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\u0130brahim \u0130BADO\u011eLU R\u00dcST\u018fML\u0130<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u018fKRAR<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Son yaz\u0131m\u0131n «do\u011fum haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259»sind\u0259 \u0259sl ad\u0131 bel\u0259 idi…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n indi Sizin qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim\u0259 etibar etm\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259 bu zaman g\u00f6z\u00fc, qula\u011f\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yi v\u0259 beyni il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259, e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259, duyma\u011fa v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan soyuqqanl\u0131 bir istehkam\u00e7\u0131 kimi dayanm\u0131\u015fam. \u018fhat\u0259 dair\u0259min miqyas\u0131 v\u0259 bu miqyasa xas \u0259razinin \u00e7o\u011frafi qurulu\u015fu \u2013 torpaq \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc, flora v\u0259 faunas\u0131, insanlar\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259n dili, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 t\u0259rzi, d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc v\u0259 m\u00fctali\u0259si, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k perspektivl\u0259r bax\u0131m\u0131ndan ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatma\u011fa, irad\u0259sini diqt\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. K\u00fctl\u0259vi t\u0259hdidl\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt bir-birin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n barmaq izl\u0259ri kimi f\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 f\u0259rdiliyi v\u0259 r\u0259ngar\u0259ngliyil\u0259 diqq\u0259ti yay\u0131nd\u0131rsa da, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259krars\u0131z \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 yaln\u0131z vahid formada \u2013 boyunduruq hal\u0131nda \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ndirir. Y\u0259ni kim(l\u0259r)ins\u0259 maddi, m\u0259n\u0259vi, psixoloji v\u0259 intellektual t\u0259siri alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r, ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z k\u00f6k alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r. \u018ftraf\u0131m\u0131z bu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli metamorfozan\u0131n \u0259n iyr\u0259nc n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rini \u015f\u0259xsind\u0259 ya\u015fadan v\u0259 ixrac ed\u0259n \u201cplastilin adam\u201dlarla doludur. Onlar\u0131n say\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 art\u0131r ki, bel\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r saat \u00fcz-\u00fcz g\u0259lm\u0259yimiz, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z daha t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb do\u011furmur. Bu, indiki halda bizim genetik kodlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u00fcni yolla \u0259hat\u0259 dair\u0259miz\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n hibrid etiketl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259slimidir. H\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259mizin, m\u00fccadil\u0259 prinsipl\u0259rimizin \u0259sas vintciyin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n bu adamlar milli-m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131r, \u00f6z alternativl\u0259rini stimulla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, t\u0259lqin edir, yaltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131, nifr\u0259ti, iki\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fc, x\u0259yan\u0259ti v\u0259 yalan\u0131 normaya \u00e7evirir, xalq\u0131n h\u0259qiqi simas\u0131n\u0131 arxaikl\u0259\u015fdirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq ehtiyac duyulduqda \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f-qara \u015ftrixl\u0259rl\u0259 xat\u0131rladan v\u0259 daim qalib xarakterl\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n idar\u0259 olunan k\u00f6lg\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259ti bel\u0259 yaran\u0131r, bel\u0259 formala\u015f\u0131r. Bu c\u0259miyy\u0259tin \u00fczvl\u0259ri \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u015fqa adamlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n mikroskopik elementin\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259nl\u0259r, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri, f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131z-boyas\u0131z r\u0259ssamlar\u0131d\u0131r! \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n portretini h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259ziyy\u0259tin, qaranl\u0131q labirinti xat\u0131rladan indiki hal\u0131 yaln\u0131z h\u0259r bir insan\u0131n bir xarakter kimi qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 il\u0259 deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n alt v\u0259 \u00fcst qatlar\u0131ndak\u0131 sonsuz \u00e7e\u015fidi v\u0259 iddias\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bdir. Dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerd\u0259 havan\u0131n \u00e7irkliliyi, g\u00f6rm\u0259 m\u0259saf\u0259sinin minimumad\u0259k m\u0259hdudla\u015fmas\u0131 \u201cnar\u0131nc\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259\u201d s\u0259viyy\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cm\u00fcnbit torpaq\u201d rolunu oynay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar h\u0259d\u0259fimiz\u0259 do\u011fru aparan