{"id":6594,"date":"2020-05-25T00:39:51","date_gmt":"2020-05-24T20:39:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=6594"},"modified":"2020-05-25T00:39:56","modified_gmt":"2020-05-24T20:39:56","slug":"bir-s%c9%99hidin-monoloqu-polkovnik-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=6594","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R \u015e\u018fH\u0130D\u0130N MONOLOQU… — Polkovnik yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u0130brahim \u0130BADO\u011eLU R\u00dcST\u018fML\u0130,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ehtiyatda olan polkovnik<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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(Bu yaz\u0131m 2003-c\u00fc ilin yay\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n t\u0259xribat\u0131 zaman\u0131 \u00f6z yaral\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rini at\u0259\u015f alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xaran v\u0259 xilas ed\u0259n, ancaq \u00f6z\u00fc yaralanan v\u0259 \u015e\u0259hid olan leytenant Elman M\u0259mm\u0259dov haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r…<\/em><\/strong>)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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…Bu d\u00fcnyaya A\u011fdam\u0131n M\u0259rzili k\u0259ndind\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. R\u00fcst\u0259m ki\u015finin ail\u0259sind\u0259. Ad\u0131m Elman, soyad\u0131m M\u0259mm\u0259dovdu.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atam sad\u0259 bir z\u0259hm\u0259t adam\u0131d\u0131 \u2013 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc torpa\u011fa ba\u011flay\u0131b, \u0259kin-bi\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7irib, balalar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131n t\u0259ril\u0259 doland\u0131r\u0131b, halal \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb. M\u0259n balaca olanda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dey\u0259rdi ki, torpaq bizim nicat\u0131m\u0131z, p\u0259nah yerimiz, ruzumuzdu, o\u011ful, onun q\u0259dir-qiym\u0259ti h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259zizdi: bir ovuc q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131n olunca, bir ovuc torpa\u011f\u0131n olsun!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atam dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca, evimizi torpaq \u0259tri b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259rdi.<\/strong> Evimiz torpaq \u0259tril\u0259, anam\u0131n imisti t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131nard\u0131. N\u0259 ruhum can\u0131mda q\u0259rar tutar, n\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131m s\u0259rh\u0259d tan\u0131yard\u0131. Ruhumun qanadlar\u0131nda allah bilir ta haralara kimi ged\u0259rdim. Evimizd\u0259 atam\u0131n qabarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 zill\u0259nmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qalard\u0131 ancaq. Atam \u00e7adar-\u00e7adar olmu\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 evimiz\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn torpaq g\u0259tir\u0259rdi, ruzu g\u0259tir\u0259rdi, xeyir-b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t g\u0259tir\u0259rdi. Atam\u0131n torpaq \u0259ll\u0259ri sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma toxunanda \u00fcr\u0259yim el\u0259 u\u00e7unard\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpaq m\u0259nim ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim, ilk sevgilimdi, dostlar, m\u0259n indi d\u0259 \u00f6z u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram: zaman m\u0259n\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qorxa-qorxa torpa\u011fa basd\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u0259ri unutdura bilm\u0259di. <\/strong>M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yer\u0259 azca m\u00f6hk\u0259m bassam, Torpa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n k\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m; ruzu, xeyir-b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t evimizd\u0259n qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flayanda c\u0259mi on ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdum. M\u0259rmil\u0259rin gurultusu yuxuma haram qatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/strong> Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxular g\u00f6r\u0259rdim. Say\u0131qlaya-say\u0131qlaya diksin\u0259rdim, yerimd\u0259n dik at\u0131lard\u0131m. Atam qabarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ril\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yinc\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259zdi. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r oba\u015fdandan d\u0259li kimi h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 at\u0131lard\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam arxamca q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra qalard\u0131: su g\u00f6t\u00fcr ovcuna, ay o\u011ful, su ayd\u0131nl\u0131qd\u0131, bala, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn yuxunu suya dan\u0131\u015f…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt ovcuma su almazd\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm yuxular\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt suya dan\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131m. M\u0259n \u00f6z yuxular\u0131m\u0131 ip\u0259k kimi yum\u015faq barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ovuc Torpa\u011fa dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131m. Torpaq m\u0259nim ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim, ilk sevgilimdi, dostlar, m\u0259n indi d\u0259 \u00f6z u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram: zaman m\u0259n\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qorxa-qorxa torpa\u011fa basd\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u0259ri unutdura bilm\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 ill\u0259r arxada qald\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, arzular\u0131m da. Yollar m\u0259ni qoynuna ald\u0131.<\/strong> Amma hara getdims\u0259, hans\u0131 \u00fcnvana \u00fcz tutdumsa, \u00f6z yaral\u0131 sevgiliml\u0259 qo\u015fa add\u0131mlad\u0131m. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib K\u0259nd T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 Akademiyas\u0131na s\u0259n\u0259d verdim. Bura m\u0259nim arzular\u0131m\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259ni idi…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma zaman m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259kin-bi\u00e7inl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011fa macal verm\u0259di. Bu ilin fevral\u0131nda \u0259ynim\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r libas\u0131 geyindim. Bu libasda m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edirdim. Bu libasda m\u0259n \u00f6z sevgilim\u0259 daha yax\u0131n idim, daha do\u011fma idim, daha \u0259ziz idim. Bu libasda biz bir-birimizi daha yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131rd\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 motoat\u0131c\u0131 taq\u0131m\u0131n komandiri v\u0259zif\u0259sini tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qorxubilm\u0259z \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rim vard\u0131. \u0130lk g\u00fcnd\u0259n onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ilk sevgilimin, ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259timin ni\u015fan\u0259l\u0259rini tapd\u0131m. Yenid\u0259n do\u011fuldum…<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015e\u0259hid olan leytenant Elman M\u0259mm\u0259dov<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zabit silahda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n da h\u0259r birinin \u00f6z yeri var \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259. (Polkovnik-leytenant V\u00fcqar M\u0259mm\u0259dovdan tutmu\u015f mayor El\u015f\u0259n K\u0259rimova, Arif M\u0259mm\u0259dova, Qafqaz Zeynalova, ba\u015f leytenant Cavid F\u0259rhadova kimi ham\u0131s\u0131ndan raz\u0131yam. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dik baxma\u011f\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 can \u015firinliyini dadd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 bacaran o\u011fullard\u0131. Haqq\u0131mda s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259ri xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259r birin\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram…)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

… Xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn m\u0259nim ikinci do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u00fc. Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k kiprik qapamazd\u0131m. Sa\u011f\u0131mda, solumda \u0259sg\u0259r qarda\u015flar\u0131m. Bel\u0259 vaxtlarda sayr\u0131\u015fan ulduzlarla g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131n bir \u00f6zg\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259ti var. \u018fsl torpaq \u0259trini d\u0259 ancaq s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 duyursan. Qaraba\u011f d\u0259rdinin, Qaraba\u011f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n insana \u0259n yax\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerdi s\u0259n\u0259g\u0259r!… <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki ancaq s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, y\u00fcz ilin, min ilin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131 bu a\u011fr\u0131, y\u00fcz ilin, min ilin d\u0259rdidi bu d\u0259rd: Ruhumuzda, can\u0131m\u0131zda vurnuxan, yuxumuzu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n oddu, alovdu. Yoxsa bir bu q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi adama…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n, Ana Torpaq, g\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n! S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc sin\u0259sini g\u00fcll\u0259 qaba\u011f\u0131na ver\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131n var! H\u0259r biri bir d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00e7\u0259p\u0259ri!…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimizin yadda\u015f\u0131 da qan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r uludu! G\u00f6r\u0259-g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lirik! Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00fcman\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7oxdu, ay Ana, amma bizi bizd\u0259n alarlar, S\u0259nd\u0259n ala bilm\u0259zl\u0259r! Qara ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 a\u011f bir\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 qurban demi\u015fik!<\/strong> S\u00fcd\u00fcn and\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131! \u018fynimiz\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r libas\u0131n\u0131 geyindikmi, \u0259limiz\u0259 silah ald\u0131qm\u0131, S\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015flanan g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259ri k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 soyudar\u0131q! Ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dizl\u0259rini b\u00fck\u00fcb, k\u00fcr\u0259yini yer\u0259 vurar\u0131q!.. D\u00fcn\u0259nimizin d\u0259, bug\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn d\u0259, sabah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n da aynas\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n, do\u011fma Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m! G\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, torpa\u011f\u0131ndan ruzun-b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin \u0259skilm\u0259z!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Axar sular\u0131n sovulmaz! Me\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin qurumaz! Oba-oba, el-el \u00e7at\u0131lan ocaqlar\u0131n s\u00f6nm\u0259z!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabaha dikil\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin nuru t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z, Ana Yurdum, he\u00e7 vaxt t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, biz var\u0131q!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, Torpaq var!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qorxa-qorxa Torpa\u011f\u0131na basan o\u011fullar\u0131n var!…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0130A.AZ <\/strong>
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\u0130brahim \u0130BADO\u011eLU R\u00dcST\u018fML\u0130, Ehtiyatda olan polkovnik *** (Bu yaz\u0131m 2003-c\u00fc ilin yay\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n t\u0259xribat\u0131 zaman\u0131 \u00f6z yaral\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rini at\u0259\u015f alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xaran v\u0259 xilas ed\u0259n,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6594","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-qarabag"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6594","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6594"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6594\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6595,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6594\/revisions\/6595"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6594"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6594"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6594"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}