{"id":96871,"date":"2023-11-28T15:59:46","date_gmt":"2023-11-28T11:59:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=96871"},"modified":"2023-11-28T15:59:47","modified_gmt":"2023-11-28T11:59:47","slug":"allahi-qatil-ed%c9%99nl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fedai.az\/?p=96871","title":{"rendered":"Allah\u0131 qatil ed\u0259nl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Aqil Abbas\u0131n ordu roman\u0131 \u2013\u00a0\u201cAllah\u0131 qatil ed\u0259nl\u0259r\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259ssab\u0131n indic\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131na b\u0131\u00e7aq \u00e7\u0259kdiyi qoyun kimi f\u0131nx\u0131r\u0131r, dabanlar\u0131 il\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 e\u015fir v\u0259 ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7axm\u0131\u015f adam nec\u0259 qovrulurdusa el\u0259 qovrulur, n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini an\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirdi. V\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, an\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa he\u00e7 vaxt\u0131 da \u00e7atmayacaqd\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn son d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk anda ild\u0131r\u0131m sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259 sa\u011f \u00e7iynini par\u00e7alam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaradan bu\u011flana-bu\u011flana axan qan\u0131n bar\u0131t iyin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f q\u0259rib\u0259 bir qoxusu g\u0259lirdi. Amma art\u0131q o bu q\u0259rib\u0259 qoxunu hiss ed\u0259c\u0259k, duyacaq halda deyildi.
   
   \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7maq ist\u0259di, qan\u0131 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kiprikl\u0259rini zorla aralaya bildi, amma he\u00e7 n\u0259yi ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259di. A\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 is\u0259 k\u0259smi\u015fdi. \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259fil g\u00fcll\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259sind\u0259n sonra hissi yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, onu ild\u0131r\u0131m vurmay\u0131b, g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259yib. \u018flini silah\u0131na atmaq ist\u0259di, amma n\u0259 illah el\u0259di \u0259li s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxmad\u0131, el\u0259 bil b\u0259d\u0259ninin bir t\u0259r\u0259fi yox idi. Bu\u011flanan qan\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 bar\u0131t\u0131n qoxusunu da indi duyma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Aln\u0131na dayad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f t\u00fcf\u0259ngin h\u0259l\u0259 soyumam\u0131\u015f isti l\u00fcl\u0259sini d\u0259 hiss el\u0259di. Hissi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131qca g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir az da geni\u015f a\u00e7a bildi v\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259 yox, onun can\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fan \u018fzray\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 qonub sin\u0259sin\u0259. V\u0259 bu \u018fzray\u0131l onun can\u0131n\u0131 bir anda al\u0131b ona \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bilm\u0259m\u0259k xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini qism\u0259t etm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. V\u0259 sanki \u018fzray\u0131l bu \u0259zabl\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ona ya\u015fatmaqdan bir z\u00f6vq, bir l\u0259zz\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131. 
   
   Amma sin\u0259sin\u0259 qonmu\u015f \u018fzray\u0131l Allah\u0131n insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 vahim\u0259 il\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt qa\u00e7\u0131b qurtula bilm\u0259diyi m\u0259l\u0259yin\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131- n\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 alma vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131nc. Adic\u0259 insan idi, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259r-z\u0259hrimar ya\u011fan bir insan. V\u0259 bu insan \u00e7ox soyuqqanl\u0131l\u0131qla t\u00fcf\u0259ngi onun aln\u0131na dayam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma atm\u0131rd\u0131, ovunun \u00f6l\u00fcm qaba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259zab\u0131 seyr ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yini soyudurdu. <\/a>
   
   Amma qan i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7abalayan ovunun \u0259zab i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc sonad\u0259k izl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259ldi, qusmaqdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc zorla saxlad\u0131. V\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc daha d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir, t\u00fcf\u0259ngin l\u00fcl\u0259sini ovunun aln\u0131ndan sin\u0259si a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc. V\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rin h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 b\u00f6htan atma\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc yerd\u0259 saxlay\u0131b, t\u0259tiyi \u00e7\u0259kdi.
   
