{"id":50579,"date":"2021-10-08T03:48:38","date_gmt":"2021-10-07T23:48:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=50579"},"modified":"2021-10-08T03:48:41","modified_gmt":"2021-10-07T23:48:41","slug":"s%c9%99nsizlik-agirdi-qardas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=50579","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259nsizlik a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, qarda\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li><strong><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">ELBAR\u0130Z M\u018fMM\u018fDL\u0130<\/span><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Hardan v\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da beynimd\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcb qo\u015fa bilmir\u0259m. Can\u0131m\u0131n s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 havas\u0131z m\u00fchit\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi, \u00fcr\u0259yimin ritmini pozub. Qar\u015f\u0131mda \u0259riy\u0259n siqaret qutusu da m\u0259ni bu \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcd\u0259n xilas el\u0259mir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hara bax\u0131ramsa, onu xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. <strong>Q\u00fcrurlu Adam\u0131, Ki\u015fi Adam\u0131, Do\u011fma Adam\u0131, Dost Adam\u0131, Mill\u0259t Adam\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n adam\u0131&#8230; <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dostlu\u011fumuzdan v\u0259 yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan dan\u0131\u015fmayaca\u011fam. H\u0259r ikimiz h\u0259ssas v\u0259 emosional oldu\u011fumuzdan, b\u0259z\u0259n adi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259 il\u0259 bitirdi. Amma incim\u0259k yoxdu. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 il\u0259 fikrini ifad\u0259 ed\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-&#171;S\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131r&#187; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki x\u0259fif t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm m\u0259ni \u0259rid\u0259r, yava\u015fca: &#171;d\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n&#187;,- dey\u0259 cavab ver\u0259rdim. V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 aram\u0131zdak\u0131 buz \u0259riy\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> Allahverdi (D\u0259rd) G\u00fcndo\u011fdu Bak\u0131 metropolunda, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, ki\u015filiyin, q\u00fcrurun, \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tin anbaan \u0259ridiyi bu qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131qda m\u0259nim \u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim v\u0259 inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m Adam idi. \u0130ndi bu \u00fcmidl\u0259ri ke\u00e7mi\u015f zaman \u015f\u0259kil\u00e7il\u0259ri il\u0259 sonland\u0131rmaq asan deyil. Yoxluxuna inanmasam da , do\u011frusu varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na da g\u00fcman\u0131m yoxdu. T\u0259kc\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llim odur ki, m\u0259nim A\u011fsaqqal, \u015e\u0259hid atas\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131m \u0259sl Ki\u015fi \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131. Amans\u0131z x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7ar olandan sonra az-az g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k imkan\u0131m\u0131z olurdu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-3 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"719\" height=\"960\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/219746132_2893605390905753_2662672998603755356_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"50580\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=50580\" class=\"wp-image-50580\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/219746132_2893605390905753_2662672998603755356_n.jpg 719w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/219746132_2893605390905753_2662672998603755356_n-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/219746132_2893605390905753_2662672998603755356_n-112x150.jpg 112w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 719px) 100vw, 719px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"540\" height=\"960\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/237277643_2911769599089332_1784884308759670990_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"50581\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=50581\" class=\"wp-image-50581\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/237277643_2911769599089332_1784884308759670990_n.jpg 540w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/237277643_2911769599089332_1784884308759670990_n-169x300.jpg 169w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/237277643_2911769599089332_1784884308759670990_n-84x150.jpg 84w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 540px) 100vw, 540px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"960\" height=\"959\" src=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"50582\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n.jpg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?attachment_id=50582\" class=\"wp-image-50582\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n.jpg 960w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n-768x767.jpg 768w, https:\/\/fedai.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/233381014_2906395166293442_6436219655175955581_n-215x215.jpg 215w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 960px) 100vw, 960px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259si ba\u015flayan g\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fir, \u00fcmidl\u0259rimizi b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck. He\u00e7 vaxt k\u00f6vr\u0259kliyini sezm\u0259diyim bu \u00e7inar adam\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259rinin q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qlar\u0131 \u0259m\u0259lli ba\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. He\u00e7 vaxt go\u011fma \u015e\u0259hid balas\u0131 Etibar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 tutub bir qap\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259n q\u00fcrurlu ki\u015fi, son sava\u015fdan sonra el\u0259 bil bir az \u00fcsyankar olmu\u015fdu. B\u0259zi qans\u0131z adamlar\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259n f\u0259dail\u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti onu h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ciddi v\u0259 \u00fcsyankar q\u0259l\u0259mi il\u0259 haray qopar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> &#8230;Fikrim o q\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131qd\u0131 ki, sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturub d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fdiyimizi d\u0259 unutmu\u015fam. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 telefonla dan\u0131\u015fanda, \u00fcmidverici n\u0259tic\u0259nin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dedi. Amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi, s\u00f6z\u00fc f\u0131rlad\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> &#8212; Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 Xaqaniy\u0259 (Xaqani \u018fd\u0259bo\u011fluna) d\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r, bo\u015f-bo\u015funa vaxt\u0131n\u0131 yatma\u011fa x\u0259rcl\u0259m\u0259-dedi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fmaya do\u011fru getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Dostlardan Aqil Camal, Ziya Zakiro\u011flu, Rizvan C\u0259milo\u011flu, a\u011fsaqqal \u0130mran G\u00fcl\u0259hm\u0259dov m\u0259niml\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fib Allahverdi m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evin\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini dedil\u0259r. Amma bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. N\u0259 m\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u00fcrurlu v\u0259 dik yeri\u015fli ki\u015fini kimins\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm yata\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u0259sini ist\u0259m\u0259dik. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz kimi qals\u0131n, dey\u0259. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilmir\u0259m, bu do\u011fru h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdi, ya yox. Allahverdi ( D\u0259rd) G\u00fcndo\u011fdu m\u0259nim yadda\u015f\u0131mda Xudu M\u0259mm\u0259dov, \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131, \u015eirm\u0259mm\u0259d H\u00fcseynov v\u0259.s ki\u015fil\u0259rin aras\u0131nda bir s\u0131ra n\u0259f\u0259ri kimi qald\u0131. Do\u011fma \u00c7\u0259r\u0259kdar\u0131ndan tutmu\u015f, b\u00fct\u00fcn T\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131na sevdal\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6vlad\u0131 kimi ya\u015fad\u0131, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>S\u0259nin s\u0131ram\u0131zda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, \u0130lahi Adam. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Torpa\u011f\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259n qoxulu, m\u0259kan\u0131n ucal\u0131q olsun!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ELBAR\u0130Z M\u018fMM\u018fDL\u0130 Hardan v\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da beynimd\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcb qo\u015fa bilmir\u0259m. Can\u0131m\u0131n s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 havas\u0131z m\u00fchit\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi, \u00fcr\u0259yimin ritmini pozub. Qar\u015f\u0131mda \u0259riy\u0259n siqaret qutusu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":50583,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50579","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50579","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50579"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50579\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50584,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50579\/revisions\/50584"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/50583"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50579"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50579"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50579"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}