0259nd \u00c7ayl\u0131d\u0131. Ad\u0131ndan da g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi vaxt\u0131nda \u00e7ox s\u0259fal\u0131, axarl\u0131-baxarl\u0131 k\u0259nd olub. D\u0259r\u0259 boyunca da\u011flara \u2013 Tal\u0131\u015fa t\u0259t\u0259f \u2013 qalxanda, G\u00fcl\u00fcstan, birinci g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n da\u011f\u0131 a\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra Madagiz, sonra h\u0259r yerd\u0259 g\u00f6lq\u0131ra\u011f\u0131, \u00e7ayq\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc G\u00fcnbatana sa\u011f tayla, da\u011f c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131 il\u0259 gedib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan yol ayr\u0131c\u0131na, ayr\u0131c d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259di, k\u00f6hn\u0259 ferma binas\u0131 da var d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259. Ferman\u0131n yan\u0131nda da\u011f yolu il\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n iki saat dolama yollarla sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qalxsan, D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcld\u00fc. D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcld\u0259 q\u0131\u015fda qar dizd\u0259n olsa da d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259ki bula\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda art\u0131q Fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n ortalar\u0131nda qar\u0131n, buzun i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131r. O, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin qurusu indi d\u0259 postdak\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259ft\u0259r- kitablar\u0131n aras\u0131nda durur, t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259rm\u0259yinc\u0259 u\u015faqlar atmaq ist\u0259mirl\u0259r.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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    Sonra yen\u0259 M\u00fcbariz\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f \u201c\u015e\u0259hid haqq\u0131\u201d adl\u0131 bir \u015feird\u0259;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bir \u0259sg\u0259r k\u0259m\u0259rinin toqqas\u0131can yoxuq biz,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u0130ll\u0259rdi ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259yir; ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ne\u00e7\u0259 yaz,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Deyir: \u2013 \u201cG\u0259l bu \u015f\u0259hid\u0259 bir quruca m\u0259zar qaz\u201d,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bu q\u0259d\u0259r bivec ata, ya<\/em><\/strong> <\/em><\/strong>da ki, qarda\u015f olmaz\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Vallah, atam-qarda\u015f\u0131m bundan vacib i\u015f olmaz\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    H\u0259r \u015feyi y\u00fckl\u0259mi\u015fik, Laz\u0131m b\u0259yin belin\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Zal\u0131m o\u011flu zal\u0131m da q\u00fcvv\u0259t verib dilin\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    He\u00e7 kims\u0259 raz\u0131 olmaz, bir qu\u015f s\u0259k\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    B\u0259s bu da\u011flarda yatan g\u00fcl balalar kimindi?!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Ay \u2013 ulduzlu toqqalar, qumqumalar kimindi?!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    D\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 ad\u0131m\u0131z,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Qundaqlara qaz\u0131l\u0131, sezilm\u0259y\u0259n ay-ulduz,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Ni\u015fan durub, g\u00f6zl\u0259yir; bird\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r yolumuz,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    G\u0259lin, o ni\u015fanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn yolda qoymayaq\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bu i\u015fi, bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259k, sabaha saxlamayaq\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bu i\u015fin bir yolu var, g\u00f6st\u0259ribdi M\u00fcbariz!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Torpaq bizim V\u0259t\u0259ns\u0259,  d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259lidi izimiz.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    B\u0259sdir b\u0259han\u0259 etdik, ba\u011flan\u0131bd\u0131 yol-iriz.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u00d6rn\u0259kd\u0259n, ibr\u0259t al\u0131b, c\u00fcml\u0259miz co\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131q!!!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Tikanl\u0131 m\u0259ftill\u0259ri bu g\u00fcn biz a\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131q!!!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    D\u0259li bilirl\u0259r bizi, do\u011fruldaq ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Dost \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k, tan\u0131yaq yad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u0130ll\u0259rdir su vermi\u015fik, p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259k odumuzu,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bel\u0259 ya\u015famaq olmaz, bilm\u0259liyik ham\u0131m\u0131z!!!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    M\u00fcbariz ged\u0259n yolu, getm\u0259liyik ham\u0131m\u0131z!!!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    03.08.2019. Bak\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Daha sonra is\u0259 \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259zars\u0131z \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 ithaf etdiyim \u201cM\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sl\u0259r\u201d \u015feirind\u0259;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    M\u00dcQ\u018fDD\u018fSL\u018fR<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    (\u2026 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259zars\u0131z V\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6vladlar\u0131na ithaf olunur\u2026)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    S\u0259ng\u0259ri m\u0259zar\u0131 olan qarda\u015f\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bilinmir \u0259hval\u0131n s\u0259nin\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    D\u0259fnd\u0259n M\u0259ada B\u0259rz\u0259x deyirl\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    M\u0259chuldur durumun, m\u0259qam\u0131n s\u0259nin\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Silah\u0131n pas tutub, daha he\u00e7 atmaz,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    D\u0259bilq\u0259n