   
   
   ***
   
   Qan iyin\u0259 bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u00e7aqqal qa\u00e7\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 meyidin \u0259traf\u0131nda f\u0131rlan\u0131rd\u0131lar, bar\u0131t\u0131n qoxusundan qorxduqlar\u0131ndan h\u0259l\u0259 ki, c\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 toxunmurdular. Bar\u0131t\u0131n qoxusu \u00e7\u0259kildikc\u0259 \u00e7aqqallar \u00fcrk\u0259k-\u00fcrk\u0259k c\u0259s\u0259di didi\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar, pay \u00fcst\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 m\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131r v\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 bo\u011fu\u015furdular. \u018fg\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri tikintid\u0259n h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 qaytaran ma\u015f\u0131n bir az da gec g\u0259ls\u0259ydi y\u0259qin ki, \u00e7aqqallar c\u0259s\u0259di par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a ed\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Amma ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259fil g\u0259li\u015fi \u00e7aqqallar\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259rind\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k g\u00f6rm\u0259dikl\u0259ri bel\u0259 dadl\u0131 yem\u0259kd\u0259n m\u0259hrum el\u0259di. 
   
   S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc yolun ortas\u0131nda \u00abCip\u00bbi g\u00f6rc\u0259k tan\u0131d\u0131 v\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. \u018fyl\u0259c s\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7aqqallar bir an ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f boyland\u0131lar, amma \u0259vv\u0259l-\u0259vv\u0259l he\u00e7 n\u0259yi vecl\u0259rin\u0259 almad\u0131lar. Kabin\u0259d\u0259ki zabit d\u0259rhal qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b yer\u0259 s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 v\u0259 \u00abCip\u00bb\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a da \u00e7aqqallar\u0131 qorxutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn havaya g\u00fcll\u0259 atd\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259n qorxan \u00e7aqqallar vaqq\u0131ldaya-vaqq\u0131ldaya \u00f6z dill\u0259rind\u0259 zabit\u0259 s\u00f6y\u0259-s\u00f6y\u0259 naraz\u0131-naraz\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r. V\u0259 zabit \u00e7aqqallar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 meyidi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yerind\u0259c\u0259 dondug 
   
   
   
   ***
   
   \u0130stid\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 yaxas\u0131n\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6yd\u0259n od ya\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131 ey, od t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259zil\u0259ri g\u00f6yd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n oddan qorunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6zl\u0259rini vermi\u015fdi a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259, k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259rini b\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259yib ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyub m\u00fcrg\u00fc vururdu, \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd n\u0259f\u0259r ba\u015fqa bir a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131nda kart oynay\u0131rd\u0131. O is\u0259 d\u00f6rd-be\u015f \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yeyirdi. Daha do\u011frusu yemirdi, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 bor\u015fla midil\u0259nirdi.
   
   \u0130t kimi yox, itd\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259r yorulmu\u015fdu. Onu yoran i\u015f-g\u00fcc deyildi, onu yoran \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259zab da deyildi. Onu yoran \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fctiliyi, komandirl\u0259rin buyurdu\u011fu \u0259n murdar i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olmalar\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259l\u0259ri idi. N\u0259 m\u00fcdd\u0259t idi o da ba\u015fqa \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131 kimi komandirl\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn murdar \u0259mrl\u0259rini yerin\u0259 yetirirdi. Amma i\u00e7ind\u0259 bu \u0259mrl\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bir qiyam vard\u0131. D\u00fczd\u00fc, bu qiyam\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xara bilmirdi, h\u0259rd\u0259nbir deyinirdi. V\u0259 deyin\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir h\u0259mfikir axtar\u0131rd\u0131, amma tapa bilmirdi. V\u0259 h\u0259tta g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131 n\u0259inki t\u0259hqir olunmalar\u0131na d\u00f6z\u00fcrl\u0259r, \u0259ksin\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini daha rahat, daha xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edirl\u0259r.
   
   Onlar\u0131n batalyonu o biri batalyonlardan f\u0259rqliydi. Hiss\u0259y\u0259 gec\u0259d\u0259n-gec\u0259y\u0259 yatma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259rdil\u0259r. N\u0259 t\u0259lim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131lar, n\u0259 posta gedirdil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259nb\u0259-bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00fcnortadan sonra yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259ydil\u0259r. Telefonla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 taksil\u0259r\u0259 dolu\u015fub \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131z dal\u0131nca da gedirdil\u0259r. Bu batalyonu h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259ki \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r qibt\u0259 il\u0259 \u00abb\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rl\u0259r batalyonu\u00bb adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Amma bu batalyon onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 al\u00e7ald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259hqir olunmu\u015flar\u0131n batalyonu idi. V\u0259 onu da bilirdi ki, \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n atalar\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 bu al\u00e7ald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259hqir olunmu\u015flar\u0131n batalyonuna sald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn komandirl\u0259r\u0259 r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t d\u0259 veribl\u0259r.
   