yollar\u0131 bir n\u00f6v h\u0259r kvadrat metri minalanm\u0131\u015f sah\u0259 kimi obrazla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcdafi\u0259 instinktimizi daim t\u0259tikd\u0259 saxlay\u0131r. Y\u0259qin el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n siz\u0259 \u0259razinin \u00fcmumi x\u0259rit\u0259si v\u0259 konturlar\u0131 haqq\u0131nda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bilgil\u0259r verm\u0259kl\u0259 i\u015fimi bitmi\u015f saym\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki burada s\u00f6hb\u0259t ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 f\u0259rdl\u0259rin taleyind\u0259n \u00e7ox, toplumun g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k m\u00fcq\u0259ddarat\u0131ndan gedir. Ax\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259kar bir istehkam\u00e7\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131lar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131, bilik v\u0259 bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruh hal\u0131 da eyni s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259yati \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r: s\u0131ram\u0131zdan kim(l\u0259r)ins\u0259 f\u0259rdi m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsizliyi s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n minaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si, kim(l\u0259r)ins\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir andaca s\u0131f\u0131rlaya, uzun v\u0259 g\u0259rgin m\u00fccadil\u0259sinin sonuncu nidas\u0131na \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259r! Y\u0259ni \u0259limizin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki minan\u0131 \u0259n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259d\u0259k tan\u0131saq da, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131nda qalandan sonra o, \u0259l-qolunu a\u00e7a bil\u0259c\u0259yi son h\u0259dd\u0259d\u0259k qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan he\u00e7 kimi v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259yi tan\u0131m\u0131r!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz sizinl\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdiyimiz \u0259razini \u201crisk zonas\u0131\u201d kimi t\u0259l\u00fck\u0259li h\u0259dd\u0259d\u0259k g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xaran ciddi m\u0259qamlardan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Bu m\u0259qamlar uza\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r y\u00fcz ild\u0259n bir s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri pozulan v\u0259 haqq etdiyi, bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 miqyaslarad\u0259k qay\u00e7\u0131lanan bir xalq\u0131n m\u0259\u011flub durumundan x\u0259b\u0259r verir. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259tta otuz il bundan qabaqk\u0131 u\u011fursuzluqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 xat\u0131rlayanda \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n ilk hiss t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf olur. \u00c7\u00fcnki toparlanmaq, bir yumru\u011fa \u00e7evrilm\u0259k, h\u0259lledici d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 at\u0131lmaq, n\u0259hay\u0259t, \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q salnam\u0259mizl\u0259 bug\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz aras\u0131ndak\u0131 u\u00e7uruma k\u00f6rp\u00fc atmaq haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u00fck! Ya da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259mirik!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat s\u0259hn\u0259miz bu ac\u0131 reall\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259n ki\u00e7ik detallar\u0131nad\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ehtiva ed\u0259n a\u011f-qara r\u0259ngli portretl\u0259rl\u0259 doludur: dan\u0131\u015fan portretl\u0259rl\u0259. G\u0259lin bir az da onlar\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259k v\u0259 s\u0259rgimizl\u0259 ilk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa qan qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n, ruh ekizl\u0259rimin, \u0259qid\u0259da\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n k\u0259ndind\u0259n \u2013 \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131ndan ba\u015flayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir azdan buraya \u00f6lk\u0259nin birinci \u015f\u0259xsi g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k! <\/strong>V\u0259 onu \u00f6lk\u0259nin \u0259n \u00fcnl\u00fc ziyal\u0131lar\u0131, xalq \u015fairl\u0259ri, xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131layacaq! Burada ham\u0131n\u0131n Ondan umaca\u011f\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 var m\u00fctl\u0259q! \u00c7\u00fcnki O, yarad\u0131c\u0131 adamlara qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 diqq\u0259tlidir! S\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verir! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim f\u00fcrs\u0259ti f\u00f6vt\u0259 verm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. Ancaq \u015fans yaln\u0131z bir n\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k! V\u0259 o bir n\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6z t\u0259mas\u0131, mimik ifad\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259, guya utand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdiyini \u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaracaq, maskalanacaq! Sonra n\u0259yis\u0259 (\u00e7ox g\u00fcman arvad\u0131n\u0131n tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131) q\u0259fild\u0259n xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f kimi d\u0259rhal toparlanacaq v\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259tli bir \u0259r(\u0259n) g\u00f6rk\u0259mi alacaq! Daha sonra birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259sil\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fans\u0131 zorlanm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri ifad\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 bununla da azca aral\u0131da s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fc s\u0131z\u0131ldayan qan qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n, ruh ekizl\u0259rimin, \u0259qid\u0259da\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n k\u0259ndini viran qoyacaq, gorunu \u00e7artladacaq: \u201cC\u0259nab Prezident! M\u0259nim evim haz\u0131r deyil h\u0259l\u0259!..\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim s\u0259rgimiz ideya v\u0259 m\u0259zmun bax\u0131m\u0131ndan yekn\u0259s\u0259k t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bil\u0259r, ancaq d\u00fcnyaya m\u0259d\u0259sind\u0259n boylanan v\u0259 yaln\u0131z qarn\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n ziyal\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n mesajlar\u0131 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r r\u0259ngar\u0259ng v\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r. Buyurun, bu bir mill\u0259t v\u0259kilinin portretidir. \u0130ddial\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131, ciddi g\u00f6rk\u0259mi var! Nadir istedad\u0131, f\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 se\u00e7ilir. Ehtiyatl\u0131 olun! X\u00fcsusil\u0259 t\u0259lqin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259kard\u0131r. Ax\u0131 he\u00e7 biriniz q\u0259fild\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu torpa\u011fa s\u0259rilm\u0259kd\u0259n s\u0131\u011fortalanmam\u0131s\u0131z! Bu portretin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda be\u015f saniy\u0259d\u0259n art\u0131q dayanma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki be\u015f saniy\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259yinizd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n yegan\u0259 hiss ancaq \u0259yilm\u0259k olacaq!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259miz eyni masa \u0259traf\u0131na topla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir qrup adama m\u0259xsusdur. Bu adamlar\u0131n \u015falvar\u0131ndak\u0131 lampaslar q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngin \u0259n ali, \u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s r\u0259mzl\u0259rind\u0259n toxunub. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u015e\u0259hid Qan\u0131ndan! Masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rilmi\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn notlar\u0131 il\u0259 x\u0259rit\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131r v\u0259 bizi ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vadar edir. Diksinmi\u015f ideya v\u0259 ideallar\u0131m\u0131z d\u0259rhal qan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 co\u015fdurur, damar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qabard\u0131r! Ancaq t\u0259zyiqimiz nec\u0259 kosmik s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 qalx\u0131rsa, el\u0259 o s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259 enir. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259yat bu adamlar\u0131 daha \u00e7ox \u0259ks c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 bo\u015f(ald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f) \u0259razil\u0259rin z\u0259btil\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259tirir v\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131 tablonu \u00f6z(\u0259l) \u015ftrixl\u0259ril\u0259 tamamlay\u0131r. Bu \u015ftrixl\u0259rin Xank\u0259ndin\u0259, G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, Z\u0259ng\u0259zura \u00e7atacaq q\u0259d\u0259r uzun siyah\u0131s\u0131 (biznes, \u015f\u0259xsi, maxe, x\u0259yan\u0259t, zabit… kimi) a\u00e7ar s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 f\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 ehtiyac yarad\u0131r v\u0259 b\u0259rkimi\u015f iddias\u0131n\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259rin K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259, \u015eu\u015fada, C\u0259bray\u0131lda… ucaltd\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00f6rk\u0259mc\u0259 eyni, m\u0259zmunca f\u0259rqli g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 abid\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirir!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Bu g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259sl iddias\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259rimizd\u0259 yaranm\u0131\u015f t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259r ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z n\u00f6vb\u0259ti tablonu g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259tirir. Batal janr d\u0259rhal h\u00fcdudsuz imkanlar\u0131 il\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00e7e\u015fid-\u00e7e\u015fid postulatlara, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n is\u0259 ciddi konfrantasiyalara tribuna verir, s\u00f6z dem\u0259k imkan\u0131 yarad\u0131r. Burada biz lampaslar\u0131n nec\u0259 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m istedada v\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 sahib olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 nimda\u015f paqonlu pleyadan\u0131n vasit\u0259sil\u0259 yaratd\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bufer