g\u0259zs\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7\u0259km\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7 etm\u0259z,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    K\u0259m\u0259r yox olsa da, toqqan he\u00e7 itm\u0259z,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Qumquman olubdu kimliyin s\u0259nin\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u00dc\u00e7 r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcsl\u0259y\u0259n da\u011flar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    H\u0259r zirv\u0259 minl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidi a\u011flar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi q\u0259lbimi da\u011flar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Da\u011flar\u0131n a\u011f qar\u0131 k\u0259f\u0259nin s\u0259nin\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    * * *<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Zaur buz bulaqdan i\u00e7\u0259mm\u0259z daha,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s, d\u0259r\u0259mm\u0259z daha,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    A\u011f qar\u0131 tapday\u0131b, g\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259z daha,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Bu yurdun n\u0259yi var, \u00fcnvan\u0131n s\u0259nin\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    09.05.2021. \u2013 Bak\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcld\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim zaman-zaman \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015f, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif t\u0259zah\u00fcrl\u0259r  \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 biruz\u0259 ver\u0259r\u0259k, ka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan \u0259lav\u0259 h\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259  ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r \u201cBir par\u00e7a taxta v\u0259 ya a\u011f m\u0259l\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259fas\u0131\u201d \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259trafl\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259ksini tap\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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      Yuxar\u0131da t\u0259qdim etdiyim n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rin yaranmas\u0131nda \u0259sas bir epizodun rolu olub ki, o da bug\u00fcnk\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259\u015fdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 yazma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bildim. Dem\u0259li, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r qu\u015fba\u015f\u0131 qar ya\u011fa-ya\u011fa gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f  t\u0259yin olunmu\u015f yer\u0259  \u00e7at\u0131b m\u00f6vqeyi k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131lardan t\u0259hvil ald\u0131q. Komandir ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fcb postlar\u0131, kimin harada duraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, istirah\u0259t n\u00f6vb\u0259sinin harada dinc\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini, postda dayanma m\u00fcdd\u0259tini elan etdikd\u0259n sonra ham\u0131 t\u0259yin olunmu\u015f yerl\u0259r\u0259 getdi. M\u0259n istirah\u0259t ed\u0259n hey\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Tez istirah\u0259t ed\u0259n n\u00f6vb\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259yin olunmu\u015f ev\u0259 (Ki\u00e7ik giri\u015fd\u0259n v\u0259 iki p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259li bir otaqdan ibar\u0259t olan taxta ev idi, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r Goranboy t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.) daxil olduq. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259  g\u0259tirdiyimiz odeyallarla tutduq. Bir odun sobas\u0131 tap\u0131b qurduq v\u0259 turban\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na  vedr\u0259 ke\u00e7irdik ki, yananda q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n. Se\u00e7diyimiz ev da\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m yamac\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n bildiyimiz b\u00fct\u00fcn maskalanmak v\u0259 gizlilik t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259rin\u0259 riay\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. Art\u0131q zaman olaraq, gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli  ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r yan d\u00fcma\u011fappaq qar oldu\u011funa v\u0259 qara buludluq olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f dem\u0259k olar ki, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz kimi idi. \u0130stirah\u0259t ota\u011f\u0131  tam haz\u0131r idi. H\u0259tta \u00e7aydan da qaynad\u0131b, h\u0259m posta ged\u0259nl\u0259r, h\u0259m d\u0259 postdan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn isti \u015firin su haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Biz el\u0259 posta \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q ki, u\u015faqlardan (\u0259sg\u0259r R.E.-ni) birini hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyi il\u0259 marqaland\u0131qda m\u0259lum oldu ki,  \u0259sg\u0259r  dig\u0259r post -n\u00f6vb\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259yin olunduqlar\u0131  s\u0259ng\u0259ri qardan t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259n zaman lapatkas\u0131 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 ili\u015fir v\u0259 bu da lapatkan\u0131 qald\u0131randa g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n sars\u0131l\u0131r… Hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015fir… S\u0259ng\u0259ri  t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rin lapatkas\u0131 bizd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l o m\u00f6vqed\u0259 olub, \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f dig\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259rinin k\u0259m\u0259rin\u0259 ili\u015fibmi\u015f. Lapatkan\u0131 qald\u0131ran zaman is\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259n ortadan b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O vaxtlar, bizim \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 veril\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngli, ay ulduzlu aliminium toqqa v\u0259 d\u0259ri\u0259v\u0259zedicid\u0259n olan q\u0259hv\u0259yi k\u0259m\u0259r ayd\u0131n bilinirdi. Bundan \u0259lav\u0259 bayraql\u0131 \u201cbakinski\u201d forma v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 bizim \u0259sg\u0259r oldu\u011funu t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Biz \u0259v\u0259z olunana  