   \u018fslind\u0259 elmi i\u015fi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn burda \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l material vard\u0131. Amma daha elmi i\u015fi d\u0259 onu maraqland\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n iyr\u0259nmi\u015fdi \u2014 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 diplomundan da, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 elmi i\u015find\u0259n d\u0259, \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan da.
   
   V\u0259 art\u0131q sevdiyi q\u0131za m\u0259ktub yazmaqdan da iyr\u0259nmi\u015fdi, n\u0259 yazayd\u0131 onag
   
   F\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona deyirdi ki, s\u0259br bir da\u011fd\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir, \u0259g\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bils\u0259n o da\u011f\u0131n zirv\u0259sin\u0259 qalxacaqsan, amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259s\u0259n o da\u011f s\u0259ni alt\u0131na al\u0131b \u0259z\u0259c\u0259k. Yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxdan bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n onlara yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lib, b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti xilas el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi sonuncu kitab\u0131 \u2014 \u00abQurani-K\u0259rim\u00bbi d\u0259 oxumu\u015fdu. S\u0259br haqq\u0131nda onlarla h\u0259dis d\u0259 bilirdi, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 s\u0259brsizlik ed\u0259n yolda\u015flar\u0131na da o, s\u0259br v\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u015f\u0131layard\u0131. 
   
   V\u0259 indi d\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 ay idi s\u0259br edirdi. Amma day ona h\u0259disl\u0259r d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilmirdi v\u0259 bu s\u0259br onu da\u011f\u0131n zirv\u0259sin\u0259 qald\u0131rm\u0131r, \u0259ksin\u0259 alt\u0131na al\u0131b \u0259zirdi. V\u0259 art\u0131q s\u0259br el\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 iyr\u0259nmi\u015fdi v\u0259 yorulmu\u015fdu. 
   
   Yorulmu\u015fdu, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259 yorulmu\u015fdu ki, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir bo\u015fqab bor\u015fu yem\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259rinirdi, midil\u0259nirdi.
   
   Bor\u015f u\u015faq vaxtlar\u0131 onun \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyi x\u00f6r\u0259k idi, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 z\u0131lxla, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 qoyun \u0259tiyl\u0259. Onlar\u0131n evind\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt bor\u015f bi\u015firm\u0259zdil\u0259r. Bu rus x\u00f6r\u0259yi say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Amma bor\u015fu rus x\u00f6r\u0259yi oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 yox, bor\u015f bi\u015firm\u0259k \u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 bi\u015firm\u0259zdil\u0259r. V\u0259 ail\u0259d\u0259 ondan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimin bu x\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 mara\u011f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131 bor\u015f bi\u015firm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 maraql\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O bor\u015f yem\u0259yi Bak\u0131ya olimpiadalara g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri onlar\u0131 ucuz yem\u0259kxanalara aparar v\u0259 zorla bor\u015f yedird\u0259rdi ki, h\u0259m \u00e7ox xeyirlidi, h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259kd\u0259n qoruyur. O da ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bor\u015fu h\u0259min ucuz yem\u0259kxanalarda yemi\u015fdi v\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. 
   
   \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n tez-tez bor\u015f ke\u00e7\u0259rdi. Anas\u0131 dey\u0259rdi ki, \u00abay o\u011ful, bu urus yem\u0259yini xalan yax\u015f\u0131 bi\u015firir, get onlarda ye\u00bb.
   
   Xalas\u0131 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t Rusetd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan do\u011frudan da g\u00f6z\u0259l bor\u015f bi\u015firirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 qaynanas\u0131 bak\u0131l\u0131 idi. Bak\u0131l\u0131 olmaq o deyildi ki, bak\u0131l\u0131lar rus idil\u0259r, sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq bunu ruslardan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r. 
   