zonas\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oluruq. Bu zona h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fczaran psixologiyas\u0131 v\u0259 taktikas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si \u2013 \u00f6lk\u0259nin m\u00fcdafi\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tinin \u015f\u0259xsi maraqlar\u0131n m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259d\u0259k yuvarlaqla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ki\u00e7ildilmi\u015f uzant\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259ki s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck faci\u0259l\u0259rimiz h\u0259tta z\u0259rr\u0259binl\u0259 zorla sezil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r mikro z\u0259rr\u0259cikl\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lan\u0131r; Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259miz (L\u0259l\u0259) t\u0259p\u0259, sevincimizi Cocuq (M\u0259rcanl\u0131) sevincin\u0259d\u0259k \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcl\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar \u00e7oxbucaql\u0131 q\u0259lib\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, ail\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 yaramayan \u201cf\u0259ras\u0259tli \u0259r\u201d, \u201cf\u0259dakar ata\u201d rolunun pe\u015f\u0259kar ifa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 girov saxlan\u0131lan do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131n tox qarn\u0131ndan \u00f6tr\u00fc h\u0259tta dedikl\u0259ri s\u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 i\u015ftahla yeyirl\u0259r…)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259xfi konformizmin qism\u0259n a\u015fkar n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ixtisasla\u015fm\u0131\u015f tunel d\u0259 m\u0259hz bu ev-e\u015fik, arvad-u\u015faq q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131n gizli metropoliyas\u0131nda \u2013 siz\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259yim n\u00f6vb\u0259ti tabloda qaz\u0131l\u0131r. V\u0259 d\u0259rhal bel\u0259 bir m\u00fctl\u0259q fikir t\u0259lqin edilir ki, bu tunel \u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rini, d\u0259d\u0259-baba yurdunu itirmi\u015f adamlar\u0131n ged\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi yegan\u0259 yoldur! \u00dcst\u0259lik, XXI \u0259srin iyr\u0259nc Bak\u0131 yataqxanalar\u0131 XX \u0259srin q\u00fcrurlu Qaraba\u011f b\u0259yzad\u0259l\u0259rini nec\u0259 h\u0259zmeyi-giramid\u0259n ke\u00e7irdis\u0259, sonradan onlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu yen\u0259 d\u0259 eyni m\u0259kanda q\u0259t-t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin h\u0259r kvadrat metri u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 at\u0131lan q\u0259t-t\u0259z\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mana \u00e7evrildi!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, bu c\u00fcr g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti tablodak\u0131 r\u0259smind\u0259 iki-\u00fc\u00e7 otaql\u0131 m\u0259nzil\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z namusunu r\u0259sm\u0259n t\u0259rk ed\u0259n bir media m\u0259nsubunu g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck! O bizi daha sanball\u0131, daha tragik bir sualla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qoyur: \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 otaql\u0131 m\u0259nzil\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z namusundan imtina ed\u0259n bir media m\u0259nsubu, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu V\u0259t\u0259nin namusunu ne\u00e7\u0259 kvadrat metr\u0259 satar!!?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz sizinl\u0259 virus pandemiyas\u0131n\u0131n ciddi n\u0259zar\u0259ti alt\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck! O yeni Az\u0259rbaycan insan\u0131n\u0131n yeni \u0259xlaq\u0131n\u0131 yeni portretl\u0259ril\u0259 indeksl\u0259\u015fdirir v\u0259 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m k\u0259\u015ffl\u0259ril\u0259 meydan sulay\u0131r, hegemonluq edir, h\u0259yacan dolu qorxulu anlar ya\u015fad\u0131r. Ancaq \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259nim fikrimc\u0259, birg\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu anlarda \u00f6z xaotik t\u0259hdidl\u0259ril\u0259 s\u0259rgi i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 inadla sin\u0259sind\u0259n geriy\u0259 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n, d\u00f6rdk\u00fcnc \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sin\u0259 yax\u0131n buraxmayan adamlardan art\u0131q qorxmamal\u0131y\u0131q. \u00c7\u00fcnki daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxsaq, bu adamlar\u0131n \u0259slind\u0259 bir-birini d\u00fcrtm\u0259liy\u0259-d\u00fcrtm\u0259l\u0259y\u0259, tapdalaya-tapdalaya 190 manata do\u011fru dart\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 onlar\u0131n t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n s\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 qara\u00e7\u0131 taboruna b\u0259nz\u0259tdiyimiz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yik. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu portretin \u0259sl m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259ri \u00f6lk\u0259nin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259xsinin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck etmad g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck adamlard\u0131r! F\u0131r\u00e7a onlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259dir! Yetimin-yesirin pay\u0131na g\u00f6z dik\u0259n, yetimin-yesirin sonuncu \u00fcmidin\u0259 tamah salan adamlar\u0131n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yerd\u0259 h\u0259tta molbertl\u0259r bel\u0259 r\u0259ngl\u0259rin total h\u00fccumuna tab g\u0259tirmir, tematik tablolar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u00fcr. Onsuz da h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fimiz monumental r\u0259ngkarl\u0131q, boyakarl\u0131q v\u0259 freska s\u0259n\u0259tinin \u0259n yeni v\u0259 orijinal n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259 doludur: r\u0259ngar\u0259ng mozaikalar, ornamentli v\u0259 s\u00fcjetli kompozisiyalar, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, vitrajlarla interyerl\u0259rin daxili harmoniyas\u0131 nec\u0259 heyr\u0259tamiz b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fck yarad\u0131rsa, bu adamlar\u0131n h\u0259tta \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131 il\u0259 alver etm\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmirs\u0259n. M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovun ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131yan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 be\u015f ild\u0259 be\u015f d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb-tikilib! Ancaq yen\u0259 d\u0259 tamamlanmay\u0131b! \u00c7\u00fcnki bu be\u015fqat \u201cf\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u201d m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259rind\u0259 Milli Q\u0259hr\u0259mana \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bir milli qram da sevgi olmay\u0131b! \u00c7\u00fcnki bu be\u015fqat \u201cf\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u201d m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259rinin g\u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259l\u0259 doymay\u0131b, n\u0259fsi h\u0259l\u0259 toxtamay\u0131b!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 virus pandemiyas\u0131n\u0131 \u2013 xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc alm\u0131\u015f faci\u0259ni d\u0259 toy-bayramla qar\u015f\u0131layacaqlar\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6vb\u0259ti f\u00fcrs\u0259t kimi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n idi. H\u0259l\u0259 bu haras\u0131d\u0131r! D\u00f6vl\u0259tin azt\u0259minatl\u0131 ail\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 maddi yard\u0131m\u0131 almaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00f6n c\u0259rg\u0259sind\u0259 dayananlar da bu, m\u0259mur cildin\u0259 girmi\u015f maklerl\u0259rin yerl\u0259rd\u0259ki emissarlar\u0131d\u0131r! Oradan g\u0259l\u0259n, qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan, qafam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259tini yey\u0259n kils\u0259 z\u0259ngin\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259r is\u0259 bu m\u0259qamda daha \u00e7ox \u201c\u0259c\u0259l z\u0259ngi\u201dni xat\u0131rlad\u0131r v\u0259 diqq\u0259timizi yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6n s\u0131ralarda dayananlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 fokuslay\u0131r. Biz yaln\u0131z bundan sonra o adamlar\u0131n cibind\u0259ki a\u00e7arlar\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti t\u0259qdimat\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmaq imkan\u0131 qazan\u0131r\u0131q. Bax\u0131n, sin\u0259sini ham\u0131dan ir\u0259li ver\u0259n o adam\u0131n 49 m\u0259nzili var! Q\u0131rx doqquz m\u0259nzili var! Amma l\u0259yaq\u0259ti yoxdur! Vicdan\u0131 yoxdur! \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoxdur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131rx doqquz m\u0259nzili var! Amma he\u00e7 n\u0259yi yoxdur! Bu adamlar\u0131n dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n ya\u011fmalanm\u0131\u015f V\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 baxanda el\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f ceyran\u0131 balalar\u0131 \u0259mir…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu arada xalq\u0131n m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015f Prezidenti m\u00fcdafi\u0259siz g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u0259zab\u0131ma da \u00f6z \u0259liml\u0259 imza at\u0131ram. Ax\u0131 O, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131md\u0131r! Ax\u0131 m\u0259n, h\u0259m d\u0259 Onun \u0259sg\u0259riy\u0259m! S\u0259daq\u0259t and\u0131m var!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Son vaxtlar dostlar\u0131mdan \u201cehtiyatl\u0131 ol\u201d, \u201c\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qoru\u201d kimi t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li mesajlar al\u0131ram v\u0259 etiraf edir\u0259m ki, m\u0259ni h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00e7ox qorxudan \u00fcr\u0259yimin etibar\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259kdir. M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimin etibar\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram. Ax\u0131 o he\u00e7 vaxt yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r! Ax\u0131 insan ruhu yaln\u0131z h\u0259qiq\u0259t haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 dinclik tap\u0131r! Bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 da el\u0259 onun \u2013 yaral\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimin k\u0259d\u0259rli notlar\u0131 il\u0259 bitirir\u0259m (v\u0259 b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yax\u0131n insanlardan \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n):<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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