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H\u0130KM\u018fT SAB\u0130RO\u011eLU<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Redaksiyadan: Hikm\u0259t Sabiro\u011flunun \u015eu\u015faya getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn 20 il \u00f6nc\u0259 taksi tutdu\u011funu e\u015fitmi\u015fdik…<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015faya azad \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin 10 ay 3 g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u2013 2021-ci il sentyabr\u0131n 11-d\u0259 ayaq bas\u0131ram. Gec, \u00e7ox gec\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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8 noyabr 2020-ci il qurtulu\u015funun ard\u0131nca soyuqlay\u0131ram. Noyabr\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ong\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 z\u0259hrimara yoluxdu\u011fum \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evd\u0259 qalas\u0131 oluram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki h\u0259ft\u0259lik \u0259sirliyin ard\u0131nca s\u0259rt karantin g\u0259lir. Noyabr v\u0259 dekabr bel\u0259 gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130l d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n aylar bir-birini qovur. G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, h\u0259r\u0259 bir yol tap\u0131b gedir. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259n\u0259\u015f\u0259n yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rd el\u0259mir\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. \u018fn \u00e7ox may ay\u0131na bel ba\u011flay\u0131ram, bitmi\u015f i\u015f\u011fal\u0131n \u2013 8 may 1992-nin an\u0131m\u0131 olar deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

An\u0131m yox, mahn\u0131 bayram\u0131 olur mayda. Ged\u0259nl\u0259rin siyah\u0131s\u0131nda yoxam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130yunda daha bir t\u0259dbir yan ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130yulda \u015eu\u015fadak\u0131 m\u0259sul \u015f\u0259xs dostumuz \u0130lqara iki g\u00fcnl\u00fck s\u0259f\u0259rimizin raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verir, ancaq \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t d\u0259yi\u015fir, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tuta bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Avqustda, ay\u0131n 14-d\u0259 \u0130lqar \u015eu\u015fadak\u0131 r\u0259smi quruma bir-iki dostun s\u0259n\u0259dini g\u00f6nd\u0259rir. M\u0259n d\u0259 varam d\u0259st\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha bir t\u0259dbird\u0259n k\u0259nar qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m avqust \u00f6t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fadan raz\u0131l\u0131q x\u0259b\u0259ri sentyabr\u0131n 8-d\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn m\u0259lum olur ki, ay\u0131n 12-d\u0259 \u015eu\u015faya ged\u0259c\u0259k jurnalist qrupuna m\u0259nim d\u0259 ad\u0131m sal\u0131n\u0131b. Yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Dedim, \u00f6z\u00fcm gedir\u0259m art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sentyabr\u0131n 11-i. F\u00fczuli. \u018fhm\u0259db\u0259yli. \u0130lqarlay\u0131q. Bak\u0131dan daha iki dost g\u0259lir, onlar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ayxanan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda oturanlardan biri \u201cDey\u0259s\u0259n, \u015eu\u015faya gedirl\u0259r\u201d deyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 H\u0259, \u0259mio\u011flu, \u015eu\u015faya gedirik\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ir\u0259m \u00e7ayxanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259. Otururam. Ya\u015f m\u0259ni bo\u011fur. \u00d6z s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 (\u015eu\u015faya gedirik!<\/strong>) inanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostlar g\u0259lir. Z\u0259f\u0259r yoluna d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u00fck. \u015eu\u015fal\u0131lar «Me\u015f\u0259 yolu» da deyir bu t\u0259z\u0259 yola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yol. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 heyran qal\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yolu qan\u0131 il\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b o\u011flanlar\u2026 Haralardan ke\u00e7ib \u0259sg\u0259rim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259smal\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ham\u0131ya demi\u015f\u0259m \u015eu\u015faya \u00e7atanda telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m, mane olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa yolunun birinci postunda m\u0259zuniyy\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131dan \u0259sg\u0259ri ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck. Valideynl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259hvil al\u0131b t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 deyir\u0259m, h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda valideynl\u0259rini y\u0131\u011farsan, bilsinl\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n dikl\u0259n\u0259n kimi \u015eor bulaq g\u0259lir. \u00dcz\u00fcm gizild\u0259yir. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 su vurmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Damc\u0131lay\u0131r, ma\u015f\u0131na qay\u0131das\u0131 oluram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. Telefonu \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m valideynl\u0259rini y\u0131\u011fs\u0131n. G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n sel ax\u0131r. H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bax\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n atas\u0131 bilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsg\u0259r telefonla \u0259ll\u0259\u015fir. Al\u0131b bax\u0131ram, siqnal yoxdur. Telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb-yand\u0131r\u0131ram, al\u0131nm\u0131r (D\u0259d\u0259-baba telefonudur, \u015eu\u015fada i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131r, bir d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn \u015eu\u015fadan \u00e7\u0131xanda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir). \u0130lqar telefonu uzad\u0131r. Mikrofon a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r. Bayaq balas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131b biz\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f anan\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Nahar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n vaxt\u0131d\u0131r, qadan al\u0131m, ac qalma\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anad\u0131r\u2026 \u018fsg\u0259r anas\u0131. \u015eu\u015fada qulluq ed\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rin anas\u0131. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr bu g\u00fcn\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck Mamay\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131na. Su g\u0259lmir. \u018flimi divarlar\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcr\u0259m, yen\u0259 ya\u015f m\u0259ni bo\u011fur.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u015eu\u015fada n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcz variant\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130ndi y\u00fcz birinci variantd\u0131r, bo\u015flu\u011fa, \u00e7\u0259kisizliy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evimiz\u0259 enirik. Hasar\u0131n bir q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131, bir d\u0259 c\u0259ng\u0259llik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim evimiz, evimiz\u0259 biti\u015fik qon\u015fu evl\u0259r \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndan \u0259vv\u0259l, 1992-nin mart\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n at\u0259\u015find\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb. \u0130ndi k\u00fcld\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t yoxdur. Bilirdim bunu. \u015e\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Amma bu g\u00f6rm\u0259k o g\u00f6rm\u0259k deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ll\u0259r uzunu h\u0259y\u0259timizin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259ki armud a\u011fac\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131b a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 x\u0259yal el\u0259mi\u015fdim. K\u0259sibl\u0259r. Yoxa \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131blar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1992-ci ilin yaz\u0131nda armud a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcb ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru getdiyimi d\u00fcz 20 il sonra q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. O yaz\u0131n\u0131n son c\u00fcml\u0259sini xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram: \u201cAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259li varsa, y\u0259qin sonu da olar\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131ndan, viran qalm\u0131\u015f Torpaq meydandan v\u0259 \u00c7uxur m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259n bir d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurub Mirz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na yol al\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcyumulu taparam demi\u015fdim. Q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hal\u0131ndan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. T\u0259k-t\u00fck q\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131 boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b apar\u0131blar. Ca\u011f, divar-da\u015f, \u0259l\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey talan\u0131b, da\u011f\u0131d\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1991-ci ilin yaz\u0131nda atam\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 Mirz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259ni dola\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259r yan\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rim var. \u0130ndi azm\u0131\u015fam. Boy ver\u0259n c\u0259ng\u0259llikd\u0259 kar\u0131x\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fam. Ha \u0259ll\u0259\u015fs\u0259m d\u0259, babamla atam\u0131n d\u0259fn olundu\u011fu yeri tapa bilmir\u0259m. Hans\u0131 s\u0259mtd\u0259n gedir\u0259m, hans\u0131 kollu\u011fa, qanqall\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f vururam, bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir q\u0259bir yeri hasar\u0131ndan ox\u015fam\u0131\u015f kimi g\u0259lir, amma o deyil\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 babam\u0131n sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131na ox\u015fad\u0131ram, amma hasar ayr\u0131 c\u00fcrd\u00fcr, h\u0259m d\u0259 yan\u0131 bo\u015fdur\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259bir yerl\u0259ri qat-qat c\u0259ng\u0259llik, v\u0259h\u015fi bir me\u015f\u0259likl\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb, \u0259sar\u0259td\u0259 qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259li v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qalxas\u0131 oluram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Qa\u00e7ay P\u0259hl\u0259van\u0131n evind\u0259 qalas\u0131y\u0131q. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b. Bo\u011faz\u0131m t\u0131xan\u0131b. O evd\u0259n hayan olan Ramin hal\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u0130lqardan ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r, bu d\u0259f\u0259 onunla enir\u0259m Mirz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qala divar\u0131n\u0131n \u2013 G\u0259nc\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda Bak\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r topla\u015f\u0131b. Jurnalist Ayg\u00fcn Muradxanl\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. M\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130qtisad\u00e7\u0131 dostumuz Samir \u018fliyev \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirir. \u015e\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Amma g\u00f6r\u00fcr hal\u0131m yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026Mirz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259 bu axtar\u0131\u015f da n\u0259tic\u0259siz qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Komendant saat\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r qalan vaxt\u0131m\u0131z \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri dola\u015fma\u011fa, C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qalxma\u011fa yetir. C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki m\u0259zarl\u0131q da eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259ri o ba\u015f-bu ba\u015f dola\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Xarabal\u0131qlara girib-\u00e7\u0131x\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131raq adam buna g\u0259zinti dey\u0259r. Amma m\u0259n haval\u0131-haval\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131ram. Bel\u0259 g\u0259zintini yurdumu viran qoymu\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131ymaram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ax\u015fam yen\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nday\u0131q. \u018fziz adamlar y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 qonaq kimi olan \u015fu\u015fal\u0131lar. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr i\u00e7ind\u0259yik, amma qanad\u0131m olsa, u\u00e7ub Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259m, el\u0259 haldayam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qon\u015fumuz \u018fr\u0259stun g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. \u00c7oxdan \u015eu\u015fadad\u0131r. Q\u0259biristanl\u0131q m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini e\u015fidib m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Qaqa, relyef d\u0259yi\u015fib orda, relyef!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Evin \u0259traf\u0131nda itl\u0259r dola\u015f\u0131r. Bir deyil, iki deyil, s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr. Erm\u0259ninin iti dem\u0259r\u0259m. Biz qoyub ged\u0259n itl\u0259rin t\u00f6r\u0259m\u0259l\u0259ridir. Qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u2026Yerimiz sal\u0131n\u0131r, qal\u0131n yor\u011fan var, amma ota\u011fa elektrik plit\u0259si d\u0259 qoyulur. \u015eu\u015fad\u0131r bura.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n, saat 4-d\u0259 durub plit\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, otaq isinib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuyunma\u011fa imkan vard\u0131 ax\u015fam, amma \u00fcr\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259dim ki, soyuq alar, a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131z Bak\u0131ya getm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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D\u0259qiq tarix 29 il 6 ayd\u0131r. Amma m\u0259n min il deyir\u0259m. Min ild\u0259n sonra s\u0259h\u0259rim \u015eu\u015fada a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ay i\u00e7ib \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131na yol al\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131na bizim postla rus postunun qovu\u015fdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259lis\u0259n. La\u00e7\u0131n d\u0259hlizi deyil\u0259n yoldan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn bizim postdak\u0131 say-se\u00e7m\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6tm\u0259li olur. N\u0259 vaxtsa postumuzda dayan\u0131b \u0259sg\u0259rim\u0259 t\u0259zim el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259cbur qalacaq. Ya da biryolluq getm\u0259y\u0259. Ayr\u0131 yolu yoxdur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131nda bir ovuc suyun g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Day\u0131, \u015fu\u015fal\u0131san?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min il kimid\u0131r, \u0259sg\u0259rim\u0259 \u015eu\u015fa suyuna tamarz\u0131 qalma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259qiq tarixini deyir\u0259m: 29 il 6 ay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r var. Qarda\u015f\u0131m Nazim d\u0259 g\u0259lib jurnalist qrupu il\u0259, C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259dirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131b yen\u0259 Mirz\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na gedir\u0259m \u0130lqarla. Yen\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nki m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259. Yen\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 qay\u0131d\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnorta bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yey\u0259nd\u0259 Nazimgil\u0259 qo\u015fulub Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6nm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131 verir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni \u015eu\u015faya g\u0259tir\u0259nl\u0259r bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 qalas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130ncimirl\u0259r, hal\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazimgill\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qay\u0131d\u0131ram, amma \u015eu\u015fadan ayr\u0131lma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir, yen\u0259 d\u0259smal\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa\u2026 \u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n \u015eu\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131ran \u015eu\u015fa \u2013 itirdiyim \u015eu\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259ki \u015eu\u015fa \u2013 z\u00fclml\u00fc \u015eu\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cec\u0259yi qalm\u0131\u015f \u015eu\u015fa \u2013 29 il 6 ay sonra ayaq basd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015eu\u015fa.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 b\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259si qoyulan \u015eu\u015fa \u2013 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck \u015eu\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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