   Xalas\u0131 da bilirdi ki, o, bor\u015fu sevir, onun x\u0259trin\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n bor\u015f bi\u015fir\u0259rdi v\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rdi ki, g\u0259l biz\u0259. O da sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 qa\u00e7ard\u0131 xalas\u0131gil\u0259. Sokrat\u0131n bir s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259l\u0259rdi: \u00abM\u0259n yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131ram, ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeyir\u0259m\u00bb. O da Sokrat kimi yem\u0259kd\u0259n l\u0259zz\u0259t alm\u0131rd\u0131, ist\u0259yir plov olsun, ya kolbasa, f\u0259rq etm\u0259zdi, t\u0259kc\u0259 bor\u015fdan l\u0259zz\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131.
   
   \u018fsg\u0259rliy\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc bor\u015f verdil\u0259r, \u00e7ox sevindi, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 bor\u015fu g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259psin. H\u0259tta \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131 onun bu \u0259tsiz bor\u015fu bel\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 yem\u0259yin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar:
   
    \u2014 \u018f, el\u0259 bil bu acl\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b!
   
   \u0130kinci g\u00fcn, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn, onuncu g\u00fcn v\u0259 art\u0131q bor\u015fdan da iyr\u0259ndi.
   
   V\u0259 indi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 bor\u015fdan bir-iki qa\u015f\u0131q alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bo\u011faz\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mirdi v\u0259 midil\u0259nirdi. 
   
   Bo\u015fqab\u0131 bir k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259di, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b gah m\u00fcrg\u00fc vuranlara, gah kart oynayanlara, gah da onunla bir stolda \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yey\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131na baxd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr d\u0259 vard\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n raz\u0131l\u0131q da, m\u0259nas\u0131z sif\u0259tl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7ox idi. Amma bu t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259nraz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa baxmayaraq ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, Dostoyevski \u00abAl\u00e7ald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259hqir olunmu\u015f insanlar\u00bb\u0131 onun bu \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131na yaz\u0131b. H\u0259min al\u00e7ald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259hqir olunmu\u015f insanlardan da biri el\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 iyr\u0259ndi. Qalxd\u0131 aya\u011fa v\u0259 hirsl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 bor\u015f dolu bo\u015fqab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb tullad\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131na v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
   
    \u2014 B\u0259sdi!
   
   Bir anda qa\u015f\u0131q-bo\u015fqab davas\u0131 dayand\u0131, ortal\u0131\u011fa bir s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, kart oynayanlar da \u0259l saxlad\u0131, ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131 m\u00fcrg\u00fc vuranlar\u0131 da oyatd\u0131, ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259nb\u0259l-t\u0259nb\u0259l qald\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 ham\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131. 
   
   O is\u0259 bir az da b\u0259rkd\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
   
    \u2014 B\u0259sdi!
   
   T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxan u\u015faqlar:
   
    \u2014 N\u0259di, \u0259? D\u0259li olmusan?
   
    \u2014 N\u0259 b\u0259sdi?
   
    \u2014 Niy\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsan? Qoy z\u0259hrimar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yey\u0259k d\u0259!
   
    O bir daha ham\u0131n\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 dedi:
   
    \u2014 Deyir\u0259m b\u0259sdi! B\u0259sdi bizi bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259hqir el\u0259dil\u0259r. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7altd\u0131lar!
   
   Kims\u0259 yerd\u0259n:
   
    \u2014 \u018f, yen\u0259 n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san?! Kimdi bizi t\u0259hqir el\u0259y\u0259n, bizi al\u00e7aldan? 
   
   \u018flini vurdu stola:
   
    \u2014 Al\u00e7ald\u0131lmaq, t\u0259hqir olunmaq nec\u0259 olur?! Biz bura V\u0259t\u0259ni m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik, yoxsa hans\u0131sa komandir\u0259 villa tikm\u0259y\u0259, tualet tikm\u0259y\u0259, it dam\u0131 tikm\u0259y\u0259?!
   
   D\u0259d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n biri:
   
    \u2014 Akademik, bu olmad\u0131 d\u0259, s\u0259n yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131n? Dey\u0259s\u0259n qar\u0131n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda sitild\u0259y\u0259-sitild\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 oturmaqdan xo\u015fun g\u0259lir. Get otur d\u0259, qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n var?! Day niy\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsan?
   
   Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 D\u0259d\u0259nin yan\u0131na:
   
    \u2014 S\u0259n o s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 qar\u0131n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda sitild\u0259y\u0259n, yayda bi\u015f\u0259n u\u015faqlardan art\u0131q o\u011flansan?
   
   D\u0259d\u0259:
   
    \u2014 H\u0259, art\u0131q o\u011flanam ki, burda a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 m\u00fcrg\u00fc vururam d\u0259! Ayr\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn var?
   
    \u2014 Var! N\u0259 s\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 bizim he\u00e7 birimiz o s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259n art\u0131q o\u011flan deyilik. Onlar\u0131 da bizim kimi ana do\u011fub, in\u0259k do\u011fmay\u0131b. M\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi n\u0259 t\u0259hqir el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 al\u00e7altmaq. Amma m\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m ki, he\u00e7 kim n\u0259 m\u0259ni, n\u0259 d\u0259 sizi al\u00e7alts\u0131n. Siz d\u0259 sizi al\u00e7aldanlardan \u0259skik ki\u015finin o\u011flu deyilsiz. Biz bura \u0259sg\u0259rlik el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik, kim\u0259 is\u0259 n\u00f6k\u0259r\u00e7ilik el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, qoyun otarma\u011fa yox. 
   
   Kims\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb dedi:
   
    \u2014 Sevin ki, h\u0259l\u0259 donuz otartm\u0131rlar, m\u0259n donuzdan iyr\u0259nir\u0259m.
   
   \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi Burnunda olan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r susmu\u015fdular, onlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa n\u0259 h\u00fcquqlar\u0131 vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259dl\u0259ri, g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u00fcnl\u0259r bu s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tin ax\u0131r\u0131 nec\u0259 olacaq, kimin xeyrin\u0259 qurtaracaq.
   
   \u018fslind\u0259 o da \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi burnunda \u0259sg\u0259r say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Amma h\u0259m ya\u015f\u0131na, h\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259hsilin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r, a\u011fsaqqallar ona h\u00f6rm\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rib \u00f6z s\u0131ralar\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar v\u0259 \u00abAkademik\u00bb dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t edirdil\u0259r.
   
   A\u011fsaqqallardan biri qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 bo\u015fqab\u0131 \u0259li il\u0259 k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259yib dedi:
   
    \u2014 \u018f, Akademikin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc niy\u0259 q\u0259rib\u00e7iliy\u0259 sal\u0131rs\u0131z?! Ki\u015finin o\u011flu d\u00fcz deyir d\u0259! Bizi qul kimi i\u015fl\u0259dirl\u0259r, biz d\u0259 bunu h\u00f6rm\u0259t kimi q\u0259bul edirik, bundan l\u0259zz\u0259t al\u0131r\u0131q. H\u0259r ay da komandirin b\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irik. N\u0259di, n\u0259di, posta getmirik, s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fck. N\u0259 qalx\u0131n dey\u0259n var, n\u0259 yat\u0131n.
   
   Akademik d\u0259st\u0259k ald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir az da \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndi:
   
    \u2014 Qarda\u015flar, biz bura V\u0259t\u0259ni qoruma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fik, komandirl\u0259r\u0259 f\u0259hl\u0259lik el\u0259yib g\u00fcn ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 yox! Ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 sevdiyiniz q\u0131zlara, analar\u0131n\u0131za, balaca bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131za n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ksiz? N\u0259 il\u0259 lov\u011falancaqs\u0131z? Sement qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla, da\u015f da\u015f\u0131ma\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla?! Yoxsa ax\u015famlar ucuz araqlardan i\u00e7ib \u015fell\u0259nm\u0259yinizl\u0259? Sizi bilmir\u0259m, m\u0259n daha he\u00e7 kim\u0259 n\u00f6k\u0259r\u00e7ilik ed\u0259n deyil\u0259m. Siz\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmir\u0259m.
   
   Bu vaxt darvazan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda bir ma\u015f\u0131n dayand\u0131, sonra darvaza a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 Batalyon Komandiri girdi h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259. 
   