q\u0259d\u0259r itkisiz-filans\u0131z  nizam-intizamla, b\u00fct\u00fcn qayda-qanunlara \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259r\u0259k (H\u0259l\u0259 bu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 x\u00fcsusi tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qla bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 k\u0259\u015ffiyyata ketm\u0259k, bundan \u0259lav\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259rdiyim \u2013 maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, fevral ay\u0131nda buzun i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 bula\u011fa suya getm\u0259k, \u0259rzaq g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131n  (\u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin) qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k kimi tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 da yerin\u0259 yetirirdik) sa\u011f-salamat dem\u0259k olar ki, D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcld\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lliba\u015fl\u0131 dinc\u0259ldik. Vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atanda g\u0259lib bizi \u0259v\u0259z etdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      G\u00dcND\u018fL\u0130KD\u018fN S\u018fT\u0130RL\u018fR:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

      08.02.1994 \u2013 ax\u015fam saat 11-d\u0259(23:00) komandir m\u0259ni postdan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rtd\u0131rd\u0131. 6 n\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 T\u0259p\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259\u015ffiyyata getdik. Tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirib,( 09.02. 1994) s\u0259h\u0259r saat 4 \u2013d\u0259 D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131q.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Biz \u0259v\u0259z olunduqdan  3-4 g\u00fcn sonra (bu hadis\u0259nin \u00f6z obyektiv v\u0259 subyektiv s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri olub) q\u0259fil h\u00fccumla dem\u0259k olar ki, bir-iki yaral\u0131 olaraq min-bir m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259 qurtulan v\u0259 qa\u00e7anlardan ba\u015fqa  bizi \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n b\u00f6lm\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259xsi hey\u0259tinin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Dem\u0259li, t\u0259kc\u0259 bu balaca (he\u00e7  yanda ad\u0131, x\u0259rit\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 izi-tozu olmayan) D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcld\u0259 h\u0259m ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 biz alana q\u0259d\u0259r  90-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimizin, h\u0259m d\u0259 1994-c\u00fc ilin fevral ay\u0131nda q\u0131sa bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 bizd\u0259 olan vaxt \u015f\u0259hid olanlarla birlikd\u0259 xeyli \u015f\u0259hidimizin n\u0259\u015fi qalmaqdad\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      G\u00f6r\u00fcn indi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bel\u0259 D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcll\u0259r var…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Xidm\u0259t m\u00fcdd\u0259timd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n i\u015f qalmasa da D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcl m\u0259nim d\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131ma x\u00fcsusi olaraq yaz\u0131l\u0131b.  G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n getm\u0259y\u0259n alt\u0131nda  gizl\u0259tdikl\u0259ri  m\u0259lum olan qarla dolu s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259r  v\u0259  bir d\u0259 ist\u0259diyim zaman bax\u0131b, toxuna bildiyim, h\u0259tta yeri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdiyim g\u00fcnd\u0259likl\u0259rin v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259 qopub itm\u0259k qorxusu il\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f  1994 \u2013 c\u00fc ilin fevral ay\u0131nda D\u0259st\u0259g\u00fcld\u0259 G\u00fcl\u00fcstan, Ball\u0131qaya istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259ki bulqdan  qar\u0131n- buzun i\u00e7ind\u0259n  y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin qurusu  m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ist\u0259nil\u0259n zaman astral s\u0259yah\u0259tl\u0259 reall\u0131q aras\u0131nda m\u00f6vcud olan bir d\u00fcnya qurur. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir ist\u0259k olub, q\u0259lbimin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q q\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda dinc\u0259ldiyim bu s\u0259fal\u0131 m\u0259kan\u0131 may ay\u0131n\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u0259k, \u0259srl\u0259rdir \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizn qan\u0131n\u0131 il\u0259 qidalan\u0131b, Bab\u0259kin azadl\u0131q sanca\u011f\u0131 kimi z\u00fchur ed\u0259n alq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lal\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rib, igid-\u0259r o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131 olmu\u015f s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0259rm\u0259k, d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir s\u0259sl\u0259 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259n \u201cB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259li bula\u011f\u201da ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn dig\u0259r arzular\u0131m kimi bu ist\u0259yim d\u0259 vaxt\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Allah b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259zarl\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259zars\u0131z \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. Siz d\u0259 sona q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t oldu\u011funuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

      Zaur Ustac \u201cYazarlar\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru, \u015fair \u2013 publisist 16.08.2021. \u2013 Bak\u0131. …\u018fsg\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259liyind\u0259n s\u0259tirl\u0259r… Salam olsun, \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucum! \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun b\u00f6y\u00fck Allaha!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":45724,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45718"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45725,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45718\/revisions\/45725"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/45724"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}