   \u00c7avu\u015f onu g\u00f6rc\u0259k yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
   
    \u2014 Batalyon, d\u00fczl\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

  \u018fvv\u0259l \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi Burnunda olanlar, sonra Qarasaqqallar d\u00fczl\u0259ndi. A\u011fsaqqallar da \u0259rin\u0259-\u0259rin\u0259 yerl\u0259rind\u0259n qalxd\u0131lar. D\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 he\u00e7 q\u0131m\u0131ldanmad\u0131lar da.
   
   Akademik d\u0259 qalxmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259d\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u0259lini qoydu onun \u00e7iynin\u0259:
   
    \u2014 \u018fyl\u0259\u015f, s\u0259n\u0259 aid deyil.
   
   Batalyon Komandiri:
   
    \u2014 Azad! \u018fyl\u0259\u015fin! \u2014 dedi v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 oturdu; \u2014 S\u0259rin suyunuz yoxdu?
   
   \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi Burnunda olanlardan biri tez qa\u00e7\u0131b eyvandak\u0131 soyuducudan bir butulka mineral su g\u0259tirdi, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b st\u0259kana t\u00f6km\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 batalyon komandiri butulkan\u0131 al\u0131b suyu \u00e7\u0259kdi ba\u015f\u0131na, qalan\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 islatd\u0131:
   
    \u2014 Oxxaay! Siz burda kef edirsiz. Q\u0259drimizi d\u0259 bilmirsiz. H\u0259, Akademik yen\u0259 n\u0259 m\u00fchazir\u0259 oxuyurdu?
   
   Akademik:
   
    \u2014 Yolda\u015f leytenant, m\u0259n m\u00fchazir\u0259 oxumurdum. Deyirdim, biz bura \u0259sg\u0259rlik etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik, yoxsa f\u0259hl\u0259lik etm\u0259y\u0259?
   
   Batalyon Komandiri g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi cavabdan tutuldu:
   
    \u2014 N\u0259 dedin? Bir d\u0259 t\u0259krar el\u0259!
   
    \u2014 Deyir\u0259m, biz bura V\u0259t\u0259ni m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik, yoxsa Komandir\u0259 n\u00f6k\u0259r\u00e7ilik etm\u0259y\u0259?
   
   Batalyon Komandiri \u0259s\u0259bi halda yerind\u0259n el\u0259 qalxd\u0131 ki, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi Burnunda olan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r qorxdu v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
   
    \u2014 Qalx! Fara\u011fat! S\u0259n\u0259 on g\u00fcn qauptvaxt elan edir\u0259m!
   
   Fara\u011fat v\u0259ziyy\u0259t alm\u0131\u015f Akademik:
   
    \u2014 Yolda\u015f Leytenant, dey\u0259s\u0259n akademiyan\u0131 z\u0259if oxumusuz, nizamnam\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131 bilmirsiz. Sizin m\u0259n\u0259 on g\u00fcn h\u0259bs verm\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259lahiyy\u0259tiniz \u00e7atm\u0131r. Siz m\u0259n\u0259 yaln\u0131z iki g\u00fcn h\u0259bs elan ed\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz.
   
   D\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r p\u0131qq\u0131lda\u015fd\u0131lar, dig\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 onlara qo\u015fuldular. Batalyon Komandiri \u0259yri-\u0259yri p\u0131qq\u0131lda\u015fanlara baxd\u0131:
   
    \u2014 H\u0131r\u0131ldam\u0131y\u0131n, \u0259! \u2014 dedi v\u0259 s\u0259hvini d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi: \u2014 Yax\u015f\u0131, Akademik! M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 iki g\u00fcn qauptvaxt elan edir\u0259m. Eybi yox, be\u015f g\u00fcn d\u0259 Komandir verir.
   
   Akademik g\u00fcld\u00fc:
   
    \u2014 Oldu, iki g\u00fcn qauptvaxt! Amma yolda\u015f leytenant, burda qauptvaxt yoxdu, general\u0131n zirz\u0259misin\u0259 salacaqs\u0131z, yoxsa tikdiyimiz it dam\u0131na?!
   
    \u2014 Yox! \u0130ndi h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131raram, g\u0259lib s\u0259ni aparar.
   
   Bayaq Akademik\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k ver\u0259n A\u011fsaqqal ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131:
   
    \u2014 Akademik, s\u0259n\u0259 bu laz\u0131m